"Amanda, what the hell is going here?"

I hear the loud scream of someone from my behind when I was kissing my Maaya. I hate it when people disturbed me when I was fucking horny. When I turn to see who called my name and scream so loudly it was Kate. I can see that she was in pure shock while looking at both of us. My arms are still wrapping around Maaya who was now looking embarrassed & nervous too. When Maaya push me away little to untangle our hands with each other she looks uncomfortable at that movement. She looks at me one last time and leaves the library in hurry. My gaze follows her till she disappears from my sight. I saw Kate is also looking at her in disgusted look which boils my blood.

"What the hell Kate, why you scream like a dumbass?" I said to her sternly

"Hell, what's wrong with you Amanda look at yourself what you are doing?" she asked angrily

It makes me angry more first she screams like an idiot and then she looks at her like she was some kind of disease and now fucking questioning me.

"Mind our own damn business, by the way, what are you doing here?" I groaned

"Me, Amanda it's you who are forgetting things and react impulsively with everyone." She screamed

"What the fuck you are talking about? I am not reacting impulsively you are dumbass and besides, it's my life with whomever I want to stay I will do that." I screamed at her

If you forget already I came here to talk to you but I think you get yourself involved in more important things. What are you doing Amanda? You behave impulsively in the club then now kissing her in the library. I understand approach her for your challenge but the way you behave around her doesn't feel like that you are acting now. Look at yourself and look at her you are different in every aspect and remember when you break her heart you are going to hurt yourself too. She will hate you when she found it that what you were doing to her, Kate said loud enough which hit me instantly.

Yes, it's true I never slap anyone just because they are trying to get the attention of my night to hook up partner. I never control myself to take advantage of the drunken girl. I never feel so happy with anyone. Kate was right she was doing something to me; I mean I think I actually doing weird stuff.

Does that mean I have feelings for her? Is she also having feelings like me? Why didn't I take advantage of her last night and then left her? I mean it was so easy still I didn't take advantage? Why I feel guilty about hurting her? Why my mind can't able to think about other things except her?

I was in my own world when Kate approach me and shake me little to get my attention.

"Sorry, for being rude but you have to understand Amanda behaving like this not only hurt you but also you both get to be broken. Don't get emotional or you will hurt her and yourself.

Kate is right I am involving my feelings with her. I mean I can't stand with this when that random guy was trying to hurt her than how I can hurt her in future.

"Does that mean I start liking her?"