"I will never understand women and their feelings." Ryan sighs.

"I will never understand men and their feelings." I laugh, "most girls are very simple to know about their feelings but the other girls have a different way of showing their feelings." I thought i would become enemies with Ryan Stone and his friends but i guess not.

"Guys are like girls then." Ryan laughs.

"Just guys have a big ego and most girls are bitches." I didn't realise until now that Ryan has his shirt off and he has a few scars too.

"Makes sense." Ryan chuckles. "So can i ask where you got those scars from?" I hug my bear tightly and sighed.

"Some of them are from the crash but the others are from something else....i can't tell you because you won't believe me, no one will." One thing i do know is that half of the time people don't believe the girl or the guy when they say they have been raped or beaten.

"I will believe you, but if your not comfortable talking about it then i won't force you." I wonder when Ryan is going to be a complete prick.

"Maybe one day i will tell you but until then go get some sleep." I say.

"I'll take you to school so we can hang out." Ryan says.

I feel that Ryan is trying to get into my pants but for some reason it doesn't seem like it. "Of course see you later." We climb down the roof and headed into our own rooms.

*Ryan's pov*

I don't want to develop any feelings with this girl but i do at the same time. The amount of scars she has is worrying and to know that she is keeping secrets from everyone all i want to do is to help her. Faith probably thinks that I'm trying to get into her pants but i don't want to be that way anymore. "Now where did she hide that phone number?" I turn the light on to find the paper Faith hid with her number on it.

My dad, Andy Stone, he wants me to settle down with a girl and to be into sports. Basically he wants me to be like my brother, Seth Stone, Seth has a girl in his life and plays sport. I do want a girl but the right one and I'm not a big fan of sport.

Since our mother died me and my brother had a very colourful life, we got into lots of trouble, Seth got to leave that state, i haven't left that state of mind yet but i am trying.

*Faith Pov*

I lay in bed, then my phone makes a sound. I pick it up to see a text.

~unknown~

>Who is this?

I change the number to Ryans name.

~Ryan Stone~

>I wouldn't say that your my best friend.

I laugh and i knew Ryan would be laughing too.

>Can't say that I'm sorry for saying that.

>I have to deal with your moody ass so deal with mine!

I laugh again.

>Oh you funny prick.

I sigh then suddenly yawn.

>Haha, okay I'll let you sleep.

>Night.

I turn the phone off and put it on charge. I fall asleep. I wake up screaming and gasping for air again. "Faith?" Emma knocks on the door.

I open the door. "Yes?" I questioned.

Emma sighs. "I had a bad dream and i heard you." Emma looks at me.

I sigh, "come on." I open the door more so Emma can enter the room.

She enters the room as i close the door. "Thank you Faith." She says.

I hug her tightly as she returns it. "Don't tell anyone I'm a softy." I move from the hug.

Emma chuckles, "i won't, its good to have a hug from my sister." Emma says.

I've been needing a hug for a long time but i thought having a hug from my sister would help me feel so much better but it didn't all it did was make me feel a tiny bit better. "So what was your dream about?" We both sat on the bed.

"I was falling to my death....what was yours about?" Emma sighs.

"Mine was memories....but they are turning my good dreams into more nightmares." I knew Emma wouldn't understand but i said it anyway.

"How many bad memories do you have?" Emma makes eye contact with me until i broke it by looking at my hands.

I looked back at Emma. "One is with dad and a few other stuff." we both yawn.

"I know you get into a lot of trouble but you are worrying our mother." Sometimes i wish i can just tell them how I'm feeling but it's impossible to do that when i don't even know my feelings.

"I don't mean to worry her." I sigh.

Emma looks at my entire body then sighs, "you are so skinny i can even see your ribs." We both lay down on the bed.

"I do eat...lets get some sleep." I say.

I get to school with Ryan. "Hey Faith!" Emma waves to me, i wave back.

"Your sister?" Ryan says.

"Yes." I sigh.

"I did not see that coming." Ryan chuckles.

Grace runs up to me, "Hey Faith!" She walks with us.

"Hey Grace." I smile.

Me and Ryan get to class. "You and Ryan look the fittest, would you two like to play some sport?" The teacher questions.

"No." Me and Ryan say at the same time.

"Okay thank you for being honest." The teacher walks away awkwardly.

We both laugh. After class we headed to another class. "Hey slut." Tom is in this class.

He goes to touch my hand but I throw him to the ground as Ryan punches him. We raced to the back before the teacher came into the classroom. "Thanks for helping me out." I say.

"No worries but how did you learn to knock someone down like that?" Ryan says.

I place one earphone in my ear as i held the other one out for Ryan. "Here." I say.

Ryan takes the earphone and listens to my music. "You listen to the same music i do!" Ryan takes out a pair of earphones with a little connecter. He placed it into my phone. "We can both listen to the music at the same time." He says.

We both put earphones in and listened to my music. After class we headed out for lunch. "You'll love our friends!" Zane walks next to me with Grace next to him holding his hand.

"I can't wait." I sigh.

I met Ryan and Zanes friends. "They are a bit to handle aren't they?" Grace smirks.

"Not really." I chuckle.

"So do you like anyone?" Grace says.

"How can i even tell when i like someone? I mean i had a boyfriend before but i didn't really have any feelings for him after a while." Me and Grace are sitting by a tree while the guys went to get some food and drinks.

"Well it's like when you first fell for that ex boyfriend but somehow you would know when it will be something more." Grace sighs.

I look where she is looking and see Ryan, Zane and the other guys shirtless. "How long have you and Zane been together?" I question.

"Almost 4 years." Me and Grace make eye contact. "Hey you should come with us to the river tonight." The boys are now sitting down with us.

"We have work tonight." Ryan hands out some food.

"Please!" Grace pleads.

"I'll talk with our boss." I smirk.

"Me and Grace will be right back." Zane helps Grace up as they walked away.

"They are gonna go have sex." Ryan laughs as the others do the same.

"I really didn't need to know that." I chuckle.

"It was nice meeting you Faith but we have soccer training!" The guys left.

Ryan and myself are the only ones left, "did i smell or something?" I laugh.

"You probably scared them." Ryan laughs.

"Probably." I say as Ryan eats some of the food.

"Are you having any?" He questions.

I grab a green apple and started eating it. "I'll eat this because I'm not that hungry." I sigh.

I grab my phone and ring Mark, "Hello Faith." He says.

"Me and Ryan are asking for the night off." I say.

"Sure go ahead, i had plans with the family anyway." Mark says.

"Okay thank you, see you tomorrow night." We said goodbye then i turned the phone off. "He said yes for having the night off." I say