she thinks she's gonna break up with me and not

pay for it?? if i can't have her then no one can

i didn't want to but she's going to make me

i was watching bee through her window and seen

her taking a pregnancy test

she smiled at it and touched her stomach

i-is it mines?

she got on her phone and texted someone probably

the guy she left me for

hey can you come back

please?

why

we need to talk

i waited a while before i went there and i walked

in and i didn't see her but i saw her phone and her

massages with her dad

she did it so i wouldnt be killed fuck fuck fuck

damn it

don't do shit cancel

it

it's to late boss

i heard a gun shot and my heart dropped i'm always

fucking shit up

i ran upstairs and she was laying there not moving

"i-i'm so sorry baby" i felt tears running down my face

"you made me this way , i love you so much"

i couldn't stay because i'd go jail , i kissed her

cheek and her stomach then left but called a ambulance on her phone

i drove to my house and grabbed a bottle of vodka

and drank it bottle after bottle , i couldn't walk or think

straight

"what's wrong with you" kairi asked

"just fuck off-

"he got valentina killed because she broke up with him

talk about toxic" alejandro said

"watch your mouth"

"or what your gonna get me killed too" he laughed and i through a bottle at him

"i said watch your fucking mouth" i gritted

"chill out both of you" kairi said

i didnt feel anything i just wanted to know if

she was ok

"why were you so crazy over her" kairi asked

"she was just like me and beautiful and now she's

dead all because of me kairi it's all my fault for being

controlling just like my dad" i said as a tear went down my cheek

"it's not your fault mattia"

"yes it is" i yelled

"i'm the one who hired someone to kill her because

i didn't want to see her happy with anyone but me" i said

"you love her right? then go make sure she's okay" he said

"i'll go to jail kairi"

"she'll find a way to get you out she always does dead or alive"

i thought about it and i drove to the hospital she was

at