Soft lips crashed on to mine. Arms wrapped around my neck as Nova clung to me tightly. I sat froze in my spot with my eyes wide open. My heart beat erratically in my chest just thinking that this is really happening. Just as I felt Nova move her lips against mine, I pulled away and held my hands on her shoulders to keep her at a distance.

"What are you doing?" I asked, my voice a little harsh.

"You wanted to know what's wrong, so I told you." She shrugged. Seriously, what's with this adult talk?

"No, nova. You kissed me which isn't okay at all. Do you have any idea what you've done? Doll you can't just do shit like that, you can't just kiss someone." I yelled at the end and stood up.

"You're my mate, I get to kiss you like Mika does to Miya." She looked up at me.

"I'm not your mate Nova, get that in your head." I shout. "We'll never do stuff like that, we will never be a couple."

"D-don't say that." She whimpered, tears pooling in her eyes.

"What? That we'll never be like that? Guess what Nova, we never will. It's true, all true. I'll be with someone else and so will you. Never kiss me again." I growled.

"Don't say all that. You lie Karter." She cried, seeming to go back to her child-like self. The nova I love.

"Why not Nova? It's the truth. Listen to me now, never do that again. I don't love you like that." I told her.

Her face scrunched up in anger as she glared at me. "Fuck you Karter." She got up and shouted. I was taken back a little bit as this is the first time Nova ever cursed. "Fuck you, I hate you."

After that she ran out of the room and down the stairs. Regret and guilt filled me as I turned and ran after her, by the time I got to the front door, Nova was gone and shredded clothes were next to my car.

With a frustrated growl, I left my house slamming the door behind me and shifting into my wolf.

"You're a fucking idiot you know that? Why would you talk to her like that?" Rogue shouted at me.

"She did nothing and you yelled. If I could hit you I would and wouldn't stop until your unconscious." Isaiah hissed at me, his fangs bared which let me know if he was in fact a person I'd be dead right now.

"I fucked up okay, I know. But the quicker we stop her the quicker we can get her back and apologise." I sighed. Why did I even say that to her? What the fuck is wrong with me?

"If you can't get her to forgive us, then I'll never speak to you again. You ruined it all, you fucked it up." Rogue growled.

"Don't you think I know that?"

"Then sort it so we can hold her again." Isaiah yelled.

A growl ripped through my chest as I pushed myself to run faster, Isaiah giving me a little push with vampire speed to get me to her quicker.

Only when I tracked her scent, I saw her stood outside her house. A blanket wrapped around her while she cried to her fathers. Both Eli and Ryan had a face of murder and I know exactly who it's for, me.

As soon as I make myself known, they glare at my wolf. I hold back a whimper from the harsh glare of my brothers. The fact that their daughter cried to them because of me doesn't sit well with them, and me showing up makes them and their wolves angry. Not only did I hurt their daughter, but their wolves pup which is even worse than the human side of them.

Ryan's glare was worse than Eli's. His eyes black letting me know it's Rowan in control, not my rational older brother. I shifted letting him know I will take whatever he gives me, because I know when a person hurts a wolfs pup, it never ends pretty. The anger in Rowans eyes was enough to make anyone fall to their knees, and beg for mercy.

"You made my pup cry, I'll fucking kill you." Rowan growled. A whimper left my lips, not because I was scared of the arse whooping I'm about to receive, but the fact that I did in fact hurt Nova.

A swift punch was gifted to my face making my head snap to the side. I felt a cut on my cheek but before I could even process it, another punch was given. A few more were thrown before Eli growled deeply.

"Rowan, stop it." Ryan's mate said. "Get inside."

Rowan and Ryan growled at me with a look of pure anger then walked inside with a crying Nova in his arms. Eli walked over to me with a harsh glare just like his husband.

"I'm, sorry." I whispered.

"So am I." Eli growled. "I have never seen my pup that hurt and cry so much. I have never felt anger like this and I so badly want to do what Ryan did to you. But I can't because I know for a fact if I do then Nova will hate me. Go home Karter, don't come back until Nova wants you to."

"Please, let me apologise." I begged in a whisper.

"I think you've done enough." He stated before turning around and going into the house.

Drop after drop, tears left my eyes while I stared at the house. Hurt filled me but I only have myself to blame. I did this, I made Nova run away because I can't seem to believe it happened. This birthday turned from okay to absolutely shit. All I can do is blame myself, mate myself for the words I told her, the way I shouted at her. I shouldn't have done it.

Not being able to deal with the hurt, I shifted again and ran to my fathers. As soon as I got to the house I grew up in, I once again shifted and went inside. My fathers looked up from their spot on the sofa seeing my distressed face.

"I fucked up so, so bad." I cried.

My dad, Arlo got up from his spot and hugged me tightly. I shoved my face into the crook of his neck and sobbed.

"It hurts so bad daddy, it hurts."

"It's okay baby, I've got you." My dad hugged me.

"So what happened?" Dad asked me as I sat on the toilet seat in the bathroom in my old room. Dad, Tommy was cleaning my face while my other dad sat on the bath tub, kolby and Elias stood behind dad leaning on the wall.

"I shouted at Nova." I whispered.

"Why? Did she do something?" Elias asked. "She's my granddaughter, what possessed you to shout at her?" He raised his voice. The glare he gave me so familiar to the one his son gave me.

"I didn't mean to, I just got angry. It just slipped out." I replied.

"And that gives you the right to do that? It's like me shouting at your dad and using my alpha tone then saying what you just said." Elias shouted.

"Don't shout at my son." My dad stood up in front of me as he stopped cleaning my face. "Get the fuck out, you are not needed here, especially if you are going yell at my son."

"He's my son to." He growled.

"No, he's mine and Arlo's. Mine, I carried him for four months, not you, not kolby. Get out."

"Dad don't shout at him. Its my fault, I deserve everything they give me." I tell him.

"So you deserved to be punched by your brother? I think the fuck not and he'll get a ear full from me." He stated.

"He's my son so you won't do anything to Ryan." Kolby growled.

"Then you don't say shit to mine." Dad hissed.

"Stop it." My other dad growled, deeper than I've ever heard him. "All of them kids are ours, all fours of us. Do not, and I mean do not shout at Karter because you have no idea what he's going through. He's confused and that's okay, so don't you dare shout at him. All three of you, get out, now."

With that, the three left leaving dad to clean my face.

"I deserved for them to shout at me." I mumbled to him.

"No, you don't. Boy I know your confusion, I know what you're feeling because I felt it before. It'll all be okay. So listen to me, get some sleep, your dads will apologise to you in the morning, and you can apologise to Nova. Get her, her favourite things and talk things through. I promise, everything will be alright."

"What if it's not? Dad you should have seen the look on Ryan's face. It wasn't him, it was Rowan and I really don't blame him for what he did." I told him.

"Sleep darling, you need it." Dad kissed my head and left my room.

Why do I always fuck up?