Jaylen chuckled when she hung up.

"She fucking tripping. Like duh imma hang up on you for my homie. It's not like we more then friends anyway.. not my choice but you know."

I cut my eyes at her.

"Jaylen don't get me fucked up. Seriously, we've seen enough sloppy drunk Kya."

"Aye, I don't pour you anything until you ask me to... I be trying to cut you off but you grown."

She got up out of the bed and I bit my lip. Damn why does she always gotta walk around looking good as fuck. Most normal people look dusty as fuck in the house but I swear she never does. She was just wearing a tank top and some polo boxers. I really don't get it. Maybe it's the fact that she always has a chain on and some earrings in.

She caught me looking and licked her lips. Damn she gets on my nerves.

"You want me to order us a pizza? It's the only thing open this late"

She asked coming over to me.

Fuccck I don't know what happened. I guess I just zoned out looking at her. My mind was going crazy. All I could think about was the fact that those sexy ass lips was on mine before.

I haven't even started drinking yet. I don't know,I've heard of straight girls having crushes..maybe that's just what this is, a straight girl crush.

"Ma you want pizza or what?" She smirked. She almost put her hand on my waist but she stopped herself."

I blushed a little "Uh... Yea, pizza sounds good"

She smiled a little looking kind of concerned. "You alright buddy"

"Your not slick Jaylen" I giggled rolling my eyes and leaving the room.

She followed after me.

"Ion know what you mean Babygirl" she chuckled going over the the table to roll. "I was just minding my business in my room." She winked

I tried to make a face at her but I ended up laughing.

Yes, shit is still awkward but it's sooo much better then earlier. I guess because Mean isn't around.

Jaylen watched me as she rolled up blunt as if I wasn't looking at her.

"Stop staring at me!" I giggled before glaring.

"My bad, I'm tryna figure out what made you come get me."

"I told you! I thought you might want to smoke and chill... I was bored"

"Ohhh so you using me for entertainment"

"Weren't you using your hoe for entertainment?"

"Damn I'm your hoe?" She asked clutching her chest.

I giggled "shut uppp! Clearly your not my hoe."

She smirked" you don't want me to respond to that" she said going into the kitchen. She came back out with a bottle.

She poured us both some and plopped down on the spot next to me chilling.

I only took 3 sips and I was feeling a tingle in my panties.

Jaylen was on tiktok chilling.

"Damn, is your tiktok only fine black girls?" I asked looking over her shoulder.

She laughed. "You nosy as hell. What can I say? That's what sparks my my interests. I love fine ass black girls" she said looking me up and down. I could smell the liquor on her breath. My clit throbbed.

"You really think I'm a fine ass black girl"

"Hell yea" she chuckled, like I was ridiculous for asking. ."I think you soo fine" she said before biting her lip. "I guess that shit don't matter though. Cause your straight."

I bit my lip looking at the ash tray. It was holding the roaches from the two blunts we smoked back to back. My heart was pounding.

"All I'm saying is.. if I think you fine and... I think, you think, I'm fine..." she trailed off.

I grabbed my cup and took a long drink. It burned my chest. I do think she's fine. I think she's really sexy. I'm young... I have time to be a little reckless.. at least a little.

I put my cup down and put my hand on her thigh grabbing her attention.

She looked over at me calmly. God damn she looks good.

"Can I kiss you again? Just kiss." I repeated. I was a little scared.

She smiled a little. "C'mon" she said coming closer.

Our lips met and I swear it got ten times hotter in there. It started off like our first kiss, her arms wrapped around me slowly and I let them. The space closed up between us. The kissing started getting more intense. She slipped her tongue into my mouth and I let her. Our tongues started swirling. Shit was getting heated. I kissed her hungrily and she grabbed me pulling me on her lap.

I surprised myself. I don't know who this Kya is. If she had did this any other time I would've freaked out and practically ran away. This time I secured myself on her lap with a leg on each side of her.

She moaned into the kiss and her hand started sliding up the side of my thighs. Oh my god I was horny. My nipples tingled through my sports bra, my panties were getting wet. Her tongue was all in my mouth and her hands were making their way up the thighs of my shorts.

KNOCK

KNOCK

KNOCK.

I practically flew off of her. I was jumpy as fuck.

She laughed "that's the pizza" she put her cup back up to her mouth.

"I'll get it" I jumped up. I needed to get away.

I scolded myself on the way over to the door. I made an agreement with myself to stay away from her. That doesn't mean making out on her fucking couch.

I groaned before opening the door.

"Wassup, you got two meat lovers pizzas?" The pizza guy confirmed.

"Yea" I smiled a little he was really cute. I wanted to find him attracted but I didn't feel anything.

I bit my lip and just took the pizzas. I'm sure he was confused. He had one of those smiles on his faces that's like 'yeah, I know I look good girl'. But when I took the pizzas without really looking twice he looked deflated.

I came back in with the pizzas and set them down then sat beside Jaylen.

"Wassup?" She mumbled ready to pick up where we left off.

I blushed stopping her "Jay chill, I said just a kiss."

She groaned and was about to say something but I opened the pizza box and fed a slice into her mouth. She made eye contact as she bit into it hard.

God damn she's fine... and drunk.

" mmm this pizzas good" she groaned chewing.

I smiled a little and grabbed a slice myself. "Good. You need to sober up some."

"You know what's better then pizza? Pussy." She said scanning me.

I blushed hard. "Jaylen!"

"What? I'm grown. I can say what I want."

I shook my head eating my pizza. I was already horny. The way she was acting wasn't making it any better.

After she finished her slice she picked up her cup of liquor.

"Mmmm, maybe you should slow down on the alcohol.. I'll get you some water.. or juice"

I went to get up and she grabbed my ass. My pussy tingled.

"Jaylen stop it."

She chuckled "Yea. I know I know. Your straight. Can't be too straight with your tongue in my mouth though."

I didn't know how to answer that I just went into the kitchen to fix us both a non-alcohol drink. I already know I can't drink anymore if I want to be in control of my actions and Jaylen is clearly a little out of control.

I came back out and she was sipping on her drink again.

"Hey!" I came up and switched her drinks out. She put her arm around my waist drinking the juice I handed her.

"If you let me go I can roll up" I smiled.

She spread her legs. "You can sit right here and roll up."

I bit my lip. Fuuuccckkkk. I'm trying not to do anything irrational. Why does she have to be so fine. How am I suppose to stop everything, every time.

"No, if I sit on your lap that's just gonna turn you on."

"I'm already turned on."

The thought of Jaylen feeling how I was feeling had me getting hot. Is her pussy wet? Are her nipples hard?

No Kya, that's none of your fucking business. The second I start following her up imma get myself in a situation I'm not ready for.

I looked over at her as I rolled up beside her.

"Now your gonna be the one embarrassed when your sober."

She chuckled "hell no" she slurred. "I'll do alll this shit and more, sober as fuck. I just been trying to chill for you."

I rolled my eyes smiling. "Whatever"

I lit the blunt and hit it a few times it seemed like the pizza and juice had her calming down a little.

I passed the blunt to her.

She was laid back on the couch. Her tank top was pulled up a little showing her stomach. Her side tattoo peaked out at me.

She examined the blunt and laughed.

"Who taught you how to roll?"

"Nobody! I've just been watching you do it!" I said kinda defensively.

She chuckled "I can tell... it's cute tho."

I must've did a bad job.

"Hey I tried!" I pouted and she kissed on my cheek.

"Awww it's otay babygirl" she teased.

I cut my eyes at her mushing her away the second time she went back in.

She hit the blunt and threw her head back on the couch.

"Ughhh I'm horrrnnyyy!" She groaned looking at nothing.

"Jaylen!" I blushed. I never expected those words to just come out her mouth.

She looked over at me and laughed. "Oh. My bad. Im sexually frustrated. Is that better?"

I laughed and scoffed "your bold as fuck."

"Nah. I'm horny.. I'm about to go to bed. Come on."

She got up and started staggering her way to her room.

I followed her.

"I'm just making sure you make it in your bed without busting your head open."

She sighed sitting on the edge of her bed. "So you not gonna let me fuck?"

I blushed hard. "N-no! Jaylen we aren't messing up our friendship over drunk sex."

She rolled her eyes. "Fine then, tuck me in."

I chuckled "you are too much."

I let her lay down and when she was in the bed I pulled the covers over her. She took advantaged of the moment. When my face was perfectly over hers she leaned up and softly grabbed the back of my head and kissed me.

Fuccckk she was making me so wet.

I tried to pull away like 3 times.

"Okay, okay that's enough!" I giggled between kisses. "Good night"

"So you not gonna cuddle with me?" She whined.

I laughed. "No. Cause you don't know how to just cuddle right now."

"I swear to god you better not go cuddle with my sister."

I froze a little bit. I heard that message loud and clear.

"I'm nooott!" I giggled nervously.

"Kya, I know she got a thing for you and I'm really not feeling that shit. I advise you to make wise decisions so nobody gets hurt."

My heart started beating out of my chest.

Gets hurt?

I tried to chuckle it off. "Jaylen your drunk. Get some sleep. Goodnight" I smiled a little.

I stood outside of Mean's door. Jaylen just told me to leave her alone but she has the right to know that we got food.

I knocked on her door lightly and stood there waiting. Nothing.

I knocked again.

I guess she's sleep.

I went back to the living room and put two slices of pizza on a plate.

Then made my way to the kitchen to warm them up almost bumping into Mean.

"Hey.." I smiled "I tried to come get you and tell you we have food"

She was leaning against the counter eating pizza.

"I guess you already found it" I giggled.

She smiled.

"Your sweet though.... you tryna stay up and chill with me? I'm bored"

I bit my lip. "I don't know... Jaylen.."

"Man what about Jaylen?" She scrunched up her nose like I said something nasty. "Fuck Jaylen, stop mentioning her when you alone with me."

"It's just.. she's drunk and I don't know if it's a good idea for us hanging out.. she might catch us"

"Catch us? I'm not hiding from her ass... are you? You suppose to be her bitch or something?"

I glared at her "no I'm nobody's bitch. She's just been acting hella irrational."

"Yea. That's why I don't hang around her like that when she drinking."

"It was a little scary"

Mean sat up "did she mess with you?" I could tell if I said yes all hell would've broken loose.

"N-no! I'm fine! She was just extra"

"Oh. Cause I will beat her drunk ass."

"Do you two really fight?" I asked setting down my plate. I don't even know why I asked that question. I was scared of the answer. If they fight no matter what I do, this love triangle won't end well.

Mean scoffed. "Hell yea. I'll fight her ass in a heart beat. We ain't fought in a minute but that's because of me. She always poking me. Telling me I'm not good enough. Tryna tell me who I can and can't fuck with. That shit dead. You see ion even be messing with her ass. I know she probably swear up and down that I'm the one who's been fucked up since our people died."

I bit my lip. "She did mention that."

"Well don't believe that shit. She's dead ass tryna cope in anyway she can."

"Aren't you worried about her?"

"Being worried about her doesn't benefit me. I know she been bitching about me coming back home. I wasn't suppose to be staying with my ex anyway. My parents left us this house to share. We just kept fucking fighting. Jaylen kept taking out her anger on me telling me I'm a bum and I don't do shit. And that might be true. But that's not how you motivate people to be better. And I kept tryna to tell her to slow down with all these damn coping mechanisms but that wouldn't do shit but make her start a fight. Ion give a fuck who starts a fight imma finish that shit. Whether she my sister or not."

"Wow." That was all I could say. I finally heard Mean's side of things... and it adds up.

I've never met somebody who smokes as much as Jaylen in my life... and the way she was throwing that liquor back. I'm sure she has plenty of drunken nights alone. Even if she only drinks on the weekends.

"I mean, I ain't saying I'm perfect or no shit. Nobody is. I got my problems. But, I don't know if we ever gonna stop fighting. I hate that shit. I want to stop fighting and have a normal relationship with my sister but it ain't gonna happen until we want the same things."

I didn't know what to say.

"Okay. Since Jaylen's drunk and it's making you a little uncomfortable, let's just chill in the living room. We can watch whatever movie you want, eat, smoke.. it's all good. Ion got shit else to do."

I smiled a little "okay, Yea... sounds like a plan stan"

She raised an eyebrow at me. "You corny" she laughed