Voices in my head

How can I hear you?

I've lost my hearing

To all this shit

Clouded vision

How can i see you?

I've been so blinded

By this love you share

No, i can not demand

I'm not seeing through.

What have got me to this way?

Too many broken promises

I can't trust you

Your words are not useful anymore

It make me feel like I'm repeating myself

Simply because I've let myself down by believing in you.

It's not worthless

But it can't be trusted either

So you can tell me now

How can i see you,

If You took my eyes with you

And my tears?

How can I talk to you,

If it's filled with

Bitter, salty kisses?

Yet I keep honey

running trough his lips, [but I'm Not important.]

How have I didn't noticed?

These questions in my head

Is getting nosey

Excessively nosey

Like those who constantly wants

To be in our business. [And I'm the one dramatic.]

His effort to belong to me

is Gracefully weak.

Incomprehensible.

Yet he still managed to make himself the victim.

Hitting other females

Thinking it can make me jealous

But how could I ever be

If you took my heart away.

Left me filling this hole with champagne

Almost drowning with no lifeguard to save me.

So tell me now

How could I ever be lonely

If everything has been taken away?

Yet I make love like a lion, like you said.

Infinite open doors.

Will it ever be enough to

crash my memory?

Take away what's not important,

fill these holes with my childhood,

So I won't even know what it feels to grow up being broken.

~TINS~