"Well, i can't do anything about that. You're the only one that can your own mind. Choose what you want to believe but just hear this out.. You'll regret it."

"Stop. Please just stop. I just broke up with you, and got this mind-dizzying things from you that i didn't even know about from my own members. I didn't even know if you're lying or not!" he shouted.

"I know right?" i scoffed.

Jungkook looked at me with questioning eyes.

"What?" he asked.

"What do you think she would feel when you suddenly bullied her? You're even nice to her in the morning. Why would you bully her so suddenly? "

He just stand there. Frozen.

"You're right. I don't know anything about her. Neither do you. So please stay out from her and my business."

Then he ran away.

I was just going to ran after him but then a nurse called me.

"Ms. Hyesung? The patient have woken up. You can visit her but please, just say simple things. Don't make her think too hard."

"Thank you. Can you lead me there?"

"Of course. This way please."

Then i forgot about Jungkook and prioritize Baram first.

Then i walked in the room and let the nurse leave us.

"So, how do you feel right now?"

"Nothing." she said, staring at the ceiling.

"I mean, are you hurt somewhere? Or just fine?"

"I felt...nothing. I don't feel hurt anywhere but i don't feel fine either."

Her face looked pale, empty.

She doesn't have the light she owns years ago.

She looked like she...gave up.

"O-okay. Look-"

"I'm broken right?"

"Wha-"

"I'm an unlucky person with a broken life."

"I'm just like a shattered pieces of glass, that no matter how hard you try to glue it back, it'll still have flaws."

"Flaws that could be repaired slowly or flaws that can't be repaired and will slowly broke down. Again. I'm in the second option right?"

She continued talking.

"Hey, you know what?" i cut her off.

"You're like a flower. A very fragile flower."

"You're beautiful, but too fragile to be touched. So you need support. Mine, bangtan boys, and Jihye as your glass shield. We will and will always protect you from everything that will tear your petals one by one."

"Now, you only have one petal left. Most flower will chose to die, but you? You chose to stay. You chose to fight. You chose to live."

"And all of your hard works can't just go to an end just like this. You should keep fighting, until you can bloom beautifully, have your own crown."

I ended.

"So what should i do?" she asked, still staring at the ceiling.

"You have a strong faith. Please, do your treatment in the States."

I hold her hand and give her a name card that the doctor give earlier.

"S-states? What's this?"

"Please. I beg you. Bring back the lights that usually shone from your eyes like years ago. The smiles, the sparkling eyes, heroic actions."

She smiles at the last word.

"Go there. Find this guy. You should go there before a month. The faster the better." i told her.

"O-okay then. Let me try and prepare everything."

"No need to look for the airplane tickets. They'll provide you an airplane ticket." i told her.

"Then, you can marry Jungkook. Maybe i won't be coming back. So tell him that i've given up the marriage to you." she told me.

I was beyond shocked.

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