24.12.2021

Wanted to read this book for a while,

But I didn't had any time.

So when eyes were teary and the only person I wanted to talk to was busy,

I opened that book which I haven't for months and it was difficult to put it down.

It was a perfect escape from the people who thought I was a mean, selfish person who didn't know what she was doing in life.

I hope that person knows I cared about him so much but I can't lose my self respect to let him know that.

Loads of people care about what everyone is saying about them, not me though

Because I don't consider some people in EVERYONE.

They're different,

And are allowed to tell you when you're wrong but when you gave them that right I don't think you gave them the right to fuck with your feelings.

So when someone does, you have to take those rights as you're the one who gave it to them.

So they can no longer condemn.

After that they can pretend to know you,

But you know what? They can't fuck with your feelings again cause they don't actually know you anymore.