I get out of the water and jump into it again, after i get out i see a few people walking to the river so i get out and grab my things then left. I get home, "Faith where have you been?" Donna speaks.

"I went swimming." I start walking upstairs.

"We have people coming over tomorrow night." She says.

"Is it the people next door?" Its Friday tomorrow and i don't want to deal with anyone that day or any day for that matter.

"Yeah so please be on your best behaviour." Donna stops me from going upstairs. "I know you've changed since the crash." Donna doesn't know that i was raped so she thinks its just the car crash that 'changed' me.

"Thanks for reminding me." I sigh, "I'm going to my room, so don't disturb me!" I go to my room and lock the door behind me.

My phone rings so i answer it, "Hey how was the move?" Roy says, Roy is my old best friend.

"Sucked, how is everything?" I sit on my bed.

"Its boring since you left, the teachers don't expect your pranks anymore so now they are pricks!" Roy sighs.

"I got my first detention for doing my pranks but she didn't know it was me." I chuckle.

"Remember the party's we did?" He chuckles.

"I haven't been to any in a long time." I sigh.

"Yeah the last one I remember that you went to is when all guys were hitting on you, i don't know what happened to you after that though." I imagine that Roy is smirking or smiling.

"Well it's good that at least you called me unlike those other people." I stand up.

"Yeah i was just calling that....i knew that the boys would do that and i don't want you to contact me ever again." Roy laughs.

"FUCK YOU CUNT!" I hang up and threw my phone at the wall, "FUCK!" I yelled.

Someone knocks on my door, "Faith are you okay?" Emma's voice speaks from the other side of the door.

"Yes Emma, go away!" I shout.

I hear Emma walking away, i looked at my mirror and punched it as the mirror smashes into pieces. I climb onto the roof and sat there as my hand bleeds from the shards that are in my fist. "I might as well." I go back into my room and fixed up my hand.

I grabbed out my spare mirror and looked at my reflection, i take my shirt off and saw the scars. I take my pants off to see more scars. I grab new clothes, "so where did you get those scars from?" I hear a voice behind me so i turn around to see Ryan.

I grabbed my blanket an wrapped it around me, "how the hell did you get in here!?" I looked at his shirtless body.

"I heard a smash, but you shouldn't leave your balcony door open." He smirks.

"Get out of my room!" I spat.

"You should get your hand checked out." He looks at my hand that is bleeding again. "And should clean the left over mirror shards." He sighs.

"Just get out!" I say.

He stares at me, "you have different coloured eyes, i never noticed that." He smirks.

"Get out!" I push him.

He climbs to his balcony as i lock my balcony door and closed the blinds. I get dressed and cleaned up the smashed mirror. "Faith darling?" Donna knocks on the door.

"What?" I opened the door.

"Are you okay up here? I heard yelling and something smash." Donna says.

"Yes I'm fine." I say, "i'm just going to be in here so i just want some peace." Donna stares at my eyes.

"Of course." Donna walks away as i close the door and lock it.

I decided to climb the roof again and decided to look at the stars. "What are you doing up there?" Zane shouts.

"Looking at stars, what are you doing down there?" I laugh.

"Wondering why you are up there." He laughs.

I go back into my room when the sun came up. I get dressed again.

~what Faith Walker is wearing~

I get to school and basically go through hell again. "Faith!" Grace runs to me.

"Hey Grace." I say.

"Wanna hang out next weekend?" She smiles.

"Sure." I smile.

"Faith Walker come to my office." The principal says.

"See you later!" I wave goodbye to Grace and followed the principal.

"This is Tom and he says he knows you. He is new to this school." He says.

Tom is dead to me, "of course let me show him around!" I say.

Tom is one of the guys that raped me at the party i went to with Roy, "Great!" The teacher says.

I walk with Tom outside onto the oval. "There is another party your invited to slut!" Tom laughs.

I don't care if anyone is watching anymore so i start beating the shit out of Tom, "this is what you get you low life piece of shit! Leave this school and don't talk to me or about me." I shout in his ear as blood covers his face and my fists.

"I would do it again!" He laughs.

Ryan and Zane and a few other people run to us, "you are fucking dead!" I yelled as i keep beating the shit out of him. "Don't come anywhere near me again!" I spat on him and stand up.

He bites my ankle so i went back to punching him, "stop them!" The teacher yells.

Ryan and Zane pulls me away from Tom, I spit at him again, "don't worry i will get you sooner or later." Tom laughs.

I break from Ryan's and Zane's grip, and i start kicking Tom. Zane and Ryan get a hold of me again. "Someone help him get to the sick bay right now!" The teacher yelled.

"Go die in a hole you prick!" I shout.

"Miss Walker watch your mouth!" The teacher yells.

"Yeah Walker." Tom laughs.

I try to break free but Ryan and Zane aren't letting go, "You deserve to die! You horrible piece of shit!" I spat.

"Detention for you Miss Walker!" The teacher yells.

People help Tom get to the sick bay as Ryan and Zane keep holding me. "Your fists are bleeding pretty bad." Ryan says.

"I don't give a shit!" I break free from their grip. "The cunt deserved it." I start walking away.

"I think you should see the nurse." Zane speaks.

The teacher went with Tom, "thats nice of you to think but I'm good." I yelled.

I get called to the office so i walk there to see my mother there. "Faith!" She hugs me but i push her away, "What happened to your fists?" She questions.

"Mrs Walker, your daughter got into a fight, if it wasn't for these two gentlemen Faith would've kept fighting this young boy." I noticed that Ryan and Zane are in the room.

"Faith we talked about this." Donna looks at me.

I sigh, "i can't say that I'm sorry." I cross my arms as more blood come from my hands.

"Faith! Do not act like this again!" Donna stares at me. "If you don't stop this i will punish you. Look Mr Tracy, my daughter lost someone very important to her and we just moved so if you can forgive her for her actions I assure you it won't happen again." Mum sighs.

"I will let her off but for now these two boys will keep her company during school to make sure it won't happen again." The principal says.

"Thank you." Said Donna.

"Everyone gets to go home early anyway so you can leave with your daughter now if you want." The teacher sighs.

We left and went to the doctors to treat my hands. We got home and i went to my room and lay on my bed. I wake up in pain, "i can't forget about it!" I get up and go on the roof. "Dad I'm sorry to disappoint you." One tear falls from my eye.

My right eye is grey and my left is blue but sadly for me i can't see colour in my grey eye, "i know you told me to be strong but i don't know how much longer i can be strong." I whisper to myself.