《Louis' Depressed Girl》Chapter two: I Don't Need Help
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*Edited (To my best abilities)*
There was a soft knock at the door before it was lightly pushed open. I crawl away hiding my face from whoever was walking towards me.
"Mia," the voice whispers. I could tell it wasn't Harry's. I don't move, speak, or even whimper, I just stay still. I feel the pressure of a large hand on my arm. I pull my arm back quickly.
"I can help... I uh, use to be depressed as well," he softly spoke.
I lift my head up slowly and meet a pair of blue sparkling eyes.
"Louis, where's Harry?" I ask.
He frowns slightly,"He's trying to find you some help."
"Help!? I don't need any fucking help!" I yell loudly.
"Mia calm down," Louis urges.
"Leave me alone okay? You're not helping, you're making it worse," I quickly stand up and walk over to the front door.
"Mia?" Harry's voice calls out.
I roll my eyes and slam the door heading over to the elevator. I quickly press the down button.
"Mia listen," Harry pleads.
"Look I don't want to hear what you have to say." I growl at him in anger.
"But I can help you, I can make you happy," his face softens, I glance at the tears brimming in his eyes.
"I need to get home," I tell him and enter the elevator sadly.
He just stands emotionless at the doors watching me press the buttons, right before the door shut I saw Louis come up and hug Harry tightly. I frown and put my foot between the doors.
"Fine," I speak, "I'll stay."
Harry smiles, walking out of Louis' arms and wrapping me up in a hug instead.
"Thank you," he mumbles into my hair. I could feel his smile against my head.
Louis gives me a pat on the back, making my shoulder warm. I hold my breath at the weird feeling, but I ignore it. I pull away from Harry and smile shyly. And we watch Louis walk back to his room.
We walk back to Harrys room and we sit down awkwardly on the soft, brown couch. He looked at me closely, studying my features carefully.
"Why?" His voice asks.
"Why what?" I join in.
He grabs my arm and shows it to me,"Why do you do this?"
"It's a long story," I tell him. It was a long story, but it's not like I didn't have the time to tell him. I just didn't have the trust or strength to do it.
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"Oh," his voice lowers.
I clear my throat, then stand up.
"I'm gonna go to sleep. You can join me if you want to... I guess. That couch is kind of small," I suggest.
"No it's fine," he tells me.
"Oh come on,"
I watch him smile, showing his dimples,which were very cute. Harry follows me into the room as we both lay down quietly.
"Goodnight Harry," I whisper.
"Night' Mia," he whispers back.
We both lay on opposite sides, not even close to touching each other. If only I knew Harry better, because I could really use a loving hug right now.
*****morning********
Harry's P.O.V
I glance around my room and yawn mindlessly. I look over to see a beautiful black haired girl lying next to me. I drag my feet to the end of the bed and walk over to the bathroom.
I look at myself in the mirror, my curls lying flat against my forehead. I groan and turn the shower on. The water begins to pour out, sputtering for it to warm up. I slowly strip off my clothes and stand fully naked in the cold air. I shiver a little before heading into the shower.
The hot water warming up my body instantly. I softly hum a tune before fully singing, "You'll never love yourself, half as much as I love you. And you'll never treat yourself right, darlin', but I want you too," I was fully singing Niall's part, this part of the song showed the most emotion. It was everything that Mia was, a beautiful girl who has lost everything she had. She needs to be loved. Know the meaning of love. And hold onto it forever.
I step out if the shower and wrap a towel around my lower region. I whistle a sweet tune and make my way to my bedroom. I look over to see the bed empty.
"Mia?" I call out. Nothing.
I slip on a pair of Calvin Klein underwear and head out to the hallway. I hear a small conversation occurring in the living room.
Louis' P.O.V
I knock on the front door waiting for Harry to answer, when the door opens, I see Mia instead if Harry.
"Hi.." She mumbles and steps aside allowing me in.
I give her a shy smile and sit over on the couch, "morning," I greet her.
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"Uh, good morning," she mutters quietly. She sits beside me placing her skinny hands on her knees.
She clears her throat softly and we both sit there for a moment in the awkward silence surrounding us.
"Harry's in the shower," she blurts out.
"I figured," I chuckle. We listen quietly and hear Harry singing 'Little Things,' his favorite song.
"Wow, he's great," she smiles swaying to the sound of his voice. "He should consider it as a career."
I smile, she doesn't know she's in a room right now with a celebrity? Cute. I laugh a little and nod my head.
"Maybe.." I tell her, she flashes her bright, white teeth towards me. I smile again.
"Uh Louis?" She suddenly says serious.
"Yeah?" I say.
"You said last night that you were depressed once. Is that true?" She frowns
"Yeah.. A little while back I met this AMAZING girl. She had the most beautiful, soft, brown hair ever, and she was absolutely amazing. Her name was Eleanor. She was a model. I was crazy for her. She was my everything. But she cheated on me, for three months. I was heart broken. And the funny thing is that she never apologized, cried, say it was a mistake, nothing. So what did I do? I attempted suicide. Nobody knows this. It may sound stupid but I was with this girl for over TWO years! I felt like she was the only one for me, I guess not. I cried for weeks. Honestly having you here makes me forget about her." I admit.
"What?" She says stunned. "I've always been nothing but a screw up... How could I make you feel better?"
"I guess it's painful seeing someone else hurting even more than myself..." I mumble.
"Louis, I do this because I never feel good enough. The first person who made me feel that way was my parents. They were never there for me. I lived in a little trailer house growing up... I shared a room with 3 other kids. Little boys to be specific. So I moved out. Went to live in my small one roomed, apartment that I'm still living in now. And uh, last week, my b-boyfriend, I mean, uh, e-ex b-b-boyfriend broke up with me..." She sobs, "he left me because of these," she whips out her arm and shows me the long line of scars.
"HE DIDN'T LOVE ME. HE JUST FELT SORRY FOR ME!" She cries.
I wrap her in a tight hug as she cries against my chest, her tears making my stripe shirt wet.
"Shhh," I whisper, her sobs getting softer.
"Mia?" I hear Harry call out.
She lifts up her head and looks over at Harry. His face drops and he runs over to her. My heart pangs in jealousy for some reason, but I can tell Harry really cares about her.
"Shh, Mia, babe, what's wrong?" Harry whispers, holding onto her hand.
"It's nothing, I just got a lot off my chest." She sighs in relief. Harry smiles and kisses her cheek. I look at her reaction slowly. She's holding her breath, shaking as she looks Harry in the eyes. She smiles lightly.
I clear my throat harshly, making my presence known.
"Oh hey Louis. Did you need something?" Harry asked me.
"Yeah, Liam wanted me to tell that we have a meeting today," I tell him,"it's at 2,"
He nods and looks at the clock. We had twenty minutes to prepare ourselves.
I stand up,"We'll I'll see you both later" I walk over and see them both laughing together.. I roll my eyes slightly at Harry being his flirtatious self. As I walk out I shut the door, but much harder than I intended to. I flinch a little and walk of into my room, collapsing as soon as the door shut.
A/N: HERE'S CHAPTER 2 (: This story is going a lot better then I planned! Haha. I'm gonna attempt to add a chapter at least every one to two days. So please look out for it.
Also if any of you readers have a twitter please try to share this! I want people to read this story!!! I would love feedback! So comment or vote if you liked it! Thanks! And woah Louis jealous of Harry! I see some drama in the future. And what about Louis attempting suicide! What! Anything else shock you!?! Tell me in the comments! (: Remember share this with your friends. Till then xoxo ~A
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