I woke on the floor of the drop ship to see Octavia was on her way to sit with Jasper. I let out a groan trying to sit up but ultimately failing. Still standing her head shot my way eyes wide she rushed over. She grabbed my hand looking at me "thank god your ok" she smiled. As much as i love her smile only one thing claimed my mind, my brother. "Mur-Murphy" I asked my words coming out more hoarse than I expected her smile dropped. This scared me "Octavia what happened did they..." I could not even say the word.

She shook her head "no, no they did not kill him he is alive I think" she explained. What does she mean she thinks my heart was pounding out of my chest. I sat up ignoring the pain that shot threw my whole body.

"wow wow slow down were are you going" Monty asked from behind us. I looked at him his face held concern. I swung my feet to the side of the bed standing slightly stumbling Octavia catching me.

"Jess Murphy...he was banished" Octavia says with a tone I cant make out. My heart broke he was banished no. He cant be gone not again.

"no no he cant no there is no way" I looked at Octavia who was looking down "no" I chocked out one more time before breaking down in Octavia's arms.

I have a pack with what I will need to stay alive like food, water, and some weapons. I standing at the gate arguing with a guard "nobody leaves" he states. I was about to argue when I was pushed lightly. Turning around to see an angry Octavia "hey Octavia" I give her a small wave.

"don't hey Octavia me" she spat "where are you going" she guested to the pack over my shoulder. "nowhere" I say unconvincingly "thats bull shit....you were gonna leave like that no good bye Jess it is dangerous out there you cant go" worry and sadness laced each word.

"Octavia I have to" "no you dont stay here please" she pleads "im sorry Octavia I have to he is my brother" I tell her. "he also an ass hole you dont have to go" her gaze going cold "thats funny because Bellamy is an even bigger ass but we all know that if he was out there you would go after him" I spat back at her. I mean how could she i cant loose him he is all I have left. She doesn't even know.

Bellamy walked up behind her hearing the last sentence "Let her go" he places a hand on Octavia's shoulder "if she wants to risk her life for his stupid, idiotic, asshole, fucking ass than let her" he shrugs. My face went red along with my vision I lunged tackling Bellamy to the ground. I punched him then stood pulling him up with me grabbing his collar.

"Jess stop" I could hear Octavia behind me. I ignored her pushing him up against a tree punching him again repeatedly. Once I felt he had enough I put my forearm to his neck "if you ever say anything about my brother again i will kill you" I threaten he laughed "I'm not scared of you" he spat his blood to the ground.

I was so mad i pulled out a knife "maybe you should be" i said evilly "you wont kill me" he says I raised an eyebrow questioning him "you like my sister killing me would ruin you friendship forever" he laughed. I threw him to the ground turning looking at the guard from earlier "let me threw or you'll be next" I said he nodded in fear opening the gate i took one last look at Octavia "goodbye Octavia" i said to her a tear slipping from her eye "goodbye Jess" she nodded slowly. I walked out of the camp into the wilderness to find my brother "this should be fun" I sighed.