I am horny like I want to have sex I need to go out. And get drunk then take someone home.

Have sex then maybe I will be happy and feel better.

One thing I have noticed about myself is I have fingered myself almost every night. Which is kinda of usual for me.

And I'm horny all the time.

Maybe I just need to do something with myself to entertain myself.

I walk into my closet and put on my favorite dress and makes me look irresistible.

I throw on some lipgloss and let my hair do it's own thing.

I put on my heels and grab my keys and wallet shoving them inside my bra.

I walk out to the living room and both of the them turn their heads and look at me from head to toe.

"Where you going ". Ezra asks

"To get laid " .

"Why". Milo ask

"Because " I say.

"Because why". Ezra says

"I'm leaving now" I go to walk out the door.

And I feel Ezra's presence behind me. Him being this close isn't helping my situation.

"Ezra back up please".

He doesn't move and I move from under him and walk near the couch.

I have had enough of this

"Ezra and milo what is you problem I'm a grown women I can do as I please without an explanation".

"We don't want some random man in our home". I hear milo say

I scoff

"If that's what your worried about then I will go back to his house."

"No " Ezra says

"What do you mean no".

"I'm leaving "

"No,no you're not hope".

"Please let me have my freedom I have so much sexual buildup and frustration that it fucking drives me crazy and when y'all do the things y'all do it makes it worse.

So I'm leaving the faster I get this out of my system I will be fine."

My chest heaving up and down from frustration.