"You ready?" Jay asked me over the phone. Today he was taking me on a date.

We slowly making our way back into our marriage. Today might work.

I dropped the kids off at my mama house and they was so worried about where I was going😂like mind y'all bidness please.

"Yeah, you outside?" I asked him putting lipgloss on. "Yeah." He said and I just hung up.

"You look good." He told me as he opened the door for me.

"Thank you." I said smiling. Boy I miss him. "How everything been going?" He asked me as he got inside.

"Good." I told him nodding. Then our sung came on Brent faiyaz - trust.

"You tell me I can trust youuu, don't lie I could really use it." We sung together.

" Everybody need love, even niggas like me

You told me I could trust you

And I could really use it."

He turned the music down and said "you feeling this song a lil to much."

I laughed "okay this my shit." I turned it back up.

"So much I wanna talk about

But I ain't got no one to talk to (Shit, I don't)

I'm always tryna work it out."

"I'm finna change this shit." He said and I slowly nodded even tho Ain want him to change it.

He played loaded - 1017. "I'm really rappin' what I live, this is not a dream."

"He try to act up and get killed tryna cause a scene Diamonds bleedin', bustin' the field, ain't no robbin' me."

" Follow me, show you how we live, niggas, talk is cheap."

"Like what to do with all this cash? I'ma fuck it off, Hard to get at you, shots at his fam, get his brother off."

"Talk about me .. you feeling this to much." I said mugging him. "Shut up." He replied.

I laughed as he pulled into the restaurant. "Don't open your door." He told me and I nodded.

He parked in the front and I opened the door just because he told me not to.

"Yo ass never listen." He said and I laughed grabbing my purse.

We went inside and got a table. Then paparazzi came.

"How's your new songs coming along?" One asked me.

"Will you be doing a song with nba youngboy?"

"Is you back with your husband jay!?" They continue to ask questions and at this point I'm ready to go and we just got here.

"Man damn, y'all always fucking up some." Jay mugged them.

All these damn cameras in my face😑. "Come on." Jay told me and we got back in his car.

"I'm sorry." He said and I looked at him. "It ain't yo fault." I told him.

"I should have got the place rented for just us." He said starting the car up.

"To be honest you can take me to McDonald's." I told him smiling.

"That ain't healthy but Ight." He said going to McDonald's.

We got our food and sat in the parking lot at a park and talked about a lot of things.

"Remember when we came to this park and that lady had them dogs and she let them hoes off on us because we was talking shit about her?" I asked jay and we both started laughing.

"Hell yeah, remember when Kacey was one years old and he sticked up his middle finger at us because we was being to loud for him?" Jay asked me and we continued to laugh.

"Mannn them days was fun and funny ass fuck." I said chuckling.

"Fasho." He said and we got quiet for a min. "I wanna be together again no cap." Jay said.

"What made you wanna cheat tho? You thought I wasn't enough? I know I'm enough trust me but I wanna know why." I asked him.

"It wasn't how you thought it was .. I tried to stop it on my kids I did but I don't know I let my body get control. But trust me you is enough. I love you a lot and that will never go away. I'm sorry for what i did on god and it won't ever happen again on my kids." He said and I nodded.

"Okay, I'm just glad you told the truth and I love you more." I said and we kissed.

It wasn't a regular kiss it was a ' I miss you' kinda kiss.

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"Y'all back together?" Kandy asked me as I was on the phone with her.

"Yeah." I laughed at how happy she was. "Yessssuhhh." She dragged dancing in the camera.

"I love how happy you is for me. Next ima be happy for you when you get a man." I told her.

Her and wasaname broke up a while ago. "Period." She said.

"Hold on I'm finna add Hazel to the call." She said. "Okay." I told her.

"Heyyy bitches." Hazel said smiling in the camera. "Hey babes." I told her.

"Wassgood." Kandy told her. "Bruh kandy you need to hurry up and get down here I'm tryna do hot girl shit." Hazel said.

"Yeen tryna do shit." Kevin said in the back ground and I laughed.

"Where my kaylen?" I asked Kandy referring to her son. "Sleep." She responded and I pouted.

"Girllll." She dragged as Hazel laughed. "You laughing but where my daughters at?" I asked her.

"In their room playing." She said. "Oh okay." I said.

"Well I'm about to take a nap, I love y'all." I said and they said it back before hanging up.

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