I walk to the car that I'm working on in Marks workplace. "Faith you have bruises on your face, what happened?" Mark stops me in my tracks.

"A guy started fighting me but i just stood there then i kicked him in the balls!" I smirk.

"No guy should ever hit a woman unless the woman hits first." Mark says.

"Rude." I laugh.

"Get to work trouble marker." Mark laughs.

I go to the car and started working on it. Ryan got to work 3 minutes after i did. Ryan walks to my car and helps. "Hey." Ryan says.

"Hello." I sigh.

"I'm sorry for being moody today, just some people were getting to me." Ryan sighs.

"I'm used to it." I grab a tool.

"So what happened to your face?" Ryan says.

"Just ran into an enemy." I sigh, "so your eyes can they see colours?" I look at him then back at the car.

"Okay I'll ask you more about that." Ryan says. "I can see colours in both eyes." Ryan gets out his phone.

I look at it, the way I'm looking at the phone is with my grey eye, "why are you on your phone?" I question.

Ryan shows me a colourful picture, "this was the painting on the walls of school, the colours of it is so awesome." I sigh.

"Yeah there is black, grey and white." I smirk.

Ryan looks at the photo for a second. "Its blue and purple, basically like the rainbow." Ryan then looks at me. "Are you joking around or?" I look at Ryan.

I stop working, "no I'm colour blind in my grey eye." I wipe the grease off my hands.

Ryan's eyes widen, "in a way thats cool." He says.

"If you say so." I laugh, "anymore questions?" We walk to the cafeteria of the workplace.

"Are you a virgin?" Ryan sits on a chair as i do the same.

"Are you?" I smirk.

"No, now answer my question please." Ryan smirks.

"No I'm not a virgin." I sigh, "nothing to be proud about though." All i can think about is me being raped and the death of my dad, i should be over this by now.

"Hey you there?" Ryan waves his hand in front of me.

"Huh?" I snap out of my thoughts after he said that, "sorry there is lots on my mind." I say.

"I know how you feel."Ryan sighs.

"So whats in the mind of Ryan Stone?" I smirk.

"You really don't want to know." Ryan laughs nervously.

"You probably think about girls and sex mostly." I laugh.

"Thats half of it." Ryan laughs loudly.

"Got a crush?" I smirk.

"I don't know at the moment." Ryan rolls his eyes, "what about you?" Ryan smirks.

"I don't know either." I smirk.

"Faith you have someone here to see you." Mark walks into the room.

I walk to the front to see my ex boyfriend. "What are you doi-" he kisses me.

I push him away with force and wiped my mouth, "come on my love." He gets close to me and wrapped his arms around me.

"GET OFF ME!" I shout.

I bite his arm as he lets go of me, "i think someone has been hanging out with the wrong crowd again." He grabs my arm.

There is so much force that he throws me to the ground, something goes into my side. I hold my side then notice blood is coming from it. I cough a little bit of blood but not much. He picks me up and throws me at a tree. "Light as a feather." He laughs.

He picks me up again and takes me somewhere and starts taking my shirt off. I punched him in the face. He punches me back. He starts taking my shirt off again. "GET THE FUCK AWAY!" Ryan yells and punches my ex boyfriend.

"Who are you?" My ex boyfriends name is Hayden. "Seems that you have been getting around slut!" Hayden shouts.

I couldn't get up, my entire body is hurting and i just want to cry. Ryan starts punching and kicking Hayden. Hayden runs off as Ryan runs to me. "Are you okay!?" Ryan leans down to face me.

Am I developing feelings for Ryan? Shit i don't want that. "I'm fine." A tear leaves my eye as i stand up still holding my side.

"Your not fine!" Ryan looks at me. "Who was that!?" Ryan makes me sit back down.

"My ex boyfriend." I sigh.

I want to break down into tears but i have to be strong. Another tear comes from my eye, "was he about to rape you!?" Ryan sits in front of me.

I sigh, "Ryan thank you for helping me." I stand up.

I limp back into the workshop and grabbed my things. Thrown at a tree...what a story to tell. "Let me help you." Ryan says.

I don't know who i can trust anymore, its like the world is caving in. I start breathing in and out really fast. "She is having a panic attack!" Mark shouts.

Ryan looks at me, i sit down as my breathing gets faster. Ryan leans down and kisses me, i push him away. "Thanks." My breathing is back to normal. "Could've given me a warning." I stand up as another tear falls from my eye and i feel my side bleeding more.

I walk out of the workshop and started walking home. Ryan caught up and stopped in front of me with his car. "You can't walk this off trust me." Ryan says.

"I have stuff at home its fine." I say.

"Let me give you a lift home at least." Ryan says.

I sigh and jump into the car. "You didn't answer my question earlier." Ryan drives.

"And I'm not going to." I say.

"This is important, you should tell the police or something." Ryan says.

I sigh, "Ryan there is things i keep away from everyone because it might fuck up my future but i don't give a shit about anything with what happened!" I spat.

Ryan parks in his driveway. "Answer me honestly, have you been raped?" He looks at me. I knew he wanted to help and everything but i should be able to help myself without anyone's help.

I sigh and get out of the car. "My number is in your room somewhere, you have to find it." I laugh.

I get inside my house and head to my room. I lock my bedroom door and take my shirt off to see where on my side the sharp object went into. I saw the open wound, i grab some stuff to heal it. After i did that i put snitches in. "Faith?" Emma knocks on my door.

"What is it Emma?" I question.

I put my shirt on and opened the door. "I want to make sure you are okay." Why does Emma care so much, it kinda annoys me when someone asks if I'm okay or asks what happened.

"Thanks for checking up on me Em." I say, "i have to go to bed now okay?" It's night time, i can't believe the day went so fast.

"Okay see you tomorrow." Emma walks away.

I closed the door and locked it. I sit down with my back against the bed. "I wish you were here Dad." I start crying.

I get up and open my closet to see my teddy bear that Dad gave me when i was born. I grab the teddy bear and sit back to where i was and hugged the bear. "I know that some people that has been raped actually killed themselves but I'm not going to do that." I say to myself.

I decided to climb the roof with my teddy bear and hug the bear as i sit on the roof. "Teddy since we last talked it was when i was so much younger." I say, "let me give you an update." I sigh.

"My dad died by a car crash, i was in the crash too. I'm completely colour blind in my grey eye. I've been raped many times and almost got raped today but Ryan my new friend saved me." I whisper.

"Who are you talking to?" Ryan speaks from his balcony.

Ryan climbs my roof and sits next to me. My nose made the sniffing sound. "My teddy bear." I laugh. "I talk to it when I'm lonely or just to say my deepest secrets to it." I smirk.

"I'll admit that i do that too and I'm also jealous of that bear." Ryan smirks.

"Why are you nice to me?" I look at Ryans eyes.

I like Ryans company...never thought i would say that. "Because you seem like someone that needs my kindness and i want to get to know you better." Ryan looks at my eyes.

I smile, "i feel like a girly girl now." I chuckle.

"Trust me you are the furthest thing from being a girly girl." Ryan smiles.

"Sorry for pushing you away today." I look at my bear.

"I understand why you did it but when you pushed me it was as if you have been through something close to what your ex boyfriend did....if that makes sense." Ryan looks at my bear.

"It makes sense but I'm not going to say anything." I sigh.

"Why is that?" Ryan says.

I look at Ryan, "because i hardly know you." I smirk.

"Does any of your family know?" Ryan makes eye contact with me.

"No and i don't want anyone knowing about what I've been through." I break the eye contact by looking at my bear again.

"Okay tomorrow hang out with me and you'll get to know me." Ryan says.

"Should i Teddy bear?" I smirk.

I look at Ryan and laugh. "You're so weird." Ryan laughs.

"He said I should." I smile.

*Ryan's Pov*

There is more to this girl than i thought and she is hiding lots of things from everyone even her family, I'm willing to try to help her....i never had feelings for a girl like this before.

"Can i look at your bear?" I question her. I know she has been crying i can tell by her eyes and the sniffing of her nose.

*Faith pov*

I hand him Teddy Bear as he looks at the bear, "the bear has been with me since i was born." I say.

I think i am definitely developing feelings for Ryan Stone. "He is so cute, and to look this young for such an old age it's amazing to see." Ryan hands back teddy.

I hug teddy, "thanks i guess?" I didn't know what to say, "your not going to tell anyone are you?" I question.

"No i won't do that." Ryan says.

"Thank you." A tear runs down my face, my body gives me pain as I gasp for pain. "I'm sick of that happening!" I sigh.

"Why do you get that?" Ryan looks at me.

"Because of many reasons Ryan." I smirk.