Liam's P.O.V

I heard what he said, and I can't believe I said what I said.. And my heart aches because I know he's crying. I just want to go back and hug him immediately and kiss him tell him I'm sorry, but that's not how it works. That's the start of an unhealthy relationship..

I decide to leave after that getting in my car and not looking back. I will apologize later.

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Zayn's P.O.V

Kat and Phoebe were beyond pissed, one that Liam could be such a jerk, and two that I didn't say anything when it was happening.

"Boys are gross, and worthless, and hell on earth" Kat says plugging in her iPhone to my speaker immediately Chris Brown starts playing and she starts dancing like an idiot then grabbing one of my pillows and humping it.

"Hey I'm here to disrespect you but if you don't want my dick you're automatically prude" she says in a low voice walking around weirdly. I laugh covering my mouth. Phoebe whips a stray tear away from my cheek.

"You're right." I say standing up and grabbing a pillow dancing along with Kat. Phoebe joins in almost falling off my bed in the process sending us all off into a fit of giggles. I'm just glad that the boys left with Liam. I need them off my mind.

"Tomorrow you're gonna look hot as fuck and he can't do shit about it" Kat says grabbing my shoulders.

"Okay.." I say quietly blushing.

"Can we stay the night?" Phoebe asks standing in front of my vanity fixing her already perfect hair.

"S-sure" I nod. I take this time to call my mom asking her if it was okay if I had friends stay the night. Of course she said yes practically crying because she was so happy that people actually want to socialize with me. I'm surprised to.

The rest of the night was great. Picking my outfit for tomorrow, watching Netflix, eating the rest of the oreos in the cabinet and shit talking just about every guy in our school. It was perfect.

I woke up and showered then letting Kat and Phoebe do there business in the bathroom as well. (Outfit on the side without the hair lol)

I out on the outfit that they picked out for me, so thankful for the shoes being wedges because even though I love to be a girl heels are out of the picture. I would rather not be Bambi thank you.

I twirl around in my long mirror, I leave my hair down but slick it back a bit. I put lotion on my freshly shaven legs and slip on a dainty small bracelet my mom got me for Christmas.

I hear the girls enter my room again and they scream in excitement.

"See, this is tasteful sexy, this is what you live by Zaynie" Phoebe says.

"It shows your little shoulder blades and oh lord your butt looks good" Kat says smacking me quickly. I squeal and turn around to face them laughing.

"Okay well pick anything out of my closet" I say gesturing to my closet that is the size of a small bedroom.

"Thanks babe!" They scurry off leaving me alone. I sit on my bed and check my phone since I got ready quicker than I thought I would.

I sigh checking to see the message was sent at 4 in the morning. What time does he get up gosh. I sigh again tapping my screen rapidly as I reply.

I'm shocked that I sent it and it shows that he read it immediately. I blink a few times intimidated by my own sass. How can I be a different person just because a screen is in my face.

I gulp and stuff my phone in my bag not bothering to answer. Great well I'm going to die.

The girls pick out outfits before we head downstairs to meet Ashton. I'm surprised that he was giving me a ride today but after thinking about it I knew he would come around.

"How you doing?" He asks putting a hand on my thigh. I know he's not asking about me alone. He wants to know about Liam.

"No picture with him Ashton, I don't trust someone who is just going to break my heart" I say sadly. But its true. I'm not going to be that person that stands there and cares for someone who doesn't really care about you. I'm not going to be used.

"That's good" he nods patting my skinny thigh for comfort.

"Yeah I guess" I mutter pushing his hand away and looking out the window. My mood is kinda deflated to be honest. With Liam I don't know I barely know him but I wish I did. Ugh feelings suck. They just cloud your head with false beliefs and leave you disappointed in the end. Classic.

Honestly I want him to look at me, I want him to feel bad, but does he? And if he does should I forgive him so easily or does that make me seem even more naive than I am.

Liam is like a storm, beautiful but dangerous and its not fun. We pull up to the school building and shake a little, exhaling deeply to attempt to calm my nerves. I don't know where Liam will even be, the hallway, class? Well probably not class its too early for him.

"Just avoid eye contact, act like what he said you could give two fucks about" Kat whispers in my ear.

I nod in response grabbing her and Ashton's hand as we walk into the big doors.

People stare, everywhere you go they will that's what happens when you are unique so every little prep that was giving me a dirty look I shook off.

My eyes meet with the group I now call my friends and they look at me with wide eyes.

I look up to see the one and only Liam smirking slightly and nor caring that he's looking me up and down like I'm some piece of meat.

"Liam" I say rolling my eyes before leaning against the wall. He looks at me surprised, probably expecting me to stutter or something and I can feel his stare now while I look around pretending not to care. Don't care just don't care.

"So..um class?" Ashton breaks the silence tugging me away from that awkward position which I thank him for immensely but I can only stay stiff due to the fact that I still have classes with Mr. I'm not supposed to like.