James hug Alessia fall asleep...

James POV:

I cuddle her on the bed. I hold her hand tightly. My head place on her shoulder and stick my head to her neck because I like her lavender scent.

"I never know you can be so childish,James" she smirks at me and playing with my hand.

"I aslo don't know my wife have a playful face inside her." I kiss her neck and whispers softly. I can hear her giggles.

Then, she suddenly turn to me and sit at my thighs with a serious face. "Then, why you don't mark on me?" She look at me with her doggie eyes. She is so cute. I makes me want to kiss her cheek. I doesn't want to tell her because I don't her live in fear and worry about me.

"Ermm...because...I scare you will run away." She frown her eyebrow with a confusing face. I hug her and place my head to her chest. I feel so safe when I hear her heartbeats. I sigh.

"You had no idea, what you really look likes,love. You just like the small animal. You need a protection but first you will protect yourself first just like you close your heart to everyone and never let anyone in." I tell her and pause awhile.

"You had highly vigilance, I know you want to protect yourself but you don't have stay strong infront of me,love. I know everything for you here makes you feel uncomfortable, uneasy for you but you have to know I always be with you. You don't have to stay away for me. Let me protect you, let me love you, my love." I hug her more tight.

"I'm sorry...really sorry. You know here is not just like where I live, everything here were so strange for me, James. I had to protect myself cause...I'm only indifferent here. I had lost my family since I'm five. I'm sorry that I kick you out. I just feel so uneasy." She place her lip on my hair and tone was full of apologetic.

"It's okay!!it's okay!!...love. You will get used to it soon and I will always at your side but ever never suspect my love to you. You have know you're always my first priority to me, your safety, your everything is my everything. Please, just open your heart and let me in. I will never hurt you,love. I will give my all to you. You're my end and my beginning." I say it with potently with bring with some begging. I rubbed her back and kiss her collarbone, then her ear. I just love her so much, I can't live without her. Then, pull her head to my chest and I embrace her. I look at her. She nodded and her eyes were red and the tears were in her beautiful eyes.

Then,we lay on the bed and slient for awhile, then I look at her. I smile, because she had sleep on my chest and this is the first time that she aren't turning her back to me. I place my lip to her forehead and whispers softly"Good night,my love."

Acctually, I don't want to mark on her because I worry she be targeted by the witches and rogues. I scare what if they found out that she is an angel. If I mark her, she so easy became a target to them because she had my scent and the rogues and witches always likes to look trouble on me and if they realize that she an angel. I clench my hand into fists. I just can't imagine that I'm going to lose her. When I think if I will lose her one day, my heart feel so pain just like be poke by sharp knife into my heart. I can't do this, I can't take this risk. I can't lose her.

I look at her and touch her face. What a innocent, beautiful face she have. I've been all over the world just looking for you but you just came out suddenly. I really appreciate that day you came down from the heaven and I have to protect her with using my whole life. Never let you get hurt from anything that wants to hurt you. I start to feel tired and I hug her tight and fall asleep...

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