after i went home i started to think about how

much i missed valentina , it's weird not being able to kiss her or do whatever i want to her. but the thing is the girl

i'm with now is pregnant

"are you sure your pregnant lena?" i asked

"y-yea why?"

"can i see it"

"why" she said

"i just want to see it" i said

"oh i threw it away and d-do you wanna break up

with me me something"

"no of course not"

"ok" she said kissing me

i reaches for my phone but i left it in valentinas car

on purpose so i grabbed my keys and seen my phone on

the porch. fuckkk. i'm still going

"i'll be back" i said

after i dropped off mattia i took off my clothes and

got in the shower and i turned the water all the way on

hot

i was letting the water run down my body and i felt

arms and i got startled but he covered my mouth and

i turned around

i looked up and my eyes met with mattia , he looked

down at me the water running down both of our faces

and he cupped my cheeks

my breathing felt like it was gonna stop as he ran

his thumb across my lips and tucked my hair behind

my ear

"i missed you so fucking much" he said

he leaned down grabbed my neck and kissed me aggressively and i wrapped my arms around him completely getting caught up in the moment

"y-you have a girlfriend" i said softly

"just shut up"

why were you guys so mad at me for saying ale so more

attractive 😭😭😭