I try to keep My distance when I'm mad

I'm trying to be patient but I can't

Some things seems easy but its not

My frustration is inside my love

All I wanted was a real love

But I can't seem to feel that

Too Hard discipline to take it all away

I can't seem to see the light

When I'm alone on my own

Building walls to save my soul

Because I've become numb to all that fondness

You don't wanna see the mess

All that loneliness will transform a future caos,

waiting until it explode.

Wait...

There is more

Cold heart, unbothered

But you find your way to like it

Too many sayings

But She knows better

Just waiting for the opportunity to fly free

I bet some people will never agree

But is my life

My living

And it seems to be fading

If you keep digging

I can't believe in my own people

The only good ones has gone

I guess there is no good ones left anymore

They are just unstable

You think I'm never gonna be able

To succeed

To prosper,

Because they didn't ?

My only mark

As i grow

Is I'm always gonna be back where It all started

And I'll be numb again from all these fallbacks.

- I can never grow if I'm unstable and numb. It's Not a good combination -

Some day all this numbness

Will be familiarize with my living

Then you won't have to worry

Your words won't hurt me anymore

Your treats won't scare me anymore

And if i become

a vegetable

A rock,

Is only because of you.

My numb heart and

My numb soul

Won't ever disagree.

~TINS~