《forever is an illusion ✓》you were a liar.
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h i m ( p a r t 2 ) - N O A H
noah,
the boy whose hair i loved,
the boy with honey dripping lips,
the boy misunderstood.
noah,
why couldn't you wait?
was i really that easy to forget?
middle school,
the boy whose hair a girl loved,
the boy with honey dripping lips,
noticed her scars.
the girl despised you.
i couldn't bare for anyone to know
the gut wrenching sickness
i carried along.
a girl with half a heart,
and a boy with too much to give can
never be together.
noah,
don't you know,
two broken hearts don't make
a whole one?
don't you know,
the venom in my veins and the burns on my bones aren't beautiful?
noah, oh dear noah,
don't you know
the curiosity killed the cat?
you sat behind me and
people called you lovestruck,
but it was a tragedy.
for i liked the guy you hated
and he liked the girl i hated,
you liked me and my best friend
liked you.
noah,
don't you know,
that distance doesn't always
make your heart feel longingness?
365 days passed
and a boy returned in our lives again,
the boy whose hair i loved,
the boy with honey dripping lips,
the boy misunderstood.
the boy hadn't changed but
i had.
noah, dear noah,
didn't you know
it was better to leave me alone?
didn't you hear
the whispers of my name being called out in disgust?
i no longer liked affection.
the girl whose smile was contagious became
the girl without a heart.
i no longer felt anything.
the girl who yelled at bullies now
flinched at the slightest raise of voice.
noah,
don't you know
that you shouldn't pick up shards of
broken glass?
didn't you know
i would hurt you?
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high school,
the boy whose hair a girl loved,
the boy with honey dripping lips,
helped a girl with half a heart
whose heart was an earthquake
and she was tied to ropes no one could see.
winter swept in and
the girl decided to give it a chance,
i hoped i wouldn't fall again.
or the boy with honey dripping lips
would catch me when i do.
noah,
don't you know
secrets kept can break the trust which was just beginning to form?
don't you know
verses unspoken can be a shot at the heart?
i wish i hadn't known.
i wish i hadn't known the honey
dripping lips had a cigar between them.
i wish i hadn't known
about the substances you inhaled
or the ecstasy you got from it.
noah,
don't you know
how it feels like to let go of
someone who gave you hope?
you were the last string of
hope,
she could almost see the light
at the end of the tunnel.
noah,
don't you know
forcing a person who can't feel to
say 'i love you' hurts them
more than yourself?
why couldn't you
give up on the half-hearted
girl?
why did you have to see her scars?
why did you have to return?
why did you have to make her feel again?
noah, oh dear noah,
you were the misunderstood boy
the girl with half a heart almost had.
*
[ also, the third part may not be published immediately. its going to take a lot of time writing and proof-reading.
- angel ♡]
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