my fingers, my head, my wrists,

this room is far too familiar.

steam devours the room, morning sun leaking through the thin fog as i face my biggest enemy. my vulnerable naked body staring back at me.

the water isn't scalding, it's just my skin. the burn is a sickly reminder of what you do to me.

a thousand pins and needles are laughing at the mockery i have made of myself, but how did i let it get this bad?

i treat the only lover i will ever have with such disrespect, and it's all for you.