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am not upset.

am not down.

am just broken sometimes.

hatred is up to people who don't care.

who don't see, or better,

who doesn't make effort to see.

jealousy is to ones who are able to do anything

yet they aren't aware of them.

people who can say that sun is yellow,

sea is blue and grass is green.

pity is on them, too.

being arrogants.

fear is to see people

who broke down so badly and cannot be fixed.

gave up on life.

anger is towards people who don't know what empathy is.

defense is the walls i try to build around myself.

defense is to never trust someone else.

somehow, you know, you just make an exception and let people in.

though you recognize the risk of it,

you just let them in.

, you get your heart broken hard

and given to your hands.

, even your shedded tears can't save you.

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