~April 25, 2020~

"Brendon, as we stand here today, our wedding day, a day we'll remember forever, I feel nothing but love right now. Since the moment you came into my life, skipping a few parts such as when you ate the last of the ice cream you knew I wanted, you have been my main source of love and joy. You are kind, thoughtful, sarcastic, and have the sweetest heart. Your humor and random high notes continue to make me fall in love with you more and more with every passing day. I may be the only one that laughs at your jokes sometimes, but I assure you, that they really aren't funny and I'm trying to make you feel better.

"The way you love me is unlike anything I've ever felt before. With you, I feel safe, loved, accepted, and appreciated. You truly see me for who I am and you love me at my best and at my worst, just as I promise to do for you. Being in your arms is my favorite place to be. Our love has always been so simple, which is what I love about us.

"So here I am before you, dressed in all white and a dress, which you know I hate, promising you these things: I promise to be your lover when you need to be loved, your doctor when you're sick, but don't get me sick or I'll hurt you. I promise to be your umbrella when life rains on you, your shield when you need protection, your pillow when you need rest, your voice when nobody can hear you, but I'm not singing at one of your shows. From this day forward, I promise to be your ear when you need to rant, your comfort when you feel pain, your answer when questions arise, your inspiration when you need it. Most importantly, I promise to hold your hand when you're scared, because Brendon effing Urie gets scared, the kiss that wakes you every morning, and every 'I love you' until they day we die. I love you so much Brendon, you're my always," I tell him, taking the ring from Aella and sliding it onto his finger. I wipe my eyes before connecting our hands once more. It was now Brendon's turn, and he had already started shedding tears.

"Damn, how am I supposed to follow that? Are you sure I can't kiss her now?" he asks the officiant, who shakes his head no. "Damn, okay. Worth a shot though.

"Camari, I feel like everything in my life has led to you. My choices, my heartbreaks, my regrets. Everything. When we're together, my past seems worth it, because if I had done even one thing differently, we might not be here today, or have ever met.

"When I say 'I love you more', I don't mean I love you more than you love me. I'm saying I love you more than the bad days where we want to give up. I love you more than every fight we have ever and will ever had. I love you more than he distance between us while I'm on tour or you're filming in some exotic place. I love you more than being on stage, performing in front of millions. You are the best damn thing that has ever happened to me.

"I can't promise you that dark clouds will never hover over our lives, or that the future will bring us rainbows. I can't promise you that tomorrow will be perfect or that life will be easy. What I can promise you however, is my loyalty, respect, and unconditional love until we die. I can promise you that I'll always be here for you, to listen to you, to hold your hand, and always do my best to make you happy and feel loved. I promise you that I'll see you through any crisis, dream with you, and always encourage you.

"Most of all, I promise you that whether near or far, I am always yours. Any change in time, we are young again. In these coming years, many things will change, but the way I feel will remain the same. You're my always," he says, taking the ring from Dallon, who was his best man. He slid in onto my finger, not breaking eye contact with me. He mouthed 'I love you' to me, and I did the same thing.

"Now that the pair has exchanged their vows, does anyone here have any objections? Speak now or forever hold your peace," the officiant spoke. No one spoke, so he continued on, finishing the end of the ceremony. "Then by the power vested in me by the State of California, I now pronounce you husband and wife, Mr. and Mrs. Disco. Brendon, you may now kiss your bride!"

Almost before he finished, Brendon leaned down and kissed my, signifying we were officially married. Everyone started cheering, and their volume increased when Brendon put his hand on my ass and I wrapped my arms around his neck. We pulled away, and smiled at each other, nothing but love in our eyes.

"May I be the first to introduce to you, Mr. and Mrs. Brendon Urie!" the officiant said and we held up our intertwined hands. The crowd went crazy again, and we started walking back down the isle.

Before the wedding, we had both decided to spend 15 minutes just the two of us before the reception started. There was a private gazebo set aside for just that, so we immediately went in there after walking back down the isle.

"Hello my handsome husband," I tell him, as soon as the door is shut again.

"Hello to you too, Mrs. Camari Urie," he replied, bringing me in close. I wrapped my arms around his shoulders again, and his hands were on my waist. "I love you so much."

"I love you too Bren," I replied, and he connected our lips once again.

"I have to tell you something, and you can't freak out," I tell him once we were separated again.

"I don't think anything could really freak me out right now Cam. I'm so happy, nothing could shake this."

"Well, today not only did we get married, but in about eight months we'll be parents too," I inform him, and a larger smile appears on his face. He looked between my eyes and my stomach, before he placed his hands on my stomach. "I just found out this morning. Aella is the only other one who knows, and that's because I had her get the tests for me."

"Oh my god Cam, we're going to be parents!" he shouts, but I quickly shush him, as the walls were only sheets and I didn't want everyone to find out yet. "We're going to be parents!" he whisper shouts. He kisses me again, and we're both smiling through it.

"How?"

"Well you know Brendon, when a man and a woman love each other..."

"That's not what I mean! I mean, how did you know?"

"I missed a period, and have been feeling nauseated these past few days. I decided not to mention anything just in case it was nothing."

"Oh my god Cam, this day can't get any better! I love you so fucking much."

"You won't be when I tell you that instead of champagne tonight, we're both drinking sparkling grape juice in a champagne bottle."

We stayed in the gazebo for another ten minutes, before deciding to go join everybody else. We were surrounded by people offering their congratulations.

"What did he say," Aella asked as she hugged me, whispering it in my ear.

"He was so happy. Today's been the best day Aella," I whispered back before she pulled away. Tom came over and hugged me as well.

"Congratulations! I'm so happy for you!"

"Thank you Tom! When are you going to propose officially?"

"In the next few months. Can I take you ring shopping with me? You are her best friend after all."

"Of course!"

We stayed at the reception until late that night. Brendon and I had gotten matching Converse for the reception so we didn't get too many blisters, so we were able to dance for most of the night. Our first dance was to Can't Help Falling In Love by Elvis, and since Seb and Chris Pratt walked me down the isle, we danced to My Wish by Rascal Flatts as the father daughter dance, splitting the song in half between the two of them. Brendon and his mom danced to I Wish You Love by Frank Sinatra.

Over all, the night was perfect.

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