This picture makes my heart boom boom

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Taehyung bit his lower lip harshly to stop himself from breaking down as he kept looking at Jungkook who stared at nothing in particular.A sob left his mouth when he saw how tears streamed down Jungkook's cheeks continuously.The boy didn't even bother to wipe them.It looked like his mind was gone to the past as he just finished telling Taehyung why he left.

Even though Taehyung wanted to wipe those tears away, he couldn't move from his place.He was feeling angry at himself for not digging in more information on why Jungkook suddenly changed.Only if he knew !

"T-that day, when y-you c-came, I s-saw you t-through the w-window...I w-wanted to r-run into your a-arms so b-bad.B-but I was s-scared, k-knowing they w-will m-make y-you suffer for t-that." Jungkook continued speaking with so much difficulty, remembering the day when Taehyung came to the Jeon Mansion before leaving their country.He still remembered everything clearly, as if it happened just a few days ago!

"W-what happened after I-I.....left?" Taehyung's voice cracked because of feeling so overwhelmed.He was not prepared to hear all these, he was not totally not prepared to know that Jungkook never wanted to leave him !

Jungkook took some time to take some deep breathes to compose his emotional self.Taehyung didn't utter a word, waiting for Jungkook to continue speaking.He knew, Jungkook was not ready to reveal everything just like he was not prepared to know them all.After some time, Jungkook looked at Taehyung right in his eyes, wiping his tears away.

"Before I left the apartment, I met Nick with whom my m-marriage was fixed." Jungkook said and noticed how Taehyung clenched his fists hearing him.He probably remembered how that whole 'marriage' thing made them drift apart all of a sudden!

"I told him about you, about us.I told him I could never even think of spending my life with someone who is not you.I also told him how my father's threatening made me scared for you, for your career."

"But you could've told me too." Taehyung interrupted Jungkook's words, feeling upset that he was kept in the dark all these years.

"If I did, you would never agree to leave me.I knew it really well.My father was not someone who would pity us.He would ruin you, Taehyung and he would make us fall apart in his own ways if I didn't leave you myself.At that time, I did what I thought would be a better option.I could never see you ruined.I would die, seeing my father breaking you, your dreams into pieces.I couldn't let him get his hands on you.I had to leave you." Jungkook cried hard as he still could feel the pain from three years ago.His whole body shook at the force of his cries.

Taehyung was not able to hold himself back anymore.He scooted closer to Jungkook and put his shaky hand on the younger's head, patting it lightly.He harshly wiped the tears that flew down his cheeks though new tears found its way to his cheeks almost immediately.

"Unfortunately, N-Nick didn't want to break the marriage off.He was reluctant on waiting for me to accept him.I-I told him many times t-that I belonged to you already b-but he d-didn't even t-try to understand." Jungkook felt breathless after crying for so long.He took some deep breathes before continuing -

"I-I got angry at his dumb self and w-went to the h-han river to spend some time alone.T-that's why I-I came back l-late that night.Before coming back, I planned everything I would do in the next few days." Jungkook paused.

Taehyung was getting scared to know what was coming next.Jungkook was always driven by emotions even though he was a strong person.He couldn't even imagine how he missed how stressed Jungkook was at that time.He should've forced him to talk to him, he should've forced him to stay!

"When I was sitting alone at the bank of the han river, only one thought invaded my mind.I knew I wouldn't be able to live without you.It wasn't easy for me to hurt you intentionally.I was already dying from inside.So I decided that I would make you believe that I was leaving you to get married with someone else, I decided to play along with the marriage thing till you left the country.When you finally left....." Jungkook stopped talking and looked at Taehyung who was holding his breath, scared to hear further!

"I-I went to t-the han river that night.Without even t-thinking twice, I-I jumped in the water."

Taehyung gasped as his face twitched in so much pain.More tears left his eyes, making them look swollen.It was too much to take in.He couldn't even imagine that Jungkook was going through so much....

"I wanted to die so bad.I didn't want to live anymore, I didn't have any reason to.But destiny had other plans for me.I didn't die like I planned.Instead, I was in the hospital when I woke up.I cried pathetically, knowing I couldn't even die as per my wish.I tried to run away but the doctors and the nurses stopped me there forcefully.I thrashed in their holds to get away from them.I just wanted to die...." Jungkook cried.

This time, Taehyung couldn't take it anymore.He pulled the younger into his arms, hugging him tightly.He himself was a crying mess by now and he didn't even try to hold back anymore!

Jungkook cried loudly, letting everything out.He missed this, he missed Taehyung, he missed being in those strong pair of arms, he missed feeling safe!

Both the males cried, hugging each other for their dear lives.Jungkook was feeling overwhelmed to remember everything suddenly and Taehyung was blaming himself for not being there for Jungkook when he needed him the most.

"T-that d-day, at h-hospital, I met Jimin hyung, your c-classmate.At that time, e freshly started working there as an intern.He recognized me and came to me.I begged him to let me go but w-what he said c-confused m-me." Jungkook said, still sobbing in Taehyung's embrace.

Taehyung frowned hearing Jimin's name.He still had connections with Jimin.Then why didn't he tell him anything about Jungkook?

But he didn't interrupt Jungkook.He thought that he should get to know everything first.He already misunderstood too many things.He had to be calm enough to take everything in !

"Jimin hyung a-asked me w-why I w-wanted to k-kill myself.He a-asked if it's b-because of t-the baby." Jungkook pulled out of the hug and looked at Taehyung with so many emotions!

"I-I didn't understand what he was saying b-but w-when he asked if it's about your departure, I cried.I-I c-couldn't bear to remember h-how I hurt you.After so much effort, Jimin hyung made me open up to him about everything.He w-was about to call you immediately but I s-stopped him, saying I made you leave already.H-he scolded me a l-lot.He said, killing myself was not an option as I had another l-life inside me...." Taehyung pulled Jungkook in his arms again when he paused his talking again.His hands automatically rubbed the younger's back to give him some comfort.

He knew Jungkook needed comfort.He couldn't even explain how terrible he was feeling at the moment.He didn't utter a single word though.Jungkook needed to take everything out.Everything was bottled up inside the younger for so long.Taehyung wanted everything to fade away from Jungkook's memory.It pained him to hear those things and Jungkook had to go through them alone!

"W-when Jimin hyung saw my s-shocked expression, he understood t-that I d-didn't know about my pregnancy.I w-was happy but devastated at the same time.I was happy to have the proof of our love with me, I was happy to concieve your baby.But I was devastated thinking of possibilities of my father hurting my baby.One thing was sure though.I didn't want to die anymore!" Jungkook sniffed and Taehyung just tightened his arms around the crying male.

"After thinking for two days while laying on the hospital bed, I made a plan.I told Jimin hyung about it but it was not something only we two could do.So Jimin hyung called one of his seniors who was like a brother to him - doctor Kim Namjoon.

Namjoon hyung's father is an extremely famous lawyer.After discussing we met Mr. Kim who felt pity for me and willingly wanted to offer help.He didn't like the fact that my parents only loved money, not their own son.He helped me to file a case against my parents, saying they wanted to force me, an adult into marriage for business purpose.It took time but Mr. Kim won the case.I was finally free.

My parents had to lose a fortune as fine.So they abandoned me completely.They said I brought shame to our family.I was more than happy with it even though I was left with no money.

Within those days, I became really close with Jimin hyung and Namjoon hyung.They loved me like their own brother.They even offered me to help with money but I denied, saying I need to work myself to get ready for the future.If I became dependent on them, how would I be able to raise my baby alone?They were upset but allowed me to work online only since I was already six months pregnant.

During day time, I was busy with classes and during night I started tutoring few kids.The money I got was enough to feed myself and pay college fees.After seven months of your departure, I gave birth to Taegguk.During that time, the two hyungs helped me a lot.After a month or so, I got used to taking care of Taegguk alone.It was hard but I managed to take care of him with the help of the hyungs.

Namjoon hyung's three other friends - Seokjin hyung, Yoongi hyung and Hoseok hyung also helped me till I started finish my studies.

After I started working as a doctor, it took me few months to settle down here as I became financially stable.The hyungs still visits us whenever they have an off day.Things are going well I guess..."

Jungkook sighed heavily as he finally stopped talking.He snuggled more into Taehyung's embrace, listening to his heartbeat.Maybe it was the last time Taehyung was holding him in his arms.He just wanted time to freeze there.

Only if it was possible!

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Finally, the past got revealed completely.Even I got kinda bored with writing about too much sadness.

No worries though.The last few chapters will compensate all the angst here.Just wait a little bit.

Hope you'll like this part.

Do let me know your opinions on it :))

Last but not the least, thank you so much for reading and also for showing so much interest in this story ❣