James POV:

"James. I...I love you. I can be your Luna but I can't accept your propose first. Is too fast, we don't need the piece of paper." What!! Her confession was too sudden it!!

My mind turn blank, is too sudden. I should leave this room immediately to make up my mind.

"Alessia,you should freshen up and when you done. Go down for dinner." I must leave this room before I'm going to push her down and having sex with her.

I sit at the dinner room and her words were spinning is my head. She loves me! I feel I'm in seventh heaven. I can't explain how happy am I now. She loves me!

Then, she came down. Goddess! I look at her, she is wearing my shirt, tied her beautiful hair into braid. She is so cute now and she without wearing a pants. Shit!! My body have some physiological response. Not now!! I clip my legs tightly.

Then,her beautiful eyes met mine's. Her face was unreadable. My eyes never leave her. Since that, she love you, I think we can share a bedroom but I ask carefully because I don't want to scare her.

" "Ermm... Alessia, can I sleep with you?" See!! She is scare ,okay... I change another way to ask "What I mean...you have sleep my bedroom, and yesterday I slept on the sofa. Is was a cold night...you know. So, can I??" She look angry and I confirm I never such that care for woman before,only her..

"So,you're blaming me. I'm okay to sleep on the sofa, I can exchange with you." What!! Are she kidding me? I thought she will say yes and now she say no. What do she mean? I can't imagine she sleep in the living room with no wearing a pants, What if one of my man comes in and saw at her innocent, beautiful face. I hate to share that what was mine and what will they think Luna sleep at the living room. This is nonsense.

"No!! You're not sleeping anywhere but my bed" I say it confidently and refuse her to say no.

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After a few days...

Everynight she sleep,she will turn her back to me. I really not happy with this. I don't how hard that I wait for her to fall asleep and I only can embrace her in my chest.

Every morning, she will look at me for awhile and fix my fringe. Then, a forehead kiss and a morning greet. A little morning greet of her is my energy for a day and a soft lip place on my forehead. I really love it so much, even is very simple things but I already consider myself is the luckiest man in the world. I always pretend that I sleep until she left this room.

Then, my daily routine were meetings,patrol,train the newborns and more but I will on time go back home since she is here because I want to have a dinner with my love ones especially Alessia. She had be used to in our family but since that day on, we are not really talk to each other. I feel this is not right, she is running away from me.

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Night comes...

I come back the as usual time and looking for her. We have to talk about it but I can't saw her. So, I ask Allison where is she.

Allison give me a accurate face and "You're such a dumbass. Don't think you provide everything, that means you love her. This make things go more worst. If you love her, tell her before she get away from you!!"she yell at me. Then,she walk away. What!! I'm speechless, I look at my mother which is cleaning the table.

My mother give me a smile and"Alessia, didn't come down for dinner,dear. Don't treat her so indifferent. Now, go up and apologies to her."

I went up and go in my room. She is wrapping herself, look so helpless and I can notice her tears that streaming out from her eyes. She turn her back to me. I toward to her and hug her.

"What happen,love. My mother said you hadn't go down for dinner. You feel not well?"I ask her. I'm so worry about her. She struggle away from my hug but I didn't let go her. Never!

She stand up and yelled at me "If you don't love me then don't act like you care for me. I can feel it,James. I can feel you're running away from me. If you don't love me then,let me go!!"her tears keep streaming. My heart feel be twisted and feel so pain when she cry.

I forward and wipe her tears away and kiss her forehead "No!! Love,I love you. I thought you're the one that...infrequent me." I say it softly and pause awhile.

"Give a chance to explain, please. Love" I hug her tightly. She turn her back on me and sobbing. I hug her back just like back hug. I put my face on her shoulder and kiss her neck, her ear. I can smell her lavender shampoo smell.

"You remember that day in the kitchen.

*Flashback*

I come back and she is in the kitchen take the plates go out. I stand at her back.

"Hi! Love" I want to hug her but she escape away and give me a fierce stare. Then, she walk away.

*Flashback ends*

I thought you're angry of me and I don't know what I have did that makes you angry." I say with grievance and hug her tightly. Then, I hear her chuckles. I confirm that she is happy so I continue.

"You still remember that day afternoon, I run to you and gave you flowers.

*Flashback*

That day afternoon, I finished trains the newborns, so I purposely come back to have a look and pluck some beautiful flowers for Alessia.

Then, I saw her walk out from the home and she notice me. I run to her and gave her the flowers.

"I saw these flowers at the another mountain, is so beautiful but not beautiful as you, love." I was sweating and smell stinky.

Then, she came near me want to take the flowers but before she smell on me. Then, she frown her eyebrow and look at me with narrow eyes. She turn away and go back to the house.

*Flashback ends*

My heart hurt badly. You know, how can you treat me so cruel. I just want to see your smile but..." I say with some kid sound and pity sound and rub my head to her back. Then, I hear giggles from her. She turn her body to me and I holding her waist. She smile at me and pull my head, kiss my forehead"I'm sorry, I don't know I will hurt you, I just want to tease you" she keep laughing.