After that night I talk to him about emma he ignored me for a week, is he angry or want to get back with Emma.

No, no, felix don't think that way hyunjin is not type of boy, isn't he?

A lot of questions was built in my mind

"Hey, youngbok!"

"Yes?"

I wake up from my day dream thanks to Han who was staring at me like an owl

"What were u thinking?"

"Nothing, it's just I am really tired"

I didn't said anything to them and get back to sleep

I felt guilty and sadness about last week night, I wish to go back to time and change it and never wish to fall for him

Seungmin felt something wrong with Felix

He decided to wake up him and ask about it again

"Hey, felix are you really sure you are fine and please tell us true"

Felix saw that his friends was worried about them that made him tell the whole story

"And hyunjin really avoiding me since last week night and also I really tried to talk him"

"Like what?"

Han ask to him

-----back to last week----

(Felix P.O.V)

I was waiting for him like always do but it was strange today he didn't come

So I went to his room but when I opened it he was gone

-----back to present----

(a/n POV)

"So, what's wrong with that?"

Jeongin ask to him

"I don't know but he's had been ignoring me"

Felix grab his bag without saying a word he went out

I think it's my fault that I had been love for you since when we are kids

I hate myself now to like you even though I like you but you will never think more than brothers to me

I still remember what you said to me when we are kids

---2012---

"Mom, dad hyung help!!"

My heartbeat was going fast and body was not moving at all I felt someone was watching but I can't see them or touch

"Felix, wake up!"

I heard hyunjin was but I can't see him, all I can saw was darkness

"Felix!"

I open my eyes and feel my cheeks and eyes was covered with tears

Suddenly he gave me hugged, his body was warm that I don't want to leave

"Felix, it's okay I'm here"

I can feel his hands on my hair and it's feel good

"Hyung, I want to go home"

My voice was shakey cause of crying and still body was shaking with fears

After my fear was gone, I realised it was arwaked that I cry with no reason

"Hyung, I'm sorry"

"Why?"

"Ah.. because I cry like a girl and was very shameful"

He gave pad my hair

"It's okay, I don't care if it was shameful or embarrassed because I like you"

--present--

The day you comfort me I just can't help to fall for u

I open the door but he was nowhere to be found again

I didn't mind and went to my room and rest for a bit