Theo hopped off of the bed and went toward the radio. He plugged his phone up to a dock and pretty soon one of my favorite songs echoed through the speakers. It was . I smiled brightly. Theo climbed back in the bed with me and cupped my chin.

"There is a smile I missed." He smiles.

I cover my smile from him and he removes my hands from my face. "I'm so shy around you Theo..."

"Don't be..." He frowns. "I won't take advantage of you. I'll love every inch of your body like it should be. I'll be good to you Mahyden." He confesses and I blush.

"You always did know the right things to say." I lean in and kiss him supple lips. The lyrics to the song finally started to come through.

He flipped over on top of me. Our hands and tongues roamed each other. I moan silently as my want for him because unbearable. He lifted me up into his lap and slid my shirt off revealing my tattoos. He looked them over and began to smile at me.

I sat forward and kissed his neck. I start to suck on various spots of his neck and chest trying my hardest to leave my mark. His arms wrapped around my lower torso and he started to grind me down on his hardness. I wasn't nervous or the least bit scared. I'm not a virgin. Spiritually I was a virgin but physically I was torn. I hoped that wouldn't deter him from making love to me.

On that part of the song I pushed myself up while he slid down his shorts. His shaft immediately smacked against my skin. I didn't look at it because I would've started to have second thoughts. I slid off my underwear so we would have some sort of physical contact. I sat on top of his length that was laying on his stomach and started to move up and down.

He suckled on my nipples. I moan and looked down and his tongue twirling around my nipple. He lifted us up and turn me on my back. We kissed some more then he sat up with his friend poking right at my face. I sat up to welcome him into my mouth but he pushed me back down.

"I don't want head from you. I'm ready to feel you." He says, stroking himself.

"I'm ready to receive you..." I say and grab his length. I stroked him while he grabbed a Trojan Bareskin condom.

Once he ripped the condom open, he slid it on himself. He had a small bottle of lube on the nightstand. He grabbed the lube and rubbed some on his penis and me. The song transitioned to K.Michelle x Hard To Do. He lifted my legs up and placed them over his shoulders. I clench my eyes together as he lines his head at my entrance. I guess he sense my distaste and stopped.

I opened my eyes and looked at him staring down on me. "What's wrong?"

"I don't want to hurt you." He say softly.

"I'm fine..." I say placing my hand on his chest. "Just go slow."

He nods and placing his hand on his shaft to align himself again. He starts to slowly guide his way inside of me. He kept pausing in between every time I would get used to the feeling of welcomed penetration.

"Why you stop now?" I ask after the third time.

He laughed. "Two reasons... One because I want you to adjust and two because I'm about to nut." He says looking at his half visible shaft.

"Already?" I ask shocked.

He make a screw face at me. "Yeah... You tight!"

I laugh and pull him down for a kiss. He finishes pushing the rest of himself inside me. I grunt out as I feel his pubic hairs finally hit my skin. He kissed on my neck and nibbles on my ear. I nod my head and wrap my arms around his neck. He begins his motions. It hurt but it was enjoyable pain. His strokes were filled filled with love and not like he was taking advantage of me or trying to finish a race.

"Say my name baby." He licks in my ear.

"Ugh Theo..." I groan in ecstasy.

"Yeahhh..." He grunts as he pulls himself up in his hand digging me out slowly. The slower he was going the more pleasure I endured.

We were having sex for an hour. We switched up positions and took our time to the beat of the music. The last song that was playing during our love making session was Trey Songz x Slow Motion. Then he collapsed on top of me with our chests heaving on each other. His body was shaking mildly. I knew what that meant. After about 5 minutes of us lying there he rolled over to the side. I watched as he got up and went into the bathroom.

When he came back out he was wiping his hands on a towel. I sat up to go into the bathroom but he came and tackled me back down onto the bed. I burst out laughing. "Theo what are you doing?" I ask.

He nuzzles my neck. "Where you going?"

"To the bathroom Theodore." I say smartly.

"Want me to come with you?" He sits up.

I squint my eyes at him. "No sneaky buns. You just want to have sex again." I stand up and grab my towel.

"No... I just have a need to be with you at all times." He shrugs.

"Come in then..." I wave him over.

We both go into the bathroom and he sits on the toilet while I cut the water on. No he was not taking a dump. Just waiting. The water gets good and hot so we both step in. He grabs the rags and hands me one. I grab the body wash from the rack and pour some on my rag and his. I begin to wash the front of my body up. We I stepped to the side and allowed some water to get on him. I admired his toned caramel body. I stood back in front of him and handed him my rag. He began to scrub my back and my butt cheeks.

We switched and he handed me his rag. I started to wash his back. I soon got near his butt but he grabbed my hand when I went down.

"I'll do that you can't go near my ass." He says, seriously.

"Are you serious Theo?" I laugh.

"Yeah Mahyden. I'm not for that." He admits.

I shrug. "Okay. Here.. " I hand him his rag and get out. I start looking at myself in the mirror while Theo finishes up. I start to run my hands over my scars. My body was a wrecking site for others to prey upon. I wash burned with cigarettes, stabbed, cut, raped, beaten, had my neck slit on the side, and more. I couldn't help but get back sad all of looking at my bruises. I hadn't even realized Their was out of the shower behind me holding my waist.

"It'll be okay..." He turns me around and kisses me. "You're worth more than gold Mahyden. You're beautiful. "

I smile and nod. I hear what he's saying but it doesn't change how I feel about myself. Years of therapy would be the only way to heal my broken soul. We both walk out into the room to get dressed...

"When did you get those tattoos?" Theo asks.

I look down at my tattoos and rub over them. "I got them while I was working at the club. I like it even though it's a pornstar tattoo."

"As long as you happy that all that matters to me." He says and leans in for a kiss. I lean in to kiss him but er are interrupted by his phone ringing. He looks at it and answers.

"Hello..." He looks over at me. "Yeah he's right here.." He hands me the phone.

I look at him and ask "Who is it?"

"Faizon." He says casually.

I immediately think something is wrong.

"Hello... Faizon?" I say worried.

"Hyden..." he responds.

"Is everything okay? Are you good?" I ask, frantic.

"Yeah I'm good. I just wanted to talk to you before I went to sleep."

"Aw okay..." I smile. I walk into the bathroom.

"What are you doing?" He asks.

"Listening to music with Theo and talking to my baby brother."

He laughs. "Who me?"

"Yes you Faizon." I roll my eyes.

"I feel special now." He laughs.

"Shut up..." I laugh.

"I'm still happy that you still care about us. I thought for so long that you left us because you didn't love us. I hate being here. I hate seeing La'rey be tormented for me." He confessed.

My heart drops to my stomach. "Have you heard anything from him?"

"No.. Jalonni said he took him to the hospital."

Hospital.... Just hearing this word and my brother being associated with it is horrendous. "Yeah... Fai where has Jalonni been?" I ask curiously because I was getting a feeling.

He pauses. "He said he was going on a business trip. I haven't heard from him in days."

"Right..." My heart beat started to pace faster. My mind was telling me it was time for us to leave this hotel and I would follow it this time. "I'll call you soon okay Faizon.."

"Noooo. Please don't hang up." He begged, sounding fully awake now.

"Faizon listen to me. I will be call you soon as in tomorrow. Try to get some sleep. I'm with Theo and I'm safe."

I hear sniffles on his end. "Okay..."

"I love you Faizon."

"I love you too Hyden..."

I wait until he hangs up then rush out of the bathroom to tell Theo it's time to go. I was staring down at the phone that I didn't realize why he was silent. I looked up and froze dead in my tracks...

"Did you miss me?" Daddy Mac says holding the gun to Theo's head with him in a headlock.

I back up into another figure and I freeze. I smell that all too familiar cologne and I knew my world had shattered. I turn around slowly to be faced with Jalonni.

"So you thought you was gonna escape me for all that time?" He laughs. I back up and try to but he catches me. "No. No. No. Where you going? Let's have a little talk."

He closes the hotel room door and locks it. Why does this always happen to me?

A/n: After the completion of at least 3 books I will be reposting One In A Million. The B Smyth Fanfic I wrote when I first started Wattpad. I found that book to be Very Very BORING but some people requested for me to post it back up so I'll post it but I will not update any new chapters for it.