I pulled up to the studio where I'd be having my first photoshoot at today.

After popping out with my sister at the club, she hooked me up with some lady who's now my manager.

The lady was like she saw potential in me and wanted me to help me get out there and make more money and fame.

Not just for me either but for my girls also.

She's already started getting my pictures and shit out on the explore page.

She even made me make an Instagram page for Sam and Sisi so that I can have them start modeling early.

Of course I'm gonna go ahead and fall through with this because it could boost my salary a whole lot more than what I'm making at Blue Flame.

"Hi are you Suhan Taylor?"this man asked me as soon as I walked in.

"Yes I am"I said.

"Alright follow me"he said and I followed him.

"Okay so Pam isn't here at the moment so I'm gonna be here to guide you through everything that's gonna take place today, I'm Steve"

Pam is my manager, her name is actually Pamella but she goes by Pam.

"Okay nice meeting you Steve"

"Alright I'm pretty sure you don't wanna be here forever taking these photos so let's get started!"

"Of course not"I said while following him.

I had to follow his ass everywhere he went.

"Okay over here is where you'll be picking out certain pieces of clothing at and changing at! Pam hired Tammy Ruíz to style you, she's one of the top five most best stylist out here and Atlanta. I promise you that you won't have to worry about her making you put on nothing out of the ordinary because Pam went through hell and back getting her here!"he said and I chuckled before going tip to Tammy.

"Hi, I'm Suhan!"I said confidently.

"Nice meeting you, I'm Tammy Ruíz"

"Nice meeting you too"

"Okay and next over here we have the photographer. His name is Fredrick but you can call him Fred I call em Freddy though!"He said while winking at the photographer.

"Nice meeting you Fredrick I'm Suhan!!"

"Nice meeting you too it's a pleasure to have you here"

"Okay Suhan that was everybody you needed to meet for now. I see you did your hair and makeup also, I think Pam ain't have enough money to pay for allat though!"he said while chuckling.

I didn't find that funny I just looked at him.

"Alright Ima have you sit your things over there on that couch and head over to Tammy so she can get you suited up and once your done gone on over there to Freddy"he said.

"Okay thank you"I chuckled.

"You welcome miss mamas! I'll be right over here if you need anything"he said and I nodded.

I went to sit my things down before going over to Tammy.

"Okay I'm gonna have you take off your bra and put this blazer on then take off your panties and put these stockings on. Next I want you to put these shorts over them but don't button them or anything. And last I want you to put on these boots and from there I got the rest"she said while handing me everything.

"Okay"I said before going into the lil dressing room.

After getting dressed I stepped out and she made her own adjustments and then made me put on a lot of different jewelry.

My makeup was a regular beat that I did with red lipstick, and my hair was slicked back into a long ass braid that was curled at the end.

Tammy also suggested that it'd be better if I placed hairpins and other braid accessories in my hair.

Another thing I did to too this look off white eyeliner to my waterline and a cheetah print pattern on one of my eyelids and rhinestones to my other.

I'm so glad I brought my fucking makeup because if I wouldn't have each one of my looks would be incomplete.

Once I was done I walked to the area where I'd be taking the pictures.

"Oh wow! Yes honey, the media is gonna love this!!"Steve said.

"Okay Suhan stand on the green x for me!"Fred said.

I did so.

"Alright gimmie some of your best poses!"he yelled and I started doing all kinds of shit.

I grabbed my braid and held it up in the air while posing.

I growled as if I was a lion.

"Yessss!! Your doing great!!"he said.

He probably snapped a hundred pictures for that look.

After getting dressed for the second look I went back out and did what I had to do again.

I put on like three more different outfits until we were done and I headed on home to get cleaned up.

It was hot in there so I was sweating hella hard.

After getting cleaned up I went to my mom's house.

Sienna is with her daddy right now, well both of them are over his house but Sam's at school I believe.

My doorbell rang and I ran to get it.

When I opened the door I saw my mama standing there.

"Shiesty!!!"She yelled while hugging me and I hugged her back.

"Damn, I missed you ma"I said while squeezing her.

"I missed you too son but you squeezing mama a lil too hard, I can't breath"

"Mmcht mane"I chuckled while letting her go and letting her come in.

"Hold up my stuff is out there"she said and I walked back outside to get her three suitcases.

"I ain't know you was staying, over hur either"I said while cutting my eyes at her as I brought her stuff in.

"Yep Ima be in the A for a while and what the hell you mean over hur either!!?"she yelled while hitting me.

"At my house"I said jokingly while we walked down the hallway.

"Boy I birthed you so if you ain't come from outta my coochie then your ass wouldn't even have this damn house!"

"Maaaa, don't nobody wanna hear allat"

"Uh- speaking of birthed- that's my grand baby?"she asked while looking at Sienna who was in her swing watching tv when we walked in the living room.

"Yea that's one of em"

"I should be beating your ass because you ain't tell me shit about these babies, come here baby"she said while picking Sienna up.

"Hey mama!!! Did you know that I'm your grandma!? Huh? I'm Gladys and you're a cutie!"she cooed at her and Sienna started smiling and screaming.

I smiled while watching them.

Shit I never was trynna keep it from her it's just that I found out late so it kinda fucked me up.

"Daddy can we go to McDonald's!!?"Samaria asked me as she ran downstairs.

"Yea but why yeen out ya uniform yet? Go change first"I said.

"Daddy who's that?"she asked why pointing at my mama.

"That's my mama, yo grandma"

"Oh, hi grandma"she said while looking at her.

"Hey baby, how are you!?"

"I'm fine and you?"

"Aww! I'm doing fine myself, you and your sister are very cute!"

"Thank you!"

"You're welcome, now gone and go get out of your uniform we'll catch up later"

"Okay I'll be back!!"

I chuckled while watching her run back upstairs.

"Who's her mother?"

"What you mean 'her' they got the same mama"

"Just answer my dam- never mind but whoever she is she's raising her right"she said and I rolled my eyes.

Even the thought of Suhan irritated the fuck outta me.

Ion know if it was Cus I missed her ass so much or if it was the fact that she fucking with dude.

"I wanna meet her!"my mama said and I furrowed my eyebrows.

"What!?"she asked me.

"I ain't seen that woman in bout a month almost so ion know how that's gone happen"

"Why you haven't?"

"We ain't together"

"How come!?"

"Shit just ain't work out"I shrugged.

"Well why didn't it work out!?"

"Cus I left her ass"

"Why!?— Or did she leave you because you did some foolish shit!?"

"Aight she left me, I cheated on her"

She was finna hit be again but I moved.

"Uh- no you didn't run, boy you lucky I got this baby in my hand!! You already knew the damn girl was a single parent and you gone cheat on her!!?"

"Look ma, I regret that shit everyday but shit happens! I been trynna get back with her ass but she ain't having it at all!"

"Was this your first time cheating on her?"

"Yea"

"Hopefully she takes your stupid ass back but if she doesn't your ass is grass. If she does you better not make there be a second time you cheat on her because if you do Ima stick my foot up your ass my damn self!"

"You sayin all this but you ain't even met her yet"

"By the way that baby just came downstairs with some sense and manners, I can already tell that the damn girl ain't no problem! It's you and you need to fix it! Baby mother or not, you know better than to be out here hurting these girls!"

"Aight ma I got you!"

"Okay and I still wanna meet so you better set some shit up or get beat up! Okay son!?"she said before smiling.

"Aight"I chuckled.

"I'm done!!"Sam yelled while running back down here in a different outfit.

"Ima stay here with this cutie while you two go ahead and go to McDonald's"

"Alright"

"Okay and Ima help you tidy up this damn house Cus this ain't it son!"

"Ma I been busy being a parent and working, I ain't got time be cleaning up"

"That's where your woman comes in at but you letting work influence you to do dumb shit that's why ya house looking like it's looking!"

"Aight ma we'll be back"I laughed.

Shit if I ain't got nobody in my corner to get on my ass this woman will.

She ain't even gotta be there physically and you gone still hear her fussing.

I ain't tripping though Cus she be trynna help a nigga out.

Ima take her advice on this whole situation with Suhan and gone and let her meet her but after that ion ever wanna see Suhan again Cus Ima choke her ass out.