How could I be so stupid I didn't think before I did it. I was just... I don't know what I was trying to do she's going to hate me for sure after this.

I need to make it up to her but how can I? What can I do when she's not even talking to me right now, I've been messaging and calling her all night, but she still hasn't responded or answered. Tomorrow has to be better I'm going to make it up to her and prove I can be a good boyfriend.

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I watch as my angel gets out of her car heading towards the school building and I hope she talks to me today or I don't know what I'll do. I walk towards her locker where she stands rummaging through it "Abby can we talk for a second?" I ask her, she sighs but turns around facing me gesturing me to continue.

 "I'm sorry about what I did last night it was childish and stupid of me I promise I didn't do it to embarrass you or to do anything of the sorts I don't know it's just.... just that ever since we've got together I'm scared I'm going to lose you to someone else or you might not think I'm the boyfriend of your dreams I've dreamed of us being together as a couple and it came true I just really don't want to miss out on us because you're the best thing that's ever happened to me even as my best friend I could always talk to you and tell you what's on my mind so I'm telling you now" I finish looking at the ground then back to her eyes, she's crying oh no what did I do now I've said something wrong she's going to think I'm weird for having dreams about being with her.

Before I know it, she kisses me I'm caught off guard but none of the less I kiss back, I love this feeling her lips and mine moving in sync like they were made to fit one another. We break apart and I rest my forehead on hers "I love you so much angel always" she sniffs and giggles a bit , God I love that little noise "I love you to Pooh bear but if you don't let go we're going to be late for biology" she says , I didn't even realize I pinned her to the locker and the hall was clearing up "oh sorry" she giggles again taking my hand Into her soft small ones I couldn't be more happy right now nothing could bring my mood down right now. Nothing at all.

"Mr. Miller and Ms. Jones nice of you to finally join us today take a seat" Mr. lock says to us, Abby looks down and smiles saying a quiet apology for being late. We walk hand in hand all the way to her desk table that she shares with her partner 'Zack' the captain of the football team who eyes her up and down I groan why can't he seem to understand that we are together I will snap his fucking neck if he ever try's anything with my angel. 

I kiss her cheek before going to my desk which I share with Stacy "h-hi M-mark" I quickly give her a wave looking at my angel and that idiot get started on the lesson I bet he doesn't even know what's going on he's practically drooling over her.

"S-so I was wondering if you wanted to umm-" I roll my eyes she's been trying to ask me out for the past two years now but my heart always belonged to Abby I couldn't date her when I wouldn't feel for her how I feel for Abby "Stacy I have a girlfriend already" I say quickly cutting her off I don't want to hurt her but Me and Abby are finally together and I'm not going to ruin it for no one "oh I'm sorry.... who is it if you don't mind me asking" I sigh knowing she wouldn't let this go. 

 "Abby" I simply say looking at her shocked face "Well s-she's so lucky to have such a great guy like y-you Mark" I smile small at her I hate how desperate she gets it's sad if you ask me but at least I didn't use her and then go with Abby I always respected her as a person but I could never bring myself to date her that wouldn't be right , putting my attention on the board I write down notes getting started on the lesson.

"Hey Mark" Stacy says after twenty minutes into class "yeah Stacy" I say lowly trying to concentrate on my notes "didn't you say Abby is YOUR girlfriend" she says , I looked at her confused but answer with a yes in a duh tone "well than why is Zack all over her" I snap my head over and sure enough there he was with his arm wrapped around her shoulder I instantly stand and walk to them trying to control my anger we are still in school. 

I stand in front of their desk and the whole class watches me "Zack I'm going to have to ask you to remove your hand from MY girlfriend it must be a misunderstanding because I thought I made it clear we were together" I say calmly, he chuckles holding my angel to him tighter I can see how uncomfortable she is right now but she's not one to cause a scene especially in school.

but I don't give a single fuck.

Without warning I snatch him up from his seat throwing him on the floor , bending down to his level I make eye contact with him making sure he sees the seriousness in my face "you see that beautiful angel right there Zack she's pretty right but guess what she's MINE and if I see you trying to get as comfortable how you have been lately I won't hesitate to beat the shit out of you Okay buddy" he shakes his head still in shock that I threatened him in front of the whole class that continues to whisper loudly I pat his shoulder roughly while getting back up. 

I walk around the desk to check on my angel "you Okay" I ask worried that she isn't, and I swear if she says no, I'll make him beg for her forgiveness "yes Pooh bear" she says softly, I smile and kiss her cheek but before I go, she pulls me back smashing her lips into mine hungrily "your place after school" she whispers into my ear lustfully.

I wonder what made her all of a sudden act like that in front of the whole class, but I don't care I love how much she surprises me but now I can't stop thinking what's going to happen after school fuck, I can't wait till the day is over.

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