《forever is an illusion ✓》you made my soul bleed.
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h i m ( p a r t 3 ) - r a y
dear ray,
every memory of you is engraved
in my mind,
sculpted with lies and erected
with defiance.
the two hearts met on 27th of may,
and i still can't bring myself to
look away.
dear ray,
you were the boy in the grey
sweater and it kills me
because i should've known better,
than to trust a boy with
pretty brown eyes and
to let myself think there's
hope.
eleventh of june,
the day my heart dared to trust
again,
only to have it shattered into
pieces like glass.
dear ray,
you were a rose,
admired by so many who craved it
blindly,
only to be stung by your thorns.
27th of july,
a boy with pretty brown eyes
saved the piece of glass
from breaking,
but he didn't know underneath
the smile was a heart clenching.
dear ray,
i hate you for giving me hope
when all you did was
take it away from me, again.
i hope you all see this pathetic
love story,
and pity the girl who thought
she could be loved.
ray, ray, ray,
i hate you for being so beautiful
and having those pretty brown eyes,
i hate you for making me
think that I could be alright,
someday.
maybe.
maybe i would be alright,
if i hadn't met you.
maybe i wouldn't be broken,
maybe i wouldn't hate myself.
christmas eve,
the pretty brown eyes glanced into
the brokenhearted ones,
and they held warmth, comfort
and love.
ray, ray, ray,
how dare you?
how dare you have the audacity
to look me in the eye and
say you love me?
how dare you smile at me and
interwine our pinkies
then make empty promises?
i fucking hate you.
i wish i had never met you,
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i wish i never thought you actually
loved me,
i wish i didn't have to put a blade
in my skin for you to look at me.
i wish i didn't fucking love you.
ray, ray, ray,
maybe.
maybe this world wouldn't be
insane,
maybe the broken eyes would be
filled with heaps of happiness,
maybe the silence wouldn't make
me scream,
maybe the blade in my skin
wouldn't be the reason you would
finally look at me.
but that didn't happen.
ray, ray, ray,
the world is insane,
the broken eyes are filled with
a sea of sorrows,
the silence makes me scream
and the blade in my skin
is the only reason you would look
at me.
ray, ray, ray,
your brown eyes aren't pretty,
they are beaded with betrayal
and they tell tales of resentment.
your lips are stitched with
empty promises and lies.
ray, ray, ray,
you aren't the boy who saves the
damsel in distress,
you are the monster she runs
away from,
my eyes don't flinch at the touch
of a stranger,
they flinch at the sight of you.
ray, ray, ray,
you goddamned fool,
this isn't a love story and we don't
have paper hearts
to turn into planes and blow away
with tender kisses.
this is a story about murder,
it is not my thoughts that kill me;
it is the glimpses of your soul
tearing my heart,
eating away my emotions,
slitting my skin with your lies and
stitching my lips with your
godforsaken illusions.
ray, ray, ray,
you are the reason why
the girl with broken eyes wonders
about her worth,
you are the reason her hands
latch around her throat to take the
oxygen away, and with it, the pain.
ray, ray, ray,
how could you have the guts to
look into her soul and snatch her
heart right out of her rib cage?
how could you let the demons dance
onto verses of your secrets?
ray, ray, ray,
you are not a boy,
you are a monster feeding on flickers
of hope.
.
[Hello! Hope u liked this series ♡︎
I'm leaving two cover options for this
book below, please choose the one
you would prefer. I couldn't choose
between the original and black and
white (major issues.)
- angel ♡︎ ]
Option 1. Original
Option 2. Black and White copy.
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