I woke up crying; why did I dream of Zayn dying? That's not going to happen, he's going to make it through this and we will be just fine. I rolled out of bed and wiped the tears from my eyes. Today was the day we could finally visit him after a couple of weeks of not being able to. I opened my closet and put on whatever I saw and sped to the hospital. I made my way through the parking lot and into the building.

"I'm here to see Zayn Malik" I say to the woman behind the counter.

"Down the hall, to the left, room 223" she says after looking through papers for a couple of seconds.

"Thank you" I say before quickly turning away and making my way to Zayn's room, I was the first one here. After a few minutes of walking, I finally found his room. The door was open but the curtains inside the room were closed just enough so that Zayn was hidden. I moved the curtains aside so I could get in and put them back the way they were so no one could see us. It only took me one look at Zayn to start crying. Seeing all the wires hooked up to him and the life monitor next to him broke me.

I pulled up a chair beside his bed and grabbed his hand, "hey Z, it's me. I need you to come back, we need you to come back. Your mum, dad, and sisters miss you, they need you babe, I need you. It should've been me, I'd take your place with no hesitation. You don't deserve this" I say to him as the tears come rolling down my face. "You don't deserve to be in any pain. I wonder what you're dreaming about, that is if you are. Look babe, the doctors say they don't know if you'll wake up but I know that's not true because you're such a strong person, you can fight this, you can come home. We miss y-" I was interrupted someone moving the curtains. I look back and see Zayn's family. I wipe my tears and stand up.

"Sorry if we interrupted you" Trisha says as she takes a look at Zayn and walks up to him, "oh baby, please wake up, we miss you."

"You didn't interrupt anything, I'll let you guys have time with him now" I say as I step back giving Yaser, Safaa, Doniya, and Waliyha space.

They all grab his hand and look at him, "come back big bro, I love you" Waliyha says.

"You don't deserve this son, I hope they catch that son of a bitch who did this, excuse my language" Yaser says as he steps back.

Doniya and Safaa just stand there holding his hand. Trisha kisses him on the head and stands back.

"Did you see that mum!" Safaa yells.

"What?!"

"His eyelids moved!"

"Are you sure" Trisha says.

"Yes mum! They moved, I swear."

"I'll go get the nurse" Yaser says leaving the room to find Nurse Snow.

A few minutes later they finally arrive with 3 doctors plus Nurse Snow. "I'm going to need you guys to wait in the waiting room please" she says and we get up and leave.

We sat there patiently waiting. A few minutes later the nurse comes out, " he's awake" she says and I let out a sigh of relief. "You guys can go see him now and let us know if you guys need anything" she explains and walks away.

We all get up and rush to see Zayn. "Hey babe" I say as I walk up to him, Zayn's family following behind.

He turns and sees me, leaving a confused look on his face. "Who are you" he asks and fear right away fills my body.

Does he not remember?

-

😂