《My Abusive Husband|P.JM✔️》End1-20: Hold Me Tight
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I can't believe this. After 2 years, after 2 whole years there you are. Just metres away from me. All because of a company collaboration. How can this be? What kind of a coincidence is this? I want to burst into tears. I want to run to you. I want to hold you again. But what if you don't want me to? What if you push me away because you've moved on?
You watched Jimin as he sat on a stool at the bar by himself. You started to walk towards him, to finally speak to him again. But you suddenly stopped as you saw another woman approach him. You quickly turned around and walked back to the table you were sitting on with your friends. From there you looked at Jimin. You looked at his perfect features which you've missed so dearly. You watched as the woman sitting in front of Jimin leaned closer to him. You saw the way she stared at Jimin which made your heart clench. Even after all this time you still felt a pang of jealousy watching how close she was to your husband. Not that it looked like Jimin minded as he didn't move away and simply stayed there speaking with her. Has he really moved from me? Does he really not think about me anymore? Is he finding another woman now?
"Hey, I think we should greet our boss" Jihye said to you as you both still hadn't. "And meet Mr Park as well!" You took a deep breath. Of course you had to greet your boss but that would mean you also would have to greet Jimin. What will he say? How will he react when he sees me? How will I react being so close to him after such a long time?
"Fine" You mumbled and got up from your seat to head over to them. You would just have to act that you didn't know each other in front of everyone since no one knew about you two. Hopefully Jimin would catch on.
You both reached your boss and he stood up. "Good Evening Mr Jung" You bowed politely to him. "Sorry we didn't come to see you earlier."
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"Oh That's perfectly fine" He replied. "I'm glad you could make Y/N, Jihye. Let me introduce Mr Park to you." Mr Jung looked around to find him. "Where is he...oh here he is!"
Oh gosh he's coming. You looked up to see Jimin walking your way, that other woman not far behind him. You noticed that Jimin didn't look as shocked as you expected. Instead he looked desperate to speak you to. That probably meant he had already seen you which was good since he now wasn't in shock.
"Mr Park, let me introduce you to one my of employees, Jihye" Mr Jung said introducing her first. Jihye excitedly shook Jimin's hand but Jimin's gaze didn't leave you.
"And this is Y/N, one of my finest and very hard working employees." You gulped looking into Jimin's eyes. You felt your breathing fasten as Jimin held out a hand to shake yours. You looked at it and noticed Jimin had tucked his other hand with his ring in his pocket. Damn, I have to shake his hand with mine that has my ring on it.
"N...Nice to meet you...Mr Park" You said nervously as you placed your palm in Jimin's hand and shook it. You heart rate increased at the feeling of Jimin's soft skin on yours. At the feeling of his touch again.
You looked up at Jimin and noticed his slightly confused expression which then went away as he must have understood that you didn't want other people to know.
"Oh yes...Pleasure to meet you too...Y/N" Jimin said as naturally as he could. Jimin looked desperately into your eyes as he yearned to just wrap his arms around you again and hold you tight. Instead of letting go of your hand he held it tighter. You saw him smirk a bit and ask "Are you married?" You gaped your mouth open. What am I supposed to say to that?
"Umm...yes...I am."
"Is your husband here today?" Jimin tilted his head. How can he ask me such a question! What does he want me to say?
"N...No. He's at home...taking care of my son" You lied as you slipped your hand away from Jimin. Jimin looked down at your hand which you took out of his and took a deep breath. You could see how badly he wanted to forget about pretending to other people and just come to you. After all it's been 2 years and you also wanted to run into Jimin's arms again, but at the same time you wanted to run away from him. You wanted to run away because if you fell for him deeper and let him in your heart again he would hurt once more. You've already forgiven him before but even then he broke your trust. You couldn't let that happen again.
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"You know Mr Park writes and sings songs" The woman standing next to him said.
"Really?" One of your colleges said with a lot of interest. All the attention went to Jimin since he was businessman and they were surprised to hear he made songs too. "Why don't you sing something for us?" Jihye asked.
"Uh...No, I'd rather not" Jimin said nervously.
"I think that's a great idea" Mr Jung said. "Why don't you? I'm sure we would all like to hear what kind of a voice you have?" Jimin hesitated for a moment then glanced at you and said "Fine. I guess it would be alright."
"Great!" The woman said. "Come let's you a mic" She grabbed Jimin's arm turned him around to start walking towards the band playing. "Wait what? A mic? Do I have to do this in front of everyone?" Jimin said having never sung for so many people. "Yes obviously" The woman said with a wide smile on her face. "Besides the band isn't even playing something nice. I'm sure we would all like to hear you instead."
She spoke to the band and they stopped playing to then hand Jimin a mic. He looked at it not ready for this. You looked around to see nearly everything had gone quiet and all the attention was now on Jimin. Jimin made eye contact with you and his nervousness faded away. "I'll sing a snippet of a song that I made for someone dear to me" He said in the mic. "It's called Hold Me Tight."
He took a deep breath and everyone looked at him with their full attention.
(Lyrics in the vid at the top are slightly different)
Ojik neo hanaman boyeo Na ojik neo bakken anboyeo
Bwa gongjeonghaji gongpyeonghaji neohante ppaegon da
Ijen dan harudo neo eopsineun please
Jimin looked directly in your eyes as he said these words which he was dying to tell you.
~Kkwak jabajwo nal anajwo Oh no
Jimin put a hand on his chest and looked at you in desperation. You could see the emotion he was putting in as he stared no where else but in your eyes. You could see the tears forming in his eyes. He was directly speaking to you and no one else. It was as if everyone was gone and all he wanted was to tell you this.
~Kkwak kkeureoanajwo
Kkwak jabajwo nal anajwo (No no)
Jebal jebal jebal kkeureoanajwo
Yeojeonhi neoegeseon bichina
Yeojeonhi hyanggi naneun kkot gata
Ije nareul mideojwo dasi nareul jabajwo
Neoreul neukkil su itge nareul kkeureoanajwo
Neo eopsin sumeul swil su eopseo nan
Neo eopsin amugeotdo anya nan
Datin mameul yeoreojwo nae simjangeul jeoksyeojwo
Neoreul neukkil su itge nareul kkeureoanajwo
Everyone erupted into an applause which made the two of you snap back to reality. Jimin quickly wiped away a few tears that had escaped making you realised your own face was covered in tears and you wiped them away too. Jimin put the mic away and bowed politely to everyone.
That was enough for you. You couldn't face him anymore. You could let yourself fall for him again. You felt tears start running down your face again. You turned around and quickly started walking away. You didn't know where you were going. You just walked in the opposite direction Jimin was in.
You weaved your way around some people and tables as you wiped away the tears that were furiously running down your face. You didn't make it far when you felt someone wrap their arms around you and rest a head on your should making you stop dead in your tracks. You knew only too well who it was. Your heart ached feeling his arms around you again. You heard his voice whisper in your ear.
"Please hold me tight again."
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