"I think about you all the time

And I must admit

I wish you were mine"

~ Caroline Dare, Wish You Were Mine.

Cole sat alone, trying to concentrate and filter out his thoughts. 

He wants to be with her again.

He wants to hear 'I love you' from her.

He wishes she was his again, that way he wouldn't have to worry about who she might like.

His natural jealousy overtook him, and he wishes she could belong to him again. 

He didn't like to look at women that way, but when it came to her he couldn't stop it.

She was his everything, the only person who stood by him through it all, the only person who supported him throughout everything, the love of his life.

He never thought he could love someone that much, but then she came along, and he couldn't stop falling in love with her, not that he wanted to, anyways. 

Every time he saw her, a mixture of feelings stirred up inside of him. Butterflies, sadness (because she was no longer his) and --- love, although he didn't want to admit it at first, but Ari forced him to before she broke up with him.

 He wanted to talk to her, to tell her how much he missed her and how much he regretted their breakup and how deeply he wanted her back.

So, he decided to go for it, fuck everything, fuck how she'd react, he couldn't help it anymore. 

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