I was so distracted and lost I just run towards the bathroom and open the door in hurry. I bump with someone very badly, I scream at that person without looking and I end up on her. When I shift my gaze to see that person it was her "MAAYA". Suddenly my heart stops beating and I couldn't understand anything at this point. I can feel her heart beats which were pounding fast, I can feel her warm breath on my neck. Our eyes locked with each other and I couldn't able to shift and stand again. There is some magnetic attraction that I can't control to keep thinking about her. We were staring at each other and at this movement I feel so warm and secure that I couldn't resist touching her face. My fingers touching her cheeks slowly and at this movement, she looks so adorable I kiss her cheeks. She didn't resist and closed her eyes and I keep kissing her face until it hit me that I was kissing that nerd I used to hate so much from the first day of the meeting. Suddenly she opens her eyes and pushes me away to stand, I also stand quickly and arrange my clothes in the proper position. I look at Maaya she was staring down on the floor like there is something written meaningful. I clear my throat to get her attention but she keeps looking down, I hate silent punishment so I came closer to her.

"What are you doing here?" I asked little loudly

She didn't answer and turn to leave the bathroom which I didn't like it. Of course, I don't like when people ignore me so I grab her hand and lifted her face to see her eyes. Once my eyes met with her my heart broken instantly, she was crying silently not trying to show her tears. I loosen my grip from her hands and she left the bathroom immediately.

She is on top of me and staring me constantly, her gaze is making my heart pound fast enough that I could literally hear my heart beats now. Our eyes met for good minutes and my heart melts instantly. I can feel the attraction between both of us but I couldn't understand why is this keeps happening to me. She didn't shift from me neither I dare to shift her and stand up but internally I was enjoying it very much. That was so complex for me to understand because I was getting attracted towards my bully. Her delicious lips are close to me and I can feel her breath on my face. Then suddenly she strokes my face and I couldn't resist that feeling and start enjoying this feeling. She kissed my cheeks and I feel butterflies in my stomach, I can't help it because this is the first time someone is touching me so softly. Amanda is so hot and her curves make anyone crazy and her eyes can make anyone fall even if she was mean most of the time. This girl is making me crazy if she keeps doing it I would fall for her soon enough. Wait what no I can't fall for her and I open my eyes immediately and push her away to stand up. For all those years I trap my heart in a cage and decided not to open for anyone and here I start liking this girl who used to bully me from last few weeks. I can't do this by myself, everyone knows that she is stubborn and mean girl and don't care anyone's feeling but here I am letting this girl touch me. I hear her voice clearing her throat sure to get my attention but I can't face her anymore. I can't feel happy I don't deserve all this and I can't give my heart and let them play for their happiness. Somehow tears came and I decided to leave the bathroom but Amanda grabs my hand and come closer to me and lifts my face. I surely don't want her to see me like this vulnerable but I couldn't able to do anything for this movement. She loosens her grip from my hand I walk away from her and go to my room. I can't attend any class neither I face anyone right now.

Once Maaya leaves from the bathroom I couldn't believe what just happened a few minutes ago. I actually liked her, feeling her and touching her. It was the first time I was getting attracted towards someone so much. I mean I slept with so many people but it was always just a sex or you can say just a fling but Maaya was different compared to all of them. She is a total nerd and filthy bunch but why is she looks so adorable at this movement. For the first time dam, I got attracted towards someone and I couldn't control my feelings for her. It's like magic I just want to kiss those lips and touch her body and hear my name from her mouth. Shit I can't be serious she was just a bit for me and I used to hate her but maybe I can enjoy her even if I need to break her heart later. But at least before doing this breakup drama, I can actually enjoy her it's not like I can't even enjoy her. I think I should do something so that she can come close to me and I can go into her pants as soon as possible. I think hard to do something and an evil idea come into my mind. I grab my bag and left for the next class considering I already skip my second class.

Later whole time I try to spot Maaya in the cafeteria but I didn't see her at all so I check in the library too but I couldn't able to find her there too. If I couldn't find her how my plan works and how can I able to come closer to her? Now I can admit that as much as I was disgust with the idea of sleeping with her I actually start liking it and considering to enjoying it. I keep looking for in every spot I can think for but she was nowhere, now I am getting worried about her. What if she got hurt with my action and ran away but it's not like she knows someone here. I called her store to check whether she was there or not but surprisingly she was not there too. I was worried for now it's not like I am totally cold heart person I like her actually but somehow her tears break my heart at that movement when I saw them in the bathroom today. Maybe I cross my line and she got scared too much from me. I take out my cigarette and start taking a puff to calm down myself. Yes, I used to smoke whenever I got worried or feel depressed so much. After finishing my cigarette I thought to go back to the room and wait for Maaya. Surely she will come back to the room and I will say sorry to her then. Once I reach to the room I was shocked to see Maaya in her bad, she was sleeping and god damn she looks so beautiful at this movement like I just want to kiss her but I control myself for that time. So for all the time when I was looking for her she was here in the room, I should think about it at that movement. I look at the watch it was 5 in the evening so I slowly went to the bathroom to take shower quickly. I check my cupboard to find a dress and start getting ready. I realized Maaya was also awake because of sounds I guess, once she spots me she ran into the bathroom immediately to ignore any conversation. Till the time she came out from the bathroom, I was finishing my makeup and looking for last touch-ups. Maaya actually got shocked when she sees one of my dress in her bed and she looks so surprised, god that reaction on her face she looks so adorable at that movement.

"Hmm.... Amanda why your dress is on my bed?" she asked slowly still trying to ignore any eye contact from me.

I give her my sweetest smile and walk towards her and she stumbles back to bad. I pick up the dress and give it to her.

"Get ready because we are going to have dinner together outside," I said dominantly

"But why we are going together." She said not more than whispering way

" Because we are going on a date," I said little loudly.