《camilo madrigal imagines》| INSECURE |
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summary: Reader is insecure of her body and starves herself. Camilo takes notice of this, and he won't let his girlfriend do this anymore pronouns for reader: she/her
warning: mentions of starving and self hate
BUT ALSO FLUFFY CAMILO SOOO-💪🏼
translations:
cariño = sweetheart/sweetie
mi dulce chica = my sweet girl
amor = love
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I don't know how long i have starved myself for, but it had to be a week if not more. I was hungry but I wanted to be skinny...i dont want this extra fat on me (y'all are beautiful no matter what btw) and i'm sure Camilo doesn't want a chubby girlfriend...
i sighed as Abuela once again called us down for dinner, i stepped out of my room and noticed everyone rushing down, eager to eat something. (Btw, u live with the madrigals for a reason..u make it up cuz idk👊) i stood at my door, my stomach grumbled but i still didn't move.
Soon, Camilo walked out of his room. I quickly shut my door and got back into my bed. I knew that if Camilo found out i had been starving myself, he'd be mad. Not at me, but at himself cause thats how Camilo is. He'd blame himself for not noticing. I sighed and snuggled into my pillow, tracing shapes on my arm to calm myself down.
When i got downstairs, I noticed Y/n was not at the table. Once again! I grew worried for her, she started rejecting food and she never came down for meals anymore. "Umm..Mami?" She turned to me with a sweet smile but it soon turned into a sad frown when she noticed my worried look.
"Hey, are you okay cariño?" She asked kindly, stroking my hair back. "Do you..do you think Y/n's okay? She never eats anything anymore. Should i check on her?" I asked frantically and my mama held onto my shoulder, rubbing her thumbs into them
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"Deep breaths, Camilo. Would you like to check on Y/n?" I nodded immediately and she smiled. "Go ahead" she said and i smiled softly and kissed her cheek. "Thanks mami!" I said before rushing up to Y/n's room and knocking on the door. "Come in!"
I walked in. Her room was beautiful, i haven't been in here for so long, Y/n stopped allowing anyone to go in since she started avoiding everyone. I sat on the end of the bed and rubbed Y/n's back. "Hey, Mi dulce chica, care to tell me why you're not eating...again?" I asked in a stern yet soft tone.
Y/n sat up and looked at me, tears swimming her eyes. "Hey...Y/n, you can talk to me lovely" I whispered, pulling her close to my chest while rubbing her back. I felt her arms wrap around me and my lips touched her forehead lightly. "I'm sorry Camilo...i'm just really not happy with my body right now" she mumbled out.
I pulled away and looked at her like she was crazy. "Whats not to be happy with? You're perfect in every way!" I said, trying to cheer her up but she shook her head.
"I'm too chubby"
"Theres more too love"
"I have big thighs"
"So? Its a great pillow!"
"But my boobs big too-"
"Thats also great pillow"
"My butt its huge too"
"I can definitely live with that, Amor"
It kept on going and by the end, Y/n was flustered but frustrated too. "Why do you love me! Theres other pretty girls out there..." her voice cracked and i gently pulled her close to me by her hips and rested my head on hers.
"Y/n L/n, there is no other girl in encanto who is as beautiful and amazing as you are, you understand me? They may be pretty and gorgeous but they're not the girl i fell absolutely, head over heels for. They're not the most talented, beautiful and cutest girl im ever met. Y/n...they're not you"
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She sobbing by the end of it, but there was a smile on her face too. She gripped onto me tightly and her legs wrapped around my waist. I rubbed her back and kissed her shoulder since i was the only place I could reach. "Now, mi dulce chica, should we go and get something to eat?" I asked and she nodded.
"I'm sorry for not eating, it was stupid of me. I just-" i cut her off my shaking my head and tutting. "No Y/n, you do not need to apologise okay? Just...don't do it again lovely" i informed and she nodded. I took her hand and lead her downstairs to eat some food.
I'm glad i was able to make her feel better!
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