I sat in the carriage beside Mahidevran sultan with Gihan in front of us with madam beside her, I was back in my old clothes feeling more nervous than I have felt before.

I sighed nervously as the castle got into view, the carriage stopped the doors opened, Mahidevran sultan got out first then I followed suit bowing to Hurrem and Mihrimah sultan.

"Welcome back princess, Mehmed will be very happy to have you back with us," Mihrimah said making my heart clench at the thought of me and Mehmed together, poor Mehmed he doesn't even know.

I was taken straight to the sultan's wing after I changed my clothes where I found Mustafa and Mehmed who smile brightly when he saw me, I tried to smile back but my nerves were too much.

"My sultan," I said shakily taking the sultan's hand into mine and placed a kiss at the back of it before taking a step back and standing beside Mustafa with a small distance only between us.

"You must be wondering why I asked you to come here" the sultan started smiling at us.

"I wanted to inform you that I've decided to marry Thyra to Mehmed" I held my breath as the words left his lips, I looked beside me to see Mustafa pale like a paper and his hands were clenched into fists.

"That's impossible father" Mustafa spoke making me close my eyes tightly dreading what was to come.

"And why is that?" The sultan asked losing his smile.

"Because Thyra is Nasira now and she's MY wife," Mustafa said earning a gasp from prince Mehmed.

"What!" The sultan explained angrily glaring at Mustafa.

"She's also the mother of my child," he said making Mehmed's eyes widen in shock. I unconsciously placed my hand over my stomach feeling fear for my child.

Will they kill me and the baby? Will they forgive me? God please protect Mustafa and our unborn child and harm me only.

"Thyra go to your room immediately," the sultan said making me jump at the tone of his voice. I bowed shakily before leaving the room to see Mahidevran and a grinning Hurrem.

"He's gonna kill Mustafa I'm sure of it," I said gasping for air, Mahidevran held my arms as I tried not to lose my balance.

"Mustafa told him that we're married when the sultan said that he wants me to marry Mehmed," I said shaking.

"What did he tell you?" Mahidevran asked hurriedly as I looked at Hurrem who had horror and shock written all over her face but despite that, I could see the happiness on her face when she heard the possibility of Mustafa's death.

"He told me to go back to my room," I said as she let me go when I regained my strength before she ran in.

Before anyone could do or say anything I ran out of there and to my room, there was another woman there beside Ibrahim pasha who I assume was Hatice sultan but I didn't give a damn at the moment all I cared about at that moment was Mustafa.

I heard nothing from him or the sultan that day and night and the next morning I woke very early despite sleeping very late, I changed my clothes and sat down waiting for any news but nothing until Mustafa ran in and hugged me tightly.

"What's going on?" I asked but I got my answer in a second and I saw Harem aghas walk over to me and take me by my arms and lead me away and down to the dungeons locking me in, in one of them, it was very dark and the only thing lighting the room was a small torch in the corner of the room, I ran over to it and took it between my hands and held it tightly and close to me because I was scared of the dark, anything could happen in the dark including my death.

I stayed in the dungeon for a while of three days with no contact but then they came in again and took me out to the Hmam, I was given a shower then put in a blue dress before I was put into a room with madam and another maid who was the only one allowed out of the room.

I walked in to see madam sitting there nervously bouncing her leg.

"Now what? Are they just gonna lock us up here?" I asked looking at the maid who just shrugged as an answer, she probably didn't know anything.

"I told you, princess, you should've never done this" madam said worriedly.

"Shouldn't do what madam? Fallen in love? Is falling in love a crime now? It's not my fault that I was born a free woman and he was born a prince, this was the only way that I can be with him. I changed everything about me from my religion to how I act and dress for him because I love him and I am ready to do this over and over again a million times just for him because I love him and I'm ready to die for him" I said feeling tears build up in my eyes.

"Did you even think about him? He could get killed for this" the maid informed me making my eyes widen.

I ran over to the door and tried to open it, I banged and banged but nothing.

"PLEASE OPEN THE DOOR!! Don't do anything to Mustafa he did nothing wrong, it was all my fault!! Kill me but don't do anything to him!! Send me to the Vatican like you said you would if I betrayed you! Here I am I betrayed you send me to the Vatican but don't do anything to Mustafa!" I screamed and shouted not knowing that the sultan and Mustafa were standing outside the door listening to me beg for Mustafa's life.

Third person's POV:

"You see Mustafa, she's ready to die for you to live, are you ready for a love so strong?" Suleiman asked looking at his son who had tears running down his face as he heard the woman he loves beg for him, for his life and the price was her own life.

"She's my everything father, I am ready to die for her too, if you kill her you must kill me to or I'll kill myself only to follow her; wherever she goes I go," Mustafa said looking at his father.

"Once someone said that there's love that you can spot easily and that kind of love doesn't last long and there's love that is very hard to spot and that kind of love lasts the longest. Do you know why it's very hard to spot even though it's true love?" Suleiman asked his firstborn.

"Because the two who are in love hide it from the world to protect each other and even though it hurts them but a second with each other would make them forget an eternity of pain and they're only concern is each other and each other's safety so they hide it so well so no one would hurt their lover," Mustafa said as the screaming finally stopped and only sobs were heard.

"You see I never expected you and Thyra or Nasira to fall in love, ever but you did and when I saw the love you two have for each other all I could is bow down to it and let it happen but don't forget this won't go unpunished," Suleiman said before walking away.

Even though Suleiman gave this love his approval he still didn't let them see each other that day to show them how valuable their love for each other truly is.