.

Sometime I wished I had the guts to say at their faces that

"Shut the hell up! Don't you ever again say 'I am sorry of your loss' to me ever again!"

The monotone they use when they say it? The stupid sympathy in their eyes!?

Sure they have gone through losses of life too, but why don't THEY ever recall what it feels like!? What were their thoughts!?

Here is a poem I wrote when I was zoned out, not because I lost someone, I didn't at that particular time, but becuz one guy, just for fun, said this "I am not sorry for ur loss" at my whining for something stupid.

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Wonder how people cope up

With all the happiness

Wonder how they live

When they're surrounded by the smoke they create

Wonder how easy at times could be

To smile when you're about to break down

Wonder how life could be

So negative to look at

The things that once brought happiness

Are the reason of emptiness

Yet we try to move on

Aimlessly staring at the ground

The reason to live now seems far away

When someone you lived for aren't there

The reason to cry seems waste of energy

When there are no tears left to shed

They say "move on" all the time

But can they do if they were me?

Can they smile like that in the darkest hour?

Can they not cry when people say "They're Sorry"

Do they know how crushing it can be

Do they know how strong their bonds can be

Do they know how foolish they look

When they say everything will turn out just fine

Maybe it's the negativity inside the person

But do they try to shove it away

Do they truly understand ever

Do they truly ever cared?

A bond of love b/w any living beings

Is the most strong and heartbreaking

It is the time when you find your happiness

And the time when up filled with emptiness

By 14 year old girl

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A small attempt to showcase something never understood by any one of us. The true terror...

When ur friends leave,

When ur pets are no more

When ur hurt.

You'll know what it feels too...