Sorry this ones short, I was writing it in the car. The next one should be better xx

Chapter 26

Harry's POV

~~1:35 in the morning~~

We all fell asleep in the living room last night, well all accept mum, she'd gone off to bed at about 11:00 she likes to go to bed early. We're used to staying up late though. Me and Louis were on the floor, covered in a pile of blankets, Zayn was on the couch, and Niall was practically on top of Liam, which I thought was hilarious. I bet you are wondering what I'm doing awake, at this hour, if you must know I had to go to the bathroom. I didn't go because the room was so dark I couldn't see my hand in front of my face, I felt around for Louis, I grabbed him and tried to pull him closer but he wouldn't budge. "Lou" I squeaked, poking his arm, gently. He responded by smacking me and muttering "go away" I nodded all though he couldn't see me. I took my phone out of my pocket (I'd fallen asleep in my jeans again! Ugh) and turned it on. I logged onto twitter to see if people were still talking about me, sure enough they were, but these weren't sweet encouraging comments like before....some one left me a message saying

@Harry_Styles "Next time you cut yourself, do me a favor and die"

My eyes filled with tears, why would someone say that? Do people really want me to die? I would die any chance I got...but, Louis, I need him. I don't know if he'd care if I died, but I just wouldn't feel right leaving him....

"Louis..L-Louis, please" I sobbed, shaking him, violently.

"Go back to sleep" he groaned, shoving me away.

"Lou..."

"Hazz, I'm serious. Go.Away."

"Louis.."

"Talk to me again and I'll punch you in the nose"

Fine. If he wants to be that way just let him...who needs him anyway...

I stood up, teary eyed, and drug myself to the bathroom. I quietly opened the door and went inside. I sat on the floor, my back against the bathtub, I'd taken my phone with me and I continued reading the messages. I honestly don't know why I do this to myself, I just like to know what people are saying about me, it's probably true, what they're saying. I scrolled through the comments, doing my best not cry again...

@Harry_Styles go cut yourself, no one likes you

@Harry_Styles keep cutting hopefully you'll die next time

@Harry_Styles that's the only good thing you've ever done keep it up.

Ok....if that's what they want then....I know promised my mum and the boys that I'd stop, but I knew I was lying...I have to keep doing it, it's the only thing that helps. I don't need people...they give up on you, they say they care but they don't...who would love me? I'm nothing....

I'll do it to make them happy, I don't want to disappoint anyone else...