it's been like 6 months and mattia has a girlfriend

but i honestly don't care i've been happier and he actually

likes the girl he's with so i guess we're both happy

ok i'm totally lying i miss him so much and he's happy

with that girl and i have to go to his house because we're going to a doctors appointment together

i knocked on his door and seen the girl

"you must be valentina" she smiled

"yea is mattia here" i said

"he's getting ready now"

i sat on the couch and seen all of our pictures are

gone and replaced with ones of him and her

"hey you ready" he asked me with a smile

"y-yea"

we got in my car and started driving it was lowkey

awkward

"so you have a boyfriend now?" he asked

"no" i said

"really?"

"yea no boyfriend"

"do you miss what we had" he asked softly

"no" i lied

"mmmm"

when we got there we were gonna find out the

gender and it was a girl

"no no i wanted a boy" he groaned

"so what it's a baby mattia"

"you wanted a boy too though that's one of the

reasons i liked you" he said

i smiled at him

"your such a weirdo how did you know that"

"i told you i know everything about you"

while i was taking him back home he put his hand on my thigh

"no" i said

"it's just a hand rest" he smiled

after he left i seen he left his phone i wanted to

snoop so did

i unlocked it seen him and that girl as the wallpaper

and i just locked it back up and put it on his porch and

drove away

is it just me that thinks ale looks better than mattia

when i get hate comments now bc this book is about mattia😍