I get into the shower and washed off the blood and got into some clean clothes. I climb on the roof, "Dad i haven't told anyone besides you...I've been ra-" i see Ryan coming out of his room and onto his balcony.

"Hey what are you doing up there?" Ryan says.

"Looking at the stars." I say.

Ryan climbs my roof and sits next to me, "i didn't want to embarrass you in the car but i knew that the red beer wasn't red beer it was blood." Ryan smirks.

"Every girl will have blood it happens." I sigh.

"I lost my mother." Ryan looks at me.

"How?" I look at him.

"By cancer but that doesn't beat witnessing your dads death first hand." Ryan sighs.

"Nope cancer beats that trust me." I say, "I'm sorry that you lost her." Ryan looks at me then smirks.

"I was four years old, it doesn't effect me that much." He says.

"Wow that went from 0 to 100 real fast." I chuckle.

"What happened to your friend tonight?" Ryan questions.

"She isn't my friend anymore." I spat. "Sorry I didn't mean to be rude." I looked at the sun rising.

"Its fine, everyone has their moments." Ryan looks at the sun rising too.

"Yeah i don't always have mine." I want a hug right now.

"Do you tell anyone about yourself?" Ryan and i look at each other.

"I told you about my father so that's something." My body starts giving me pain again so i gasp in pain.

Ryan looks at me weirdly, "period huh?" Ryan pauses for a moment, "thats not about yourself." I roll my eyes.

"Its not period." I laugh, "its the dead person i ate and the blood got on my pants." Ryan laughs.

Ryan sighs, "i have to go to work are you going?" Asked Ryan.

I sigh, "i might as well." We both get off my roof, "I'll see you there." I say as Ryan gets on his balcony.

"I can give you a lift?." Ryan says.

"I have to go to the doctors first." I smile.

"Its fine i can take you." Ryan smiles.

"Fine I'll meet you out front in 5 minutes." I go into my room as i close the door to the balcony.

I get a few things then went downstairs, "I'm glad your back safely." Donna smiles.

"Thanks mum, i have to go to work now." I say.

"Okay sweetie see you later." Donna says.

I go outside to see Ryan waiting in the car, i jump into car, "okay lets go." I say.

I pointed where to go for the doctors, "want me to come in with you? This place looks fishy." Ryan says.

"Your so gay." I get out of the car and into the doctors.

What Ryan doesn't know is it is a doctor that treats the sex part about things. "Lets see here.." The doctor says.

"Am i alright?" I question.

"Yeah your fine, just next time be careful you don't get pregnant especially at your age." The doctor smirks.

"Thanks." I leave the place and hop back into the car.

I take some medication the doctor gave me to help with the blood and for it to stop being painful. "What's that for?" Ryan drives.

"Stuff." I put the medication in my bag.

We get to work and started working on cars. "Faith Walker this is the third time I've seen these in your bag!" Mark holds the medication i got.

I run to him and grabbed the medication, "Mark trust me when i say its a lady thing." I whisper.

"I'm sorry but this is worrying." Mark looks at me with worry.

"Will it make you feel better if i hugged you?" I look at his eyes which are brown.

"Yes." Mark smirks.

I hug him then put the medication in my bag and made sure no one else can see it. I get back to work, "you had the medication three times?" Ryan questions.

"Yeah so?" I say.

Ryan stayed silent for the rest of the day. I get into Ryans car after work as he starts driving. "Lets be friends at least." Ryan spits out.

Its hard for me to trust anyone these days. "Sure." I say.

"Do you normally stay on the roof every night?" Ryan parks the car in his driveway.

"Yeah...you gotta stop spying on me Ryan Stone." We both get out of the car.

My phone rings so i answered it, "Hello Walker." My ex boyfriend has my contact and for some reason i used to talk to him before i moved.

Why is everyone suddenly showing up in my life? Its stupid. "what do you want?" I say.

"Don't talk to your boyfriend like that." He laughs, "i will punish you if you don't say sorry." I know that the fucker is smiling.

"I'm not your girlfriend dip shit!" I yell. "Don't contact me ever again you sick fuck!" I hang up the phone and turned it off.

"You swear so fucking much." Ryan jokes.

"Can you really blame me?" I smirk.

"Nope." Ryan smirks.

"Thanks for the lift." I start walking to my front door.

"See you tomorrow." Ryan yells.

I get into my house and grab something to eat. "Saw that you made friends with the boy next door." Donna speaks.

"I know the other boy too." I sigh.

"I thought I'll be seeing Winter or Roy today, are you guys still friends?" Dona says.

"No we are not friends." I sigh.

"Oh what happened?" Donna asked.

"They were pricks so I decided to tell them to piss off." I go to the stairs.

"So you had your period pretty bad the other day, do you still have it?" Donna says.

"Uh...yeah i do, i have to get some sleep." I start waking up the stairs.

"Since you went with your friend you have been very distant." Mum sighs.

"I'm sorry mum, i'll talk more later okay?" I smile at her.

"Okay see you around sweetie." I go upstairs to my room and locked the door.

I sit down and lean against my bed. "Dad I've been weak." I sigh, "i let people rape me and walk all over me." I start crying.

"Faith?" Emma knocks on my door.

I wipe my tears and open the door, "whats up?" I say.

Emma hugs me, "I'm sorry." Emma cry's.

"Why are you crying and hugging me?" I push her away from me.

"I heard that your not friends with anyone back at our old school." She sniffs.

"That can't be the reason why your crying or why you hugged me." I put my hands on my hips.

"I'm emotional but i heard that people are trying to get into your pants, apparently one of them succeeded." Emma looks at me.

"Well don't believe everything your friends say or anyone besides mum." I look at her eyes which are green.

"What about you?" She asked.

"Oh yeah and me." I smirk. "Okay can i get some sleep now?" I sigh.

"Yeah sorry I'll talk to you later." Emma leaves.

I close the door and locked it as i lean against the bed again.