《Louis' Depressed Girl》Chapter ten: Panera Party
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Harry's P.O.V.
I frown and stare at Mia sadly.
"I- Mia....." I stutter.
I look at her closely. I can see the pain in her eyes. The beautiful blue color they once were, had faded to a dull gray, sadness written all over.
"Okay," That was all I managed to say, it came out as a low whisper. Soft enough for her to hear.
She nods and turns her face away, allowing her black, messy hair to land in front of her beautiful face.
She lifted one of her arms and stroked her face briefly before giving me a tight smile.
I felt the need to hug her, beg her not to leave, but I knew she didn't want that...
I watch her leave slowly and hesitantly.
Words that we're left unsaid, still burning in my throat. The words like "I'm sorry," or "Please don't leave me," But no words managed to break through.
I slammed my fists against the wall in anger. I feel the burning of the tears, falling down my cheeks.
I let them fall, not bothering to wipe them away.
Why did I let her go? Why didn't I run to her like the guys in the movies do? Why did I just let her leave.... All I want is for her to be in my arms again...
I turn on the tv and sigh. I crouch down and sit against the wall, hearing the low murmurs of the tv.
I look over at the clock which read 12:15 pm. Why did it have to be so early? I wish it was 12:15 am so I can just look out at the stars. But all thats outside are depressing, gray clouds, ready to release rain at any second.
I hear a knock on the door. I groan and stand up lazily.
I open up the door to see Louis standing there, "Look mate, I'm sorry."
"I don't wanna hear it!" I snap, slamming the door in his face. I hear him mutter a few words, but I couldn't make out what they were.
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"HARRY! I know what happened! But understand that she did it for the best. She did it so you could be happy." He sighs.
I fall against the door and draw small circles on the carpet.
"But what about her happiness?" I frown, speaking through the door.
"She'll find her happiness soon enough... I just wanted to make sure you were okay." Louis tells me, his words quiet.
"I'm fine," I lie.
"Stop," I hear him snap through the door.
"What?" I ask.
"Saying you're 'fine', Harry do not use that bullshit on me." He says.
"Okay wanna know what's wrong?" I jerk open the door and stare deeply into his eyes, "What's wrong is the fact that I just lost a beautiful, depressed girl who can never see the good in herself! And today, I think I just made her more upset than she's ever been..." I cry out, not minding the warm, blurring, tears that were flowing down my cheeks.
Louis frowns at the sight of me crying. He nods his head and pulls me into a hug, "I'm sorry Haz... It will get better, I promise." He tells me.
I just hope one day his words will be true...
Mia's POV
I walked to my apartment quickly, so none of the boys could follow me.
I know what I did was wrong. For Harry and myself... But it was for the best, I know it.
I reached the front door of my apartment and quickly unlock the door, heading inside swiftly.
I threw my keys in the kitchen counter and decide to take a nap on the couch.
I slowly close my eyes and drift off into a deep and relaxing slumber.
FLASHBACK:
"Hello Mia," A voice snickered behind
me.
"H-hi..." I stutter out, afraid to turn around.
"Why ya' hiding you're face, huh?" The voice, along with others laughed.
I didn't respond, all I did was stare at my shoes. I looked at the frayed laces and the white front covered in dirt.
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"God, why don't you wear something that suits you more?" The female voice questioned.
I lift my head up slowly, still refusing to look at the girl, "L-like what?"
"Hmmm, this?" I felt the sticky substance running down my face, blocking my eye sight.
I allow my knees to fall on the rough concrete below me.
I could smell the strong wet oder of mud.
I cry silently, drowning out the eruption in laughs coming from the other girls.
A hand wiped the mud from my eyes and smirked, "Have fun ya' pig!" She laughs loudly, allowing her group of friends to follow her inside the school.
Jenna Rakelift ruined my life...
END OF FLASHBACK
I woke up sweating, the terrible flashback bringing me to tears.
I wipe them away carefully.
I glance over at the clock, it read 6:27 pm. I sigh and sit there boredly.
I go over and grab my phone, scrolling through my contacts until I reached the R section.
I call up Rose, waiting for her to answer.
"Hello?" I hear her say.
"Uh, hey. I was wondering if you were up to anything tonight?" I asked.
"Actually, I'm hanging out with Niall later, you can come if you want to!"
She tells me.
I sigh and decline the offer and hang up.
I decide to call up Nicole, the girl I had met at the club.
"Helllooo?" The girl said.
"Hey Nicole! It's Mia, from the club. I was wondering if you wanted to hang out or something?" I told her.
"Yeah sure! Meet me at Panera?"
"Okay! See you then," I smile, then click the phone off.
I quickly brushed out my hair and begin to head out.
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"Oh my god no way!" I hear Nicole laugh.
Over the past hour we were just talking about her boyfriend, my relationships, and our family. It turns out that we had a lot in common. Like how we both loved Justin Bieber, and we enjoy eating Ramen when we have nothing else to eat.
I also found out that her dad lives in California, and was wanting her to bring a friend one time.
"Well I have to go," She smiles.
"We should do this again soon,"
I nod, agreeing with her.
I waved, and we both went our separate ways.
I scroll threw my twitter and notice a whole bunch of mentions.
@1D_have_mebabies: Did you and @Harry_Styles break up?
@Hazzashoneyboo: I heard @Louis_Tomlinson likes you! Is it true???
I sigh, refusing to answer them.
I was walking slowly, not paying attention to what was around me.
I stopped scrolling when I hit a rough object, standing in my way.
"Hey Mia," A higher pitch voice said.
I look up and saw Louis looking at me.
"Uh, hi Louis...." I mumble, I really didn't want to talk to anyone.
I realized how awkward we were standing. My hands we're grasped onto his shirt tightly. And with my head looking up at his, it seemed like we were about to kiss.
I began to pull away but the bright flash of a camera made me freeze in place.
"Shit!" I hear Louis swear, pulling away from me quickly.
"Look man, don't post that," Louis begged, his face looking a tad annoyed.
"To late Mr. Tomlinson. The pap laughed, he ran to his car and drove off.
Louis sighs, "Mia, I'll, uh, see you later... Bye." He stutters, quickly running away.
I wonder what's gonna happen now..
Hey!! Here's Chapter 10!! I know it's an early update.. But it's a surprise chapter for getting me to 900+ reads!!! Thankyou so much!!! Sorry, this chapter was kind of a filler. Anyways!!! If this chapter gets to 7 votes I'll update again tomorrow. Okay, till than xoxo, A.
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