"Faith get off the roof and come welcome our guests!" Emma yells.

I get off the roof and headed downstairs to see Ryan and Zane with other people in the backyard. "Hey how is your hands?" Ryan questions.

"Fine." I sigh.

"Faith!?" Emma yells.

I turn to face her, "what?" I say.

"Did you smash the mirror Roy got you!?" Emma points to the wood part of the mirror i smashed last night.

"Who the fuck is Roy?" I smirk.

"Your old best friend?" Emma looks at me with a weird look.

"No I'm pretty sure he is my enemy." I say.

No one knows that i got raped and I'm not telling anyone. "Oh." Emma says before walking off to Zane.

"So there is more to you then i thought." Ryan says.

I face him and rolled my eyes, "I'm not important to know about." I walk to the table near the pool.

A few people are in the pool already. Ryan left me alone the whole time so did everyone else. After everyone left so i went to my room and got dressed.

~Faith Walker clothing~

I climb out of my room and into the streets. I walk around then decided to graffiti the school walls. I left to the river afterwards and sat on the edge of the cliff looking down at the water. My phone rings, "Hello?" I say.

"Where the hell are you!?" Emma shouts.

"Why do you care?" I sigh.

"Because i know you sneak out at night, so i want to know what you are doing!" Emma sighs.

"Doesn't answer my question Em." I say.

"You haven't called me Em since the crash...what is happening with you Faith?" Emma says.

"Things Emma....I'll see you later." I hang up the phone.

"Siblings am i right?" Ryan sits down next to me.

"You follow me everywhere don't you?" I say.

"No, i come here to think." Ryan sighs. "What are you doing here anyways?" Ryan looks at me.

"Just needed somewhere to relax." I say.

"I get that....that Tom guy what did he do that made you beat the shit out of him?" Ryan smirks.

I look at Ryan then back at the water, "a lot of things." I sigh. "I have to go." I stand up and start walking.

Ryan walks with me, "there is a party this weekend if you want to go." Ryan says.

"I don't go to party's anymore and i have work so i can't." I say.

"That's actually a good point i have to work too....why don't you go to party's anymore?" Asked Ryan.

"Great." I chuckle. " i don't go for many reasons, but every time i did go i always had a bad time." I sigh.

"One day I'll get you to talk about yourself." Ryan says.

"One day." I chuckle.

I get home and lay on my bed for a while. I wake up screaming but not like a girl. I grab my blanket tightly, Emma opens the door, "Faith are you having nightmares again?" Emma says walking two steps towards me.

"I just scared myself Emma, sorry if i woke you up." I get off my bed and walk to Emma.

"I am so worried about you Faith, you used to be so open about things but now its like you completely shut off from the world!" Emma hugs me.

"I'm sorry Em." I sigh, "why don't you go back to sleep and be ready to hang out with your new friends okay?" Emma moves from me.

"Do you miss him?" Emma looks at me with watery eyes.

"Of course, Em i know you miss him but he wants you to be strong....now get some sleep because i don't want to deal with your moody ass!" I chuckle.

Emma giggles, "see you around Faith." Emma leaves.

I lock my bedroom door and got dressed.

~what Faith Walker is wearing~

I climb onto the roof and put on my sunglasses to watch the sun rise. My phone rings so i answer it, "Hey Faith." An old friend of mine from before i moved.

"Hello Winter." I sigh.

"Please come to one last party with me." She says.

"I'm not dressing up." I say as i climb down the house.

"Thats fine, I'll meet you at Starbucks at 5 tonight." She hangs up the phone.

I lock my balcony door then left my room, "Faith where are you going?" Donna sees me with my skateboard in my hand.

"I have work remember? Also i won't be home until tomorrow bye!" I left the house.

"Faith you are on time?" Mark smirks.

"Well i can't get enough of the cars and your face." I laugh.

"Very funny." He laughs, "is it okay if Ryan can help you with the car for some of today?" Mark stares me down.

"Alright fine!" I sigh.

"Did you get into more fights?" Mark noticed my hands.

"Yeah but this time the guy deserved it." I sigh.

"Like the other ones?" He smirked.

"Yes Mark." I roll my eyes.

Ryan arrived at work and helped me with the car. "I heard you screaming, are you okay?" Ryan passes me a tool i needed.

"Yeah I'm fine, sorry if i woke you up though." I say.

"Its fine." Ryan sighs.

I sigh, "i can't believe that I'm saying this but did you want to come to that party with us?" I grab another tool.

"First of all who is us? And second i thought you didn't go to party's?" Ryan looks at me.

"My old friend from my other school is taking me and i didn't have a choice!" I look at him.

"Okay sure, do i meet you there or whatever?" Ryan sighs.

I chuckle, "don't sound to excited." Ryan rolls his eyes, "moody little fuck." I laughed, "anyway yeah just meet us there." I sigh.

"Whatever virgin." Ryan laughs.

I looked at him and smirked, "i can't say that i am but I'm not a slut either." I look back at the car.

"Wait...what!?" Ryan shouts.

"Shut the fuck up!" I whisper.

"I've met girls that is virgins and that isn't but was it by choice?" Ryan is getting into my business and i don't need that.

"Why do you care?" In many ways its rude for Ryan to say that kind of stuff to anyone.

"Seeing what type of person you are." He smirks.

"Whatever you say." I say.

We finished work and went home, i got dressed.

~Faith Walker clothing~

I go to Starbucks and hopped into Winters car as we left to the party. "How was the move?" Winter questioned.

"Sucked, how is everything your end?" I say.

"Sucks since my little party animal is gone." Winter smirks.

"I'm not little!" I complained.

"We are here." Winter parks the car.

"Lets go." We both get out of the car.

People at the party were dancing and drinking, i see Ryan talking with what i assume is his friends. Its two hours until daylight and half of the party people are drunk. "Hey hottie." Its Roy.

"Fuck off Roy." I spat.

"No can do." He smirks.

Someone covers my mouth and other people held onto me, they took me to a room and started raping me. I try to struggle but their grips are so tight that my skin is breaking. I couldn't yell for help since no one would hear me. "Come on boys that's enough for one night." Roy and the others leave me in the room.

I pull up my underwear and pants. I leave the house in a hurry, "wait Faith!" Ryan runs to me.

I sniff and wiped my tears away, "Hey Ryan." I look at him.

~what Ryan Stone is wearing~

"Were you crying?" Ryan stops me from walking.

I never noticed but Ryan has grey eyes like thunder clouds. "No i wasn't i just sneezed a lot." I smirk.

"Would you like a lift home?" He asked.

i look around then looked at Ryan. I should take his offer since Roy could come after me again. "If thats okay?" I smirk.

"Of course its okay!" Ryan smiles, "this way." Ryan starts walking.

I walk with him then suddenly my phone rings, "Hey Em." I say.

"Hey Faith...wait have you been crying!?" Emma whispers.

"No i haven't, what do you want?" I sigh.

"I know you went to the party with Winter but she texted me like a few minutes ago saying you got into a lot of trouble." Never once did Emma get this worried about me.

"Emma why do you care?" I say as i sniff my nose.

"I'm your sister Faith, I'm meant to worry....i wanted to know when you'll be home." Emma says.

"Where is your friends?" I get into the car with Ryan.

"I only have one over but i just wanted to ask." Emma sighs.

"I'm heading home now." I say as i hang up the phone.

I turn the phone off, "everything okay?" Ryan starts the car.

"Just a worried sister." I sigh.

"Hey I've been meaning to ask, where is your dad i didn't see him the other day." Ryan says.

"He passed away a month or two ago." My nose makes the sniffing sound again.

"I'm sorry to hear that, can i ask how he passed away?" Ryan must feel somewhat bad for me but i don't want that.

"Me and my father were in a big car crash and he passed away from it, i lived obviously." I sigh.

"Thank you for telling me." Ryan smiles.

"So why do everyone at school call you the bad boy?" I smirk.

"I do a lot of bad things but they also call me fuck boy too because I apparently fucked every girl in school." Ryan sighs.

"So asking for my number helps that fuck boy name doesn't it?" I laugh.

Ryan laughs, "i did that for three reasons." He parks in his driveway, "i don't know how you managed to get the red beer on your pants but lucky you didn't get any of it in my brothers car." Ryan looks at me.

I go red from embarrassment, "uh...i don't know but thanks for the lift, see you at school." My entire body is giving me pain.

"Aren't you going to work tomorrow?" Ryan questions.

"I might but i have some stuff going on that i have to deal with." I get out of the car and waved goodbye to Ryan.

I get into my house and headed to my room. "Faith...?" Emma stops me from opening the door.

"Hey aren't you meant to be asleep?" I question.

"I'm worried about you..." Emma looks at my pants as her eyes widen.

"Its just red beer." I say nervously.

The pain is going to make me cry soon its so painful. "Thats blood Faith!." Emma whisper yells.

"Its period." I roll my eyes

"Need any supplies?" Emma smirks.

"No thanks i just need to be left alone for a long time." I open my door.

"Do you want to talk about anything?" Asked Emma.

I thought for a moment, "no I'm good thanks, now get some sleep!" I sigh.

"Okay night Faith." Emma runs off to her room as i enter mine and lock the door behind me.