Taehyung in Hobi's MORE mv !!!

Damn...the song is a masterpiece ✨

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Jungkook stood there, frozen.So many emotions surfaced inside his doe eyes, ready to come out as tears any moment.How come Taehyung is just few steps away from him but so distant at the same time?

It took his every bit of strength to not run into Taehyung's strong arms.He wanted it so bad.Ask Jungkook how does it feel to long for someone's presence for three long years continuously, ask him how does it feel to burn your heart willingly, ask him how does it feel when the person you need the most is near but you can't go near them because of the invisible wall you created long ago....

It was anything but bearable!

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Taehyung came straight to Jungkook's apartment the moment he finished his work.The whole day, he was holding himself back, he was holding his overflowing emotions back.He couldn't take it anymore.To live peacefully, he needed to know some things, some things he should've asked Jungkook long ago, some things he should've forced out of Jungkook's mouth.

He stared at Jungkook with an unreadable expression on his face.He saw how Jungkook was trying hard to not let him see his emotions.Jungkook was still the same.His eyes spoke everything he couldn't.It looked like the boy wanted a warm hug so bad but Taehyung didn't think if it was his place to give him that much needed hug.

It was hard for him to see Jungkook so vulnerable but at the same time, he couldn't do anything about it.He shouldn't actually.Only if Jungkook didn't leave him that day, they still could've been together, happier than ever.But the moment Jungkook left without looking back even for once, things changed there.Taehyung didn't have any right on him anymore!

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"Can I come inside, Mr. Jeon?" Taehyung asked, clearing his throat.It was awkward to address Jungkook so formally!

Jungkook blinked his eyes as Taehyung's voice suddenly brought him into reality.A lump formed on his throat hearing what Taehyung just called him.Was he that distant now?Was he that distant that Taehyung didn't even want to take his name?

With so much difficulty, Jungkook managed to nod his head in affirmation as he couldn't trust his voice at the moment.He opened the door wide for the elder to come in.After Taehyung took his shoes off, Jungkook headed towards the living room, knowing the elder would follow him.He wondered what made Taehyung come to him?Wouldn't his family be waiting for him?Does he have a family?

Once again, Jungkook felt his chest tightening with uneasiness!

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Jungkook settled down on a couch and Taehyung took the opposite one to him.Both of their eyes were on the floor, wanting to compose their thoughts for a while.It was the first time when they are inside one room and sitting so far from each other.It only made them remember their past days, remember how lovey-dovey they used to act.

"I-I....Umm....C-Can I m-meet T-ta-Taegguk?" Taehyung asked after sitting there in silence for few minutes.He stuttered badly because of too much nervousness.By now, he was almost sure that Taegguk was his son but he couldn't just say that.He still needs to know many things.

Jungkook snapped his head towards Taehyung with wide eyes.He couldn't believe his ears.A shaky breath left his mouth as his eyes stung, not being able to hold the newformed teardrops.So many thoughts clouded his mind.Most of them were negative...

How did Taehyung know about Taegguk?

Will Taehyung hate him even more than he already does?

How would Taegguk react to everything?

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Is Taehyung there to take Taegguk with him?

Jungkook's heartbeat raised abnormally and his breathing became rapid when the last question hit him like a truck.He was scared, scared to lose his only source of living....Taegguk is everything he has.He will die if Taehyung does something like that !

Taehyung sighed heavily, rubbing his forehead in frustration.His eyes became slightly red because of holding tears forcefully.Jungkook's expression was enough to let him know what the other was thinking.Now he was more than sure that Taegguk is his son, his own blood.

Jungkook chocked on a sob when he saw Taehyung's whole body shaking.It didn't take him a second to know the reason.

Taehyung was crying !

Jungkook hesitated but still walked near Taehyung.After contemplating for some time, he sat beside Taehyung, leaving a slight gap between their bodies.He raised his shaky hand and placed it on the elder's shoulder.But he soon took his hand off when Taehyung looked at him with so many emotions in his eyes.Jungkook looked away, not being able to see him like that.

"Tell me everything I need to know...DON'T. EVEN. THINK. OF. LYING."

Taehyung spoke up after some time, his voice went one octave lower, as if challenging the younger.

Jungkook flinched at the tone Taehyung used.Few teardrops left his eyes as it was hard to hold back everything inside him anymore.Taehyung's voice said only one thing that no matter what, Jungkook has to tell him everything now.

"D-does it m-matter anymore?Y-your f-family a-and......a-all....." Jungkook asked in a small voice, fearing the answer could break him into something that won't be able to be repaired!

"Unlike you, I don't have a family.I can't trust anyone with my life anymore." Taehyung's voice was clear.He spoke without any hesitation.Jungkook knew for a fact that Taehyung never lies.Also, he hates liers just like he hates him now!

Jungkook left that shaky breath he was holding for so long.The answer made him relieved at some point.He was glad to know that Taehyung couldn't move on from him.But at the same time, he felt enormous pain, thinking he ruined Taehyung's life, Taehyung's beliefs, Taehyung's everything.....

"I-I.....m-my o-only f-family i-is T-taegguk..." Jungkook's voice was too small, almost like a whisper but Taehyung heard it all.He was surprised to know that Jungkook didn't have a partner, a suitable partner for whom he left Taehyung.

A scoff automatically left Taehyung's mouth I utter disbelief.Of course, somewhere in his heart, he felt good to know that Jungkook didn't have someone in his life but he was even more confused now.

"Why?Your husband left you because of you being pregnant with another man?" Taehyung asked.He knew he was being rude but he couldn't help it.He was feeling too overwhelmed to give a damn about it.

It's like, Taehyung was minding his own business and suddenly, he got to know that he has a son and his ex, who left him to marry some rich guy, was single.It blew his mind.He was not being able to think properly anymore!

Jungkook snapped his head towards Taehyung with a pained expression, shaking his head vigorously in denial.He didn't think Taehyung would say something like that.Tears flew down his cheeks like waterfalls.Taehung's words hurt him like hell, it was hard to ignore how harsh he sounded.Jungkook knew he deserved even bad but still....

"I-I....n-no....I-I d-didn't m-marry a-anyone..." Jungkook's voice cracked because of trying to hold in his sobs.

"Wasn't it the reason why you left?" Watching Jungkook crying like that was hard for Taehyung but he still didn't show any emotions.He asked further instead, wanting to connect the dots.

Jungkook couldn't trust his voice anymore.So he just nodded his head, looking downwards.

"Jungkook, tell me everything from the start.You are only confusing me.That day you left me as if I'm some piece of trash.And now you're telling me that you didn't get married in the first place.How am I supposed to understand you huh?" Taehyung talked after few minutes, this time with a calm tone.He wanted to know everything and Jungkook's state was telling him to give him a chance to explain.

Taehyung looked at Jungkook expectantly.He saw how Jungkook tried hard to calm himself down, as if getting ready to say everything he missed....

But the next words he heard, it took his breath away.He felt like screaming in agony.It was suffocating for him.It was just too much.He was not at all ready to hear what Jungkook said next....

"I was forced to leave you."

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Sorry, it got published by mistake earlier.So I had to cut this chapter short.Hope you read it till the end now.

I'll try to update soon.

Let me know how was it :)