My stomach was all giddy and tingly. I could feel my chest tightening because of nervousness. Me and jungkook had been together for a year or so but never has sex until, maybe today. I said maybe we should go slow with things and he agreed saying he'll wait for me for forever.

I have a feeling that today was the day I'll be losing my sanity to him, with my consent, of course.

I love him.

I was sitting on my round fluffy bed waiting for him. I called him to my apartment because i missed him, we met yesterday last time though. The excuse wasn't that valid but he agreed to come straight away.

I wanted to please him in any and every way possible. I had worn lingerie beneath my actual clothes. It was a red silk cloth like thingy ending in the middle of my thigh somewhere with some strips hanging out and a silk red crop top, shorter to cover my nipples to say at least. I was a little insecure because my milky thighs were thickly shaped. I hope he still found me pretty.

A sudden ting of my phone distracts me. I pick it up and smile at the context.

Jungkookie:

Open up.

Jungkook was already inside my house, feeling at ease, dressed in a sweat suit. It didn't look like we'll probably have sex tonight. I still haven't told him if i am ready. I'm shy actually.

"You hungry?" I ask and he nods and props over the couch.

"For?" I ask with a raised eyebrow.

"Food!?" He replies, confusingly. This latter had no idea how to flirt.

I sigh and get to the kitchen.

It's going to be harder then i thought.

"Here" i hand him the spaghetti i made earlier and watch him swallow it down.

"Whatever, what should we do?" He asks later on and then gulps on the cola can. I stare at his adam apples and think of how to tell him. I think i shouldn't.

"I-i don't know" i reply. He nods in content and pats the space next to him, telling me to come over. I absentmindly sit next to him and hold on a deep breath. I feel aroused by the dirty thoughts in my mind. I try to keep them away and focus on the random movie that jungkook picked to watch.

Half an hour and so passed amd i was getting impatient and tired. My tight and poking lingerie wasn't helping also. I had to take it off. No sex today.

"Uh bathroom" i point and jungkook hums so i flew from the lounge.

I stare at the full length mirror in my room and my cheeks heat up. I didn't realise that i looked really sexy in the lingerie i was wearing but i had to take it off, it was really uncomfortable, i couldn't even sit with it properly.

I untie the knots on both of my shoulders and my top fells to my feet.

"Jin I-" jungkook bursts into my room and stares deeply at my body, getting caught guard. My eye balls dilate and i give him an innocent look.

It just started , i think.