"Put your mask on Sam"I said to Samaria as we pulled up to the funeral home where Shiesty's brother Tarrance's Funeral was being held.

Last week his brother died, he lost his battle with brain cancer.

Shiesty told us not to come down here to Memphis but I decided to come and bring my girls not only to pay our respects but because he's their uncle.

Then he hasn't seen them in a week or talked to them so with them being here today it'll probably lighten his day.

I'm not only here for the funeral either, I'm also down here because I have a hosting to do along with a few modeling gigs.

I had my manager get me booked since Shiesty and I have been having this debate about who can take outer who's city first.

It looks like I already won though.

"Come on we have to go in we're already late!!"I said while pushing her ahead of me.

We walked into the building and the men who were standing out here in the lobby let us know that we could go in.

I opened the door and we went inside.

Everybody looked back at us and we just stood in the back since most of the seats were taken up.

Shiesty looked back at us before turning back around.

I sat Sienna's car seat down before getting her out of it.

Some lady was up talking.

Sienna started screaming causing people to look back and I put her pacifier in her mouth.

"See, that baby even knew Tee was the man!!"she said in the mic and everybody laughed.

I watched as Shiesty got up and walked back here.

"Wassup"he said while reaching for Sienna.

"Hey"I said while hugging him.

"I'm sorry that you're having to go through this, but I love you and I'm here for you if you need anything"I whispered to him before pulling away.

"'Preciate, you mind if I take them up there with me?"he asked me and I shook my head no.

"Aight come on Sam"he said to her and she walked away with him while holding his hand.

I saw some bitch look back and mug me and I just brushed it off Cus ion even know who the fuck that is.

Some people had got up and left and I took their seats at the end of the back row.

"Would anybody else like to get up here and give there resolution before we move on?"the preacher got up to the mic and said.

I watched as Shiesty got up before going up there.

"Man, what can I say!?— I ain't gone lie, this one right here really hit different. Tee, he was my all. If he wouldn't have gave me my name I wouldn't even be who I am today. Ain't no Pooh Shiesty without Tee da P, I'm lost. I mean everybody ain't gone be here forever though so since you gone brudda I gotta keep moving forward. I gotta keep our mama motivated and Ima forever be there for yo son, well he mines now. It's time for me to let that hurt go now, I know you gone be looking down watching over us at all times. And I'll wear yo memory proudly, until we meet again!"he said in the mic before breaking down once again.

Some guy got up and helped him off of the stage.

"Thank you son, is there anybody else who would like to come up and give their resolution before we move on?"the preacher asked once again.

Nobody got up.

"Okay I'm gonna say a quick prayer before the service ends so will you all join me and please bow your heads?"

I bowed my head as well as everybody else before he began saying the prayer.

"God of Heaven's Armies, losing a loved one is very painful. Please strengthen the family and friends of the departed soul in their inner being. May Christ dwell richly in their hearts that they may find strength and increase in power. Fill their numb souls with hope and lift them when they fall. Grant them the serenity to accept what they cannot change and the courage to face the days ahead. Shelter them with your peace that surpasses all understanding. Be present in their pain and struggle and remind them of your promises. In Jesus, name, we believe and pray, Amen."

"Amen"everybody repeated after him.

The pianist started playing a melody while everybody was quiet.

I watched as the two ushers came in and opened his casket again.

They let the first two rows get up to view the body again.

One lady and a few other people started signing I'll Fly Away by Tamela Mann and I joined.

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That's one thing y'all don't know about me, I have a voice.

I just don't like using it most times.

Once the lady stopped singing, I continued with the pianist.

"I'll fly aw-ay!!!"I led while clapping.

"I'll fly away"other said after me.

"I'll fly a-way!!!"I continued.

"I'll fly away"

I didn't stop until they had carried his casket all the way out and everybody was outside.

I walked up to Pooh's mama when we got outside and I hugged her.

"Oh hi Suhan! I appreciate you for coming and bring my granddaughter's"she said while hugging me back.

"Of course, I'm sorry for your lost!!"I said go her while smiling and she nodded.

"You have a beautiful voice, I- I didn't know who that was and to see you back there singing like that it surprised me"she said and I chuckled.

"Thank you!"

"Are you going to the burial with us?"she asked me.

"I'd love to but I don't have a ride"

"You don't ha- girl you can ride in the car with me! You and these babies, but we aren't leaving yet so if you wanna go out her bag and car seat in my car you can. It's parked over there it's a all black Benz just hit the button on the key you'll find it"

"Okay thank you"I said while taking her keys and heading to her car.

I found her car and unlocked the doors before opening the doors and putting Sienna's bag in.

I had to strap her car seat down so that took a couple of minutes.

Just as I was about to leave the car while I closed the door I heard someone moaning in the truck behind me.

It was an black suburban.

Next thing I know is that the window was being let down and I saw the bitch who had mugged me and Shiesty.

She was giving him head.

I cringed at the sight of them.

That's fucking disgusting, at his brother's funeral though.

That bitch let the window down intentionally.

It's not cute to me so I don't give a fuck.

Bitch I'm trynna bond with and make sure his family is okay while you sucking his dick.

Couldn't be me.

I headed back to where everybody else was.

I got to meet some of his family and I let my girls meet them also.

They were nice.

Once my kids and I get back from the burial we're gonna go back to the hotel and Ima order some food and snacks so we can just chill.

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