To say the least I was scared shitless right now. My legs wouldn't stop bouncing and it was extremely hot in the back of this goddamn suburban. The driver had some annoying Italian opera music playing and I would think that a voice of someone as talented as the woman singing right now would calm me but all I wanted to do right now was put a bullet through the speakers of this suv. Chase was sitting on the other end of me looking at the scenery which was entirely breath taking to say the least but I couldn't even wrap my mind around the fact that after six months I'm finally on the same soil as her. Her being Zephyr, Z, the possible love of my life and all time infatuation. I was finally going to see her enchanting face again and be in her knee bending presence once more. My heart thumped at rates faster than the beats I had stored on my laptop.

Siri's voice interrupted the music announcing that we were a mere ten minutes away from where Zephyr had been calling home. In all honesty if we pulled over right now I would probably shit myself that's how nervous I am at the moment. Nothing could calm me down besides me finally laying my eyes on her.

My life had been shit in these past six months when she left. I dived into a constant flow drugs, sex, and alcohol and a blackhole of work. My mixtape had gone viral on SoundCloud and Kanye had finally noticed me and a deal with his label was made but none of it seemed like a true accomplishment when I didn't have Zephyr by my side. Chase will forever be my best friend and one of my most trusted people but it wasn't the same level as Zephyr. No one was. No one could compare to her hugs and kisses after a show or when she rested on my chest late at night yawning out her critics on beats and songs I created. Nothing would ever compare to that, I wouldn't want it to it wouldn't feel right.

The SUV finally stopped in front a large townhome pulling into the round about driveway. Chase looked at me for a short while then made his way out and towards the back to get the luggage. If I could burry myself under a pile of legos right now I would because I don't know how I'm going to get through this without either crying or passing out. Yet, here I was functioning like a normal human being grabbing the Louis Vuitton luggage out the back with Chase and walking up to Zephyr's front door. Which was a double might I add my babygirl always had a taste for architecture and design so it wasn't surprising seeing that this was her crib. Before I could tell Chase to put his fucking hand down and let's get our asses back on the next plane home he had rung the doorbell. Time seemed to move extremely slow the seconds seemed to turn into mere hours and the little five minutes it took for her to answer the door seemed like an entire lifetime.

The door moved extremely too slow for my liking but when it was finally opened and the girl who had my heart and mind captive since I met her back in school was staring at me dead in the eyes everything seemed to fall back into place. My anxiety left and my body felt lighter than it's been in the months. Gravity seemed to align it's self back into place and like the planets I was suddenly back in orbit in the presence of my sun. The flame I would follow until it went out and even then was standing before me. Her energy was radiating immensely and it came in waves. Zephyr. My Zephyr.

She was better than the last time I saw her. Her body still immaculate but even more so toned and defined I could tell she had been using the gym not like she needed to anyway. The thick ringlets of her curls had gotten longer and more defined that lions mane of curls made my heart sore. Fuck. I loved this girl so damn much it didn't make any sense. I would lay my life on the line and serve her til my last breath and die a happy man at the end of my day.

That was it. It wasn't some possibility. I really fucking loved this girl. She would be my wife, queen, and mother of my children someday. Everything I do will be to see the smile on her insanely beautiful face and if tears threatened her I would break the man who would dare harm her myself included.

She was a drug I would indulge in until I simply couldn't anymore.

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I know y'all hate me but I'm back. I have some plans for these two and then I'm introducing you guys to some characters I've been developing for a long while. The new story will be a bit more mature and intense. It's a dive into the interracial world so if you're into the swirl you will love this one. Not sure when I will have the first couple of chapters up but it will be soon. As for my two babies Travis and Zephyr you will have to see. It's going to be a little more intense in the next few chapters so I hope you enjoy ! Thank you guys so much for the constant support and love and I won't let you guys down again. Much love xx