----Benji's PoV----

I scrolled through the site and skimmed through it quickly trying to pick out the most obvious bits. My stomach turned with guilt as I read more and more of the article. I felt sick as my eyes skimmed the page on abortion. I bit my lip as my eyes narrowed.

"What are you so angry at?" I heard Jamie's voice come from the door. Panic filled me and I slammed my laptop shut. I felt a life cold sweat cover my skin as I looked up and my panicked eyes locked with Jamie's confused ones.

"N-Nothing!" I said stepping in front of my desk and laptop.

"Well then what are you hiding from me?"

"Nothing. I already said nothing" I said putting my hand on my laptop.

"And now you're lying about it?" Jamie said his eyes narrowing.

"I'm not lying about anything" I said moving my hands to my hips.

"Tell me" Jamie said walking closer and reaching for my laptop. I hit his hand away and glared at him.

"Let it alone Jamie" I said grabbing the computer and making my way out of the office. I growl out in frustration and pull at my hair. Why does all this have to happen, what did I do to deserve this! My face relaxes and I sit on the bed letting my hands fall into my lap.

"I don't have time for this" I sigh and and remember all the paperwork still needing to be done. I sit on the bed and flip open my laptop. I take one more look at the pape I had open before and shake my head closing it.

"You don't have time for this Ben, come on. You need to get work done, just focus on that" I tell myself opening my emails. I only get to work for about two hours before Luke peeking his head in the bedroom.

"Love?" he asked softly pulling my attention from my laptop.

"What Luke?" I sighed trying to continue my working.

"Are you ok?" He asked walking over to my bed and sitting next to me.

"I'm fine, are you ok?" I sneered continuing on my computer.

"Please Ben, I'm sorry love. You know I really love you right?"

"What do you need Luke?"

"I just want to make sure your ok. I know you're mad, I just want you to be happy. I'm so sorry I ruined this for you baby. Still this is where we are now; there is nothing we can do to change it, we just need to adjust to where we are now."

"I know that Luke, I'm fine with it." I said looking away

"You're lying to me" he countered

"How would you know" I said my face lightly heating up and I sweat a little at being caught.

"You don't look at me and your face gets all red and sweaty" he said. "Please love" he said

"Go away Luke" I said. He gave me a hurt looking expression and hung his head leaving the room. I huffed my self and set my laptop on the side table. I laid in the bed pulling the covers over me. I flipped on my side and closed my eyes. I needed to sleep

------A/N-------

Hi guys welcome back to the book! I have no excuse for being gone this long or breaking so many promise to update. There's just a lot going on in my personal and family life. I will try to get back to some kind of normal update but I refuse to promise anything cause I don't want to break anymore promises.