I heard someone beating on my door and I jumped up out of my bed.

It could be the damn police, I ain't gone grab my gun yet.

I went to the door and looked out of the peephole.

I couldn't see shit, it looked as if the person had their finger covering it.

"Baby open the door!!!"I heard Migo yell and I rolled my eyes before opening the door.

"What the fuck are you yelling for and why are you here at my house at three o'clock!?"

"Mmcht. You know why I'm here!"he said loudly while coming in and hugging up on me.

"Be quiet my kids are asleep!!"

"Mmcht man they can wake they ass up, we'll have another party!"he said while feeling on my ass as I locked the door.

"You're fucking drunk ain't nobody having no damn party and where are you coming from this time of morning?"

"Fuck questioning me for!?"he asked while following behind me.

"Because you literally just showed up at my fucking house at three o'clock in the morning drunk as hell!"

"Mmcht. Baby quit playing, you know why I'm here"he said while touching on me when I got into my room.

"Move! You stink, you smell like fucking alcohol!"

"It's my nigga birthday today of course Ima smell like alcohol!!!"he yelled while tumbling backwards.

"You're a whole mess and Ima need you to stop yelling!"

"I ain't fucking yelling!!!"he yelled louder before laughing.

"Okay Adarious get out! Get out of my house because I done asked you too many times and you think this shit is funny!"

"What you hiding some nigga in here or something!? You don't want me in here, you don't want me talking!?"

"No, I'm not!! Why the fu- okay seriously you need to calm down"

"I'll calm down once you gimmie what I came over here for"

"I'm not giving you shit, I'll help you get out of your clothes and get ya shit together but you not getting in between my legs"

"Mane quit playing with me, just let me lick it"he said while literally grabbing my vagina.

"Stop fucking touching me! I'm not doing shit with you while you're under the influence!"I spat as I got off of the bed and pushed him back.

I guess I pushed him a little too hard because once he came back forward from that tumble, he slapped me.

"Bitch you got some nerve putting yo fucking hands on me!!"he spat in my face while holding me down by my wrists.

I wasn't shocked by it or anything because this isn't the first time it's happened.

Last time he choked me out and tried to kill me.

We got into it over Shiesty texting me and that resulted in me almost being strangled to death.

Then there was another time when I caught him flirting with some bitch right in front of me.

We got to his house and shit just went left.

"Now that you crossed that fucking line you might as well take all this shit off"he said while pulling on my shorts.

"No! I'm not having sex with you!"I said while trynna fight him off of me as he continued trynna pull of my shorts.

"Suhan chill the fuck out!"he mumbled.

"Leave me alone Adarious, what the fuck!?"I said while I continued kicking and hitting him.

"Quit fucking moving!!"he yelled while punching my in my stomach, leg, and arm.

He continued trying and I never stopped fight, even once my face had gotten bloody.

After he had hit me in my weak spot right in between my rib cage I just stopped fighting.

I felt so fucking disgusted and weak.

Not only to let this nigga beat on me once again but to let him rape me in my own house.

There was nothing that I could do though.

He was way stronger than me.

I would've never won that fight.

And I never knew that dealing with men would be this hard, that's why I stayed to myself in the beginning.

I texted Suhan letting her know that I was on my way to come get the girls.

I hopped in my Trackhawk and drove to her house.

This gone be the first time I done seen her since the last time I came over here and she got on my ass.

This morning my mama got on my ass and made me come get Sisi nem.

I wasn't tripping tho.

One part of me miss Suhan but the part of me saying fuck Suhan.

I'm so fucked up in the head right now mane.

I blew my horn as soon as I pulled up.

Suhan came out the door with both of the and I got out to get Sienna's diaper bag from her.

She looked like she was on her bully so I ain't say shit to her.

"Wassup Sam!"I said to her as she got in the car.

"Hi daddy!!"

"Y'all must've woke up on the wrong side of the bed or sumn, it's a new day cheer up!"I said.

I stood there watching as Suhan put Sisi in her carset.

I examined her body.

Her ass sure was fine as hell and she looked like she had been losing weight.

As I was looking at her I spotted some dark ass mark on her arm then one on her thigh.

She had on some shorts that weren't too far from going up her ass and a regularly Balenciaga t-shirt.

"Fuck is that mane, come here?"I while grabbing her other arm and she hissed.

"What are you doing, stop fucking touching me!?"

"What the fuck is this shit bruh!?"I asked her as I pointed at her thigh and arm.

"Look don't fucking worry about it! Okay! You got what you came here for now bye! The fuck!!"She yelled before going back towards the house and I followed her.

"So you letting niggas put they hands on you now!?"I yelled.

My heart fucking felt for her.

"Leave me alone!!!!"she screamed while crying before slamming her door in my face.

I yelled before punching on the door my damn self.

I closed the doors to my car before getting in it and sitting there.

I thought about texting the nigga Migo but I ain't wanna do that yet Cus I ain't sure if that's what's really going on or not.

All bullshit aside though if it is, that nigga gone be six feet under fucking round with me and mines.

Bitch ass nigga got some nerve if he think he gone be treating my baby mama any kind of way, ion give a fuck what terms we on.