Shawn and I walked back to my room, we were both exhausted from all the crying and we needed a goodnight sleep. We both knew I would be leaving in a matter of days. I did realize that showing them Shawn wasn't a good idea, but I didn't know what to do anymore.

I put my phone in a speaker so that music would play to calm us down. I loved listening to music with Shawn. It was heaven.

"Come lay down with me baby girl"

"wait Shawn.. You can't leave the house?"

He frowned and nodded no, we looked at each other with sorrow.

"You can't even go in the backyard with me?"

He nodded no and I frowned.

"Let's go in the attic, we'll bring my mattress" I tried to light up the mood by being cheerful.

We got up the attic and threw my mattress on the ground.

"We need to clean this place" I frowned while taking a look at the dusty room.

"Sure" he smiled while looking at me, he watched me think and smiled every few seconds.

"I'll get dustpans" I said while running downstairs.

When I came up I saw him looking through the window, he always looked through that little window.

" I got everything"

Shawn had been solid for an hour now and he didn't seem to feel weak at all.

We took the cleaning supplies and started to clean..

"Shawn stop" I giggled while turning my head to look at him. He had a spray bottle in one of his hand and a rug in the other. He chuckled and smiled.

"I'm not doing anything what are you talking about!?" He tried to act surprised but his acting skills really weren't that good.

I giggled and went back to cleaning.

He tickled me lightly, again.

"Shawn stop"

"Only if you give me a kiss" he smirked and smiled at the same time which made me blush.

"Fine"

I walked up to him and his lips crashed onto mine, our smiles broke the kiss.

It was 3AM when we had finished cleaning but it had been so worth it. We had fun cleaning, I know cleaning sounds boring but Shawn makes everything fun.

We placed the mattress beside the window and Shawn cradled me in his arms.

Shawns skin started to feel cold on mine so I ran downstairs to get a blanket. Shawn was still sleeping when I got back upstairs, I put his arm around me and got closer to him.

That was one of our last nights together.