//SHAWNS POV//

I have to..I have to do something. I can't fall in love with her, I just can't. I know this won't work and this can't work.

I want to hold her. I want to hug her. I want to kiss her.

//AMANDAS POV//

I want to hold him. I want to hug him. I want to kiss him.

I lay back down in bed, with my eyes open. And I just thought I just thought about him.

"Shawn" I mumble, my voice got raspy from being still and being sleepy.

"Yes" I heard him say, he walked over to me and sat on the edge of the bed.

"Make yourself really solid" I command, it was more like "can you please make yourself really solid"

He listened and I reached out for his hand, which I took. We looked at each other in the eyes and I pulled his hand back towards me making him come closer.

He came closer, but it wasn't close enough so I pulled him even closer.

"Can you lay down?"

"Are you sure" he let out with a light smile

"Yes, close"

He got up and pulled the covers on top of me to make sure I wouldn't get cold at the feeling of his touch.

He layed down and put his arm around my waist, which gave me shivers. My back was facing his chest, and his chest was facing my back.

I'm pretty sure we both shut our eyes.

I turned around so that we were facing each other, his eyes fluttered open and he looked at me.

"What's wrong" he said with a worried look on his face.

Our faces got closer, really close.

Our faces were only inches apart, I could feel his cold breath escaping his lips, on mine.

Our lips connected..

What am I doing

How can something so wrong

Feel so right