Chapter 7: The Note

"Dear Mary,

I just wanted to apologize for the way that I acted this morning I was such a Jerk to you. I understand why you hate me but I just want you to know that I still love you sooooooo much. I don't want to keep bullying and hurt you but I'm doing this for a good reason. I would tell you if I could but I can't unless I want to get in big trouble, even though I pretty much am always in big trouble. Especially in trouble with you. I'm sorry for everything and I hope that one day you will forgive me. That night we first kissed still makes me smile as does any other times that we kiss. Last night having you kiss me back and just having it like old times made me wanna stretch up to the moon and write our names on it. Also I still walk by our tree everyday before and after school....I remembered when we carved our entials in it. We both promised that night to love each other forever or die alone with an eternal heartbreak. I don't know about you but I'm feeling both. I love you and always will but I also have an eternal heartbreak ever since we broke up. I'm sorry Mary, I still love and even if this seems cheesy or fake it's not. I know how you like the cheesy stuff that's why it sounds like that but I mean every word of this note. I Love You Soooo Much Mary and Wish that one day you can forgive me.

Love Always,

Lash"

Why does Lash do this to me? I now have an even bigger conflict with myself on wither to take him or not.